Indeed: Poems

Feb 2020 · 102

don't get stubborn

Indeed Feb 2020

don't get stubborn

don't get stubborn
please,
to listen my story
If I describe it
with LAUGHTER
I'm **** sure
you'll cry

Feb 2020 · 54

pieces of glass

Indeed Feb 2020

pieces of glass

your love is like
pieces of glass
and
my love is like
walking bare feet
on it.

Feb 2020 · 63

what should I write ?

Indeed Feb 2020

what should I write ?

so
tell me
what should I write ?
on this last page
because you have left before it !

#left
#****
#eager to know

Feb 2020 · 81

my toy

Indeed Feb 2020

my toy

today,
I found my childhood toy,
which was very old,
then,
.
.
.
he questioned me;
how do you feel ?
when someone plays with you.

Feb 2020 · 82

customer !!!

Indeed Feb 2020

customer !!!

lots of customers were there,
of this heart,
I would've sold it,
only if you weren't inside it.

Feb 2020 · 119

Door of heart

Indeed Feb 2020

Door of heart

I had written;
"do not come in"
on my heart's door,

LOVE laughed and said;
sorry, I was blind...

it all started then ... #****** up

Feb 2020 · 101

tea at night

Indeed Feb 2020

tea at night

if you promise me to stay here
until my tea ends,
I promise you ;
I'll take the last
sip at night.

#tea #love #wait

Feb 2020 · 89

Okay ; FEBRUARY

Indeed Feb 2020

Okay ; FEBRUARY

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February -28 days ............when it'll pass.

Feb 2020 · 87

Feb's week

Indeed Feb 2020

Feb's week

Is is week of love ?
OR
Love for week ?

Love for this week only ........hahahahha
Let this week be great and I'd learn to live after this week .

Feb 2020 · 78

hehehehe........loyal ?

Indeed Feb 2020

hehehehe........loyal ?

remember that day ?
         you said you were at home
           but I saw you at the club
           and you weren't alone.

               you held her close
             you kissed her neck
     I was yours ; what the heck ?

          I wanted to punch you
           and slap on your head
            at that time I wished
.                you were dead.

         the wound is now healing
          but the scars will remain
             how do I continue ?
          and feel the the same.

                      should I go ?
                 or should I stay ?
            as I'll always wonder
         what happened that day.

     will only memories of feelings
         that have been torn away
           how do I close my eyes
                 to fact that your
      loyalty has thrown me away.

   you are a person who has an hole
                 inside your soul
        with all ***** lies told.

      even my neighborhood aunties
            are more loyal than you
           so I wish your black cold
            icy heart breaks in two.

#loyalty #******* #disgusting
#belly laugh #crushed #dark
#black #icy #comparison

Feb 2020 · 52

Secret ? It kills !

Indeed Feb 2020

Secret ? It kills !

I have a secret
                    It tears me apart
                  each and everyday
           waking its way to my heart

                      I have a secret
           something I cannot destroy
                you can't mess around
          cause this secret is not a toy

                      I have a secret
           It keeps me awake at night
             sometimes I cannot sleep
                  became of all fright

                     I have a secret
             that's killing me inside
               keeping the real me
               locked away to hide

                    I have a secret
             that's making me die
              I'm not getting tired
       but it's hard to say goodbye

                    I have a secret
               I'm not getting well
              and the worst part is
                   I have a secret
                 that I cannot tell

#secret #filled #tired

Feb 2020 · 68

had a word vomit !!!

Indeed Feb 2020

had a word ***** !!!

Build me up

       put me high in sky

     then take the sunshine for
            yourself

     slowly peel me away

      then knock me down

        watch me fall

       watch the blood seep from my
        soul

      I'll apologize for bleeding
     from the fall

         and let your colours shine;babe

      unable me to hold back the
       word *****

       I became sick as I watch you walk
       away

        you carry a piece of my heart and
        add it to your stupid collections

       a little less me

       a little more you

       now I'm falling like black slime
       dripping down by bones

       causing me to fall on
       knees with pain I sit

       nothing hurts than a
       word *****

#*****

Jan 2020 · 80

Babe......You can't !!!

Indeed Jan 2020

Babe......You can't !!!

Do you think it's possible for a heart to cry ?
do you think I could just turn the truth into lie ?

do you believe to leave the past behind ?
do you believe you can see but still be blind ?

can you change one thing to another ?
can you make a person lose other ?

can your heart scream before your lungs ?
can you sing but your words stay unsung ?

can you laugh but feel no joy ?
can you feel great but still destroy ?

can you think but not know ?
can you say yes but still say no ?

can you speak but not say ?
can you be honest and still betray ?

You know what ...?
you can't have the things I bought...!!!!

Jan 2020 · 51

When heart of a commerce students gets broken

Indeed Jan 2020

When heart of a commerce students gets broken

One....., two......, five......, ten.....,
I count this over and over again.

twenty....., fifty......, one hundred......., and two......,
how many times you said that you loved me true.

one thousand....., six hundred....., and five.....,
how many times you stood there and lied.

four billion....., nine thousand....., six hundred.....,and ten.....,
how many chances I've given you over and over again.

eleven million....., six billion....., nine million......,then some,
how many feelings have you undone.

seven lakhs....., nine hundred......, five lakhs to read,
with this breakup will forever bleed

although it was not all before,
and it can't be ever restored.

#commercian
#still student

Jan 2020 · 47

Never known

Indeed Jan 2020

Never known

A place in heart was forever reserved,
the one that loved but won't deserve.

He loved the sight of my blood,
he wanted to see the beautiful flood.

He once said he wished I was dead,
he meant it, wasn't only in his head.

This is him that nobody knows,
inside a bad personality forever enclosed.

#deadness

Jan 2020 · 48

There's a boy

Indeed Jan 2020

There's a boy

There's a boy that everyone knows,
beautiful chin, had no worries no word.

he hates his body, says he is fat,
he shouldn't hate himself, but doesn't know that.

he is a boy with biggest smile,
no one knows he forces up his bike.

feels worthless, ugly, abandoned, wasted,
no one knows the tears he has wasted.

cries himself to sleep at night,
and smiles again once it is bright.

he pulls the blade across his skin,
takes comfort in the pain he's in.

he loves the sight of his own blood,
he wants to see the beautiful flood.

he once said; he wished he was dead,
he meant it, wasn't just in his head.

this is a boy that nobody knows,
inside his walls he's forever enclosed.

Jan 2020 · 93

Can't believe........you hurt me like that

Indeed Jan 2020

Can't believe........you hurt me like that

Did you enjoy my pain ?
was it fun to watch me fall ?
you were the reason why I am being in this way.

you blew into my life like a sweet summer breeze,
stole my heart in an instant made me weak in knees.

you seemed so loyal when you looked in my eyes,
and said the things I have waited to hear my whole life.

I thought you was different, I thought you was real,
I never thought I could feel the way you let me feel.

I was perfectly senseless, not one reason why,
you just disappeared without saying goodbye.

you had me floating on air, then let me crash the ground,
It's too much to wrap my mind around.

Why play at being real ? no one wins in the end,
someone always gets hurt when other pretends.

now I am left here to wonder, what could have gone wrong,
why you stopped hurting me, why you strung me alone.

still can't believe that you hurted me like that,
everything is finished, there's nothing left.

#double feeling
#depression
#feeling fool
#unwanted
#crashed
#dark

Jan 2020 · 68

Come on ...tell me ...!!!

Indeed Jan 2020

Come on ...tell me ...!!!

Tell me all I want to hear,
tell me as you hold me near.

tell me all you wanna say,
tell me ever since we met that day.

tell me why do you care,
tell me why do you bear.

tell me what should I do,
tell me, you said someone cares but who ?.

tell me why you say me dear,
tell me otherwise it keeps me under fear.

tell me all what is true,
tell me when everyone are being cruel to you.

tell me why you don't listen to me,
tell me what you are pretending to be ?.

tell me why all this is so tough,
tell me what you mean by love.

tell me when everything is done,
tell me by irritating me do you have fun ?.

Come on ... tell me quick...!!!

Sharing your grief's won't make you feel embarrassed.
So share your secrets/feelings it would help you to feel good and happy.

Jan 2020 · 82

are you OK ?

Indeed Jan 2020

are you OK ?

Everything is not ok, everything is not clear,
I just can't go and leave you here.

staring at the glass infront of me,
thinking of you this is where you should be.

you know that when you ask;
' are you ok ?'
the answer will be;
' I am fine '
that the answer will be a lie.

It was always the same question over and over again,
and it took me years to recognise the unsaid words.

He didn't asked me in years but,
I know he still thinks it.

are you alright ?
are you ok ?
It's interesting you choose this way,
to ask me how I feel today.

' are you ok '? because I love you,
' are you ok '? because I need you,
' are you ok '? because I don't know how to live without you...!!!

#Ok ?
#still questions
# wanna ask
#judgement
# dark

Jan 2020 · 83

Happy 2020 !!!❤

Indeed Jan 2020

Happy 2020 !!!❤

I see a very precious you a mile long,
In you travels a song.

I see and yet it's not real for you
and I know one day you'll see it too.

You deserve the best of all,
may you get happiness big and small.

achieve all you can,
make a drastic plan.

be very kind and mellow,
even though your teeth are yellow.

all I ever wish for you,
may your dreams come true.

forget all your past year,
wishing you all a very happy decade new year...!!!

Dec 2019 · 140

Dagger twisted in my heart

Indeed Dec 2019

Dagger twisted in my heart

A sharp dagger stabbed in my heart,
ripping in two, ripping apart.

It took very few words, but the words cut too deep,
stealing emotions, making more weak.

A two sided mirror true in reflection,
a double edge knife, cutting connection.

A place in heart was forever reserved,
for the one that loved but won't deserve.

He twisted the dagger and tore it apart,
he stole what was left, he stole a broken heart...!

#dark #dagger #stole #lonely #self-cries #hope..!!

Dec 2019 · 102

Funny things (memories)

Indeed Dec 2019

Funny things (memories)

Memories are funny things,
I hear my favourite singer sing.
And all at once the voice is stored,
I remember them even more.
I visit towns, I see all sight,
I feel the rain, I see the light.
A look or sound can do the same,
A hint that he is back again.
And if I listen close enough,
The voice of his whom I love.
Will stay inside my mind,
For you to recall me anytime.
And then becomes a picture saved,
A snapshot of a happy day.
So lovable life and all it brings,
Because memories are funny things...!

#love #memories #faith #childhood #creative #snapshot

Dec 2019 · 293

I hate you !

Indeed Dec 2019

I hate you !

You know what I hate ?
I hate when you make me laugh,
I hate when you read my mind,
I hate when you talk to me,
I hate when you stare at me,
I hate when you lie,
I hate when you get jealous,
I hate the way you touch,
I hate the day we met,
I hate when you call my name,
I hate that you're a stupid,
I hate that you're the same,
I hate that I am with you,
I hate that I am for you,
I hate not even so close,
I hate not even at all,
I hate,
Really hate,
That,
I love you !!!

#frustrated #hate #love

Dec 2019 · 224

A Crush

Indeed Dec 2019

A Crush

Stand tall for all the world to see,
Your undying attitude forever amazes me.
Handsome person, wonder where your secrets lies,
You're so cute to suit a fashion's model size.
Just as cool as please,
Makes fall down on knees.
It's fire in your eyes and flash in your teeth,
The swing in your waist and joy in your feet.
Nothing is sun,
Nothing is moon,
You're so charming,
Looks like having a boon.
I really appreciate all you do,
I wish God give everyone like you.

#crush #Ashish Bhatia #favourite

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