Did you enjoy my pain ?
was it fun to watch me fall ?
you were the reason why I am being in this way.

you blew into my life like a sweet summer breeze,
stole my heart in an instant made me weak in knees.

you seemed so loyal when you looked in my eyes,
and said the things I have waited to hear my whole life.

I thought you was different, I thought you was real,
I never thought I could feel the way you let me feel.

I was perfectly senseless, not one reason why,
you just disappeared without saying goodbye.

you had me floating on air, then let me crash the ground,
It's too much to wrap my mind around.

Why play at being real ? no one wins in the end,
someone always gets hurt when other pretends.

now I am left here to wonder, what could have gone wrong,
why you stopped hurting me, why you strung me alone.

still can't believe that you hurted me like that,
everything is finished, there's nothing left.

Tell me all I want to hear,
tell me as you hold me near.

tell me all you wanna say,
tell me ever since we met that day.

tell me why do you care,
tell me why do you bear.

tell me what should I do,
tell me, you said someone cares but who ?.

tell me why you say me dear,
tell me otherwise it keeps me under fear.

tell me all what is true,
tell me when everyone are being cruel to you.

tell me why you don't listen to me,
tell me what you are pretending to be ?.

tell me why all this is so tough,
tell me what you mean by love.

tell me when everything is done,
tell me by irritating me do you have fun ?.

Come on ... tell me quick...!!!

Everything is not ok, everything is not clear,
I just can't go and leave you here.

staring at the glass infront of me,
thinking of you this is where you should be.

you know that when you ask;
' are you ok ?'
the answer will be;
' I am fine '
that the answer will be a lie.

It was always the same question over and over again,
and it took me years to recognise the unsaid words.

He didn't asked me in years but,
I know he still thinks it.

are you alright ?
are you ok ?
It's interesting you choose this way,
to ask me how I feel today.

' are you ok '? because I love you,
' are you ok '? because I need you,
' are you ok '? because I don't know how to live without you...!!!

I see a very precious you a mile long,
In you travels a song.

I see and yet it's not real for you
and I know one day you'll see it too.

You deserve the best of all,
may you get happiness big and small.

achieve all you can,
make a drastic plan.

be very kind and mellow,
even though your teeth are yellow.

all I ever wish for you,
may your dreams come true.

forget all your past year,
wishing you all a very happy decade new year...!!!

A sharp dagger stabbed in my heart,
ripping in two, ripping apart.

It took very few words, but the words cut too deep,
stealing emotions, making more weak.

A two sided mirror true in reflection,
a double edge knife, cutting connection.

A place in heart was forever reserved,
for the one that loved but won't deserve.

He twisted the dagger and tore it apart,
he stole what was left, he stole a broken heart...!

Memories are funny things,
I hear my favourite singer sing.
And all at once the voice is stored,
I remember them even more.
I visit towns, I see all sight,
I feel the rain, I see the light.
A look or sound can do the same,
A hint that he is back again.
And if I listen close enough,
The voice of his whom I love.
Will stay inside my mind,
For you to recall me anytime.
And then becomes a picture saved,
A snapshot of a happy day.
So lovable life and all it brings,
Because memories are funny things...!

You know what I hate ?
I hate when you make me laugh,
I hate when you read my mind,
I hate when you talk to me,
I hate when you stare at me,
I hate when you lie,
I hate when you get jealous,
I hate the way you touch,
I hate the day we met,
I hate when you call my name,
I hate that you're a stupid,
I hate that you're the same,
I hate that I am with you,
I hate that I am for you,
I hate not even so close,
I hate not even at all,
I hate,
Really hate,
That,
I love you !!!