To be of what and what to be
There or here to here or there
If I and I to if of why
Grind the world, pieces gone by

Am I of am or am of I
Tick of clock all to hear
Still of noise or noise of still
Spin of what makes me will

Above of words of words above
Message to read or read to message
Riddles of past back to head
One last verse or verse of said

Believe the belief
How to see
Troubles across
Forgotten needs

Go of the now
Stitch of cotton
Soft of a touch
Needs forgotten

Calm to begin
Lay still of the night
Lights of shadow
Forgotten needs bright

In the garden of growth
Sits the acorn split in two
The oak tree eternity bloom

Play me a song
Forget me not
Chorus to echo
Forget me not
Deep to bellow
Forget me not

Memories sleep one day to appear
Sun rise no shooting star
Night to come were lifetime to keep
Dimmed out not knowing back so far

Tightness to feel what memories fold
The terror of the night that left untold
Mouth to voice someone there
No cushion for comfort empty chair

Fantasy times or true life reveal
Times of grief there to unleash
Crippling inside feelings release
Missing word eternity peace

Deep so deep of what to say
I know what’s right wrong the days
In my mind forgiven back
It’s there I know my life to crack

Deep oh deep of hidden scars
It’s there I know no shooting stars
Why oh why is left with right
It’s there I know without the light

Deep so deep of there to show
Holding on no letting go
Memories are here back and forth
It’s there I know written in chalk

Deep so deep forgotten rhyme
It’s now come out in therapy time
Healing won’t heal holding on
It’s there I know the times of wrong

Deep oh deep I wish to play
To see again the stars away
Help me to relive again
No sound I make repeat the same

No seat of young
No pain that was mild
To know of nothing
The silence of suffering

No toys of young
No games of love
To know above
The silence of tough

No skipping of young
No humming to be
To know no part
The silence of heart

No eyes of young
No plans to file
To close to keep
The silence to need

What’s in a world of hidden times
It’s there in everyone in line
Beyond belief the light of round
Stand up the roots that ground

What’s in a world of rotted wood
It’s time to be the grass that stood
sow the seeds begin at dawn
Stand up and walk the path of worn

What’s in a world no smoke of fire
The words come out no voice of liar
Run free across the bridge of sticks
Stand up and watch the world that ticks

Little I walk in days gone back
Plaster the walls of hidden cracks
Porch of doors that begin to open
Sores to remember no time of chosen

Room of games crossed to play
Eyes to burn no words of say
Hands held out numb no crutch
Pray of hands squeeze to hush

No face to see to shut outright
Blank out to return day of night
Fly of time went by and by
Relive of life to bury the lie

Wonders of what unknown to me
Light one candle reflect to see
Warm of hard to melt alive
Smell of scent breath of high

Steam to show flicker to glow
Grief to hide push out to know
Bench of thought wash to clean
Showers to fall grow of green

Hands held back heart to rise
Journey to carry walk to stride
Circles to move perch to stop
Arms to wrap free the knots

If we all lived in a world of what
There to ask the sounds to sift
Through the times to follow the dark
To hold back and force what harks

Deep in the middle of unknown twists
Thunder or lightening cover of thrills
Step to now or step of past
Stop and listen as the rain of fast

If we all lived in a world of now
Rise the journey the heat of heart
Guide of hidden unknown of far
Live, learn and be who you are

Who am I mind wanders to know
Not me not you who wears those clothes
Size up knowing what to do
Choice of what those colours show

Looking back white was black
Detached the house to show my woes
Written back for rhymes to show
Life just happened not really to know

Blank pages of crosswords to find
The time that healed forgotten mind
Word of games reveal to answer
Days too old to become wiser

Clouds above empty ship
Feathers fall to heavenly green
Lay, watch pleasant dream

An end of steps that begin
One by one from young to old
No foot to pass the same again
Tread the waters no side to hold

Present unwraps the gift inside
To borrow not mine colour of blue
Tap to hold the steam that cried
Words began inside of truth

Stand still and listen the tracks of fast
Pull up the arms held down to sore
No flicking back forever I ask
The day is now,  not before

Bloom the yellow of flowers grow
Leaves of light weeds to throw
Climb the stalk of every stem
Rain will come to start again

Sun above the roof of warm
Lived the child of empty doom
Come outside to join the fun
It’s time to see the day begun

Not too late the birds of pray
The words are there for you to say
It’s time it’s time of not too late
Outside is there to open the gate

Is it a life inside my head
My world my imagination that I fed
Is it real to touch outside
Not knowing my inner child

To dream so far of times went back
To search and speak the wall that cracks
Bent far down to take the breath
Release far out when times of death

Feathers in box of angels that keep
Eternity there looking so deep
Shutting away broken that locks
Back in time stop of the clock

What about if I knew what
About is what to know not too
If to know about I knew
Wonders of words I drew

Sigh to see and gasp oh my
See in me to gasp i sigh
Gasp I sigh to see you there
Wonders of words everywhere

If what is and I is if
Who to be and be to who
Be to who and I to be
Wonders of words, oh so deep

Laugh the love silent sound
Love to laugh of hidden ground
Sight to smile the face of frown
Time again of upside down

Laugh the love of here and now
Love to laugh to seek to howl
Sight to smile of not to know
Time again of light to grow

Laugh the love of love to laugh
Love to laugh and laugh to love
Sight to smile and smile of sight
Time again the voice of bright

Times of trouble forget what’s past
Here and now will leave as fast
Hold of breath the mighty gasp
Forever green ends winding path

Cup of hands to plead we ask
Hear to walk and wear of mask
Hold back no touch is our task
Safe to lock the light from dark

Over to save our world to peace
To find to be no life to cease
Push through the world to release
Be one to fight C O V I D

I knew I was different in so many ways
The grief cannot take that away 
The love we had will never be forgotten
My mind to live the special times
Fingers and thumbs they will still show
Memories  that we have cannot be taken
Good  the bad however we see them
Always there whenever it is cold

Roll of the dice that no one knows
Spin  of the wheel the answer will show
Winning  or losing will scatter our brains
Truth that lies may sorrow your woes.  
Look  inside and the answers will be there
Never knowing it was  under your nose.  

Who am I don’t really know
Believe  what you want be true to yourself
Time  and time will surely show.  
Outsiders will see what they want
Be kind be gentle friend or foe 
Free from the wolves and swing from the trees Stand in the rain to watch and grow

Find the rainbow the red pink and green
Follow  it until  the yellow begins.  
The answers maybe there to search again
Relive in your dreams your voice to sing
Gallop  in the wind no matter to  fall
Climb back on and be free with your wings.

I rise the light of morning dew
Draw of curtains shadow of room
Outside I look the stems of bloom
Each day of winters blue

I travel the time of sleep forgotten
Body of broken no bones to show
Arms to wrap the aches of pain
Each day of winter remains

I search inside the world of never
Pillow to rest those dreams away
Rise up when songs awake
Each day of winters feather

Speak and you will find
Bitterness falling behind
Word by word
Silence observed

Words of meaning
Mist of being
Words unwritten
Voice forbidden

Hand of paper
Fist to open
Life of given
Heard of written

Remember we sang as you watched to laugh
Islands that flowered, glass of an eye
In between stood of time
Aloud,  no words of mine

Remember we walked the tide washed in
Bench to drown to paint what’s blue
Water to sip the stones away
Drops,  forever to stain

Remember the birds that prey
Turn of the card the magic of play
Early you rise air that you bring
Remember to laugh, the song I will sing

If I’m gone tomorrow
Forget me not

If I’m here tomorrow
Joy no forgot

If I’m gone tomorrow
Footprints we trod

If I’m here forever
Present or past to live no lost

I sit and wonder when I came
To live the life I thought was insane
I hid inside when silence became
For one day, asked my name

I sit and wonder who am I
To be and not the tears i cried
When eyes I showed that open wide
For one day, asked I sighed

I sit and wonder back what I once was
Find the key that once was locked
No more memories that was there
For one day, asked I cared

I sit and wonder of what now comes
Numb of nothing history was done
Find one day to reach my toys
For one day, asked I joy

If I could write my poem of world
To hear to see if what was told
To rest and save in sight
know, show tiny fright

If I could see the words I write
To know what meaning of every light
The door I know would open wide
shut again, back inside

If i could know a thousand words
No time I have would be again
Forever I hold my own to ink
know, tell the chain that links

If I could feel a blank of line
To end the stop to put in the rhyme
For I don’t know how much to cry
Let go. release the butterfly

Photo of you reflect back at me
Stare in your eyes blind to see
The friend you had memories you keep
Mine are so different the secret I weep

I’m sorry now for what I’m about to say
Not knowing back then my eyes took away
Love for you and him we’re no same
Split in two the divide that came

I say it from my heart and not my mind
The time back then when broken my kind
Look up to believe it’s me and not him
Always end down we’re the fear begins

Time has now passed to feel once again
The feelings no thoughts never become one
Battle no left the right to find a way
Be honest and true come what may

When I grew
Life I thought was true
When I grew
Life I thought I knew
When I grew
Life I painted blue

When I grew
Life i thought too
When I grew
Life I thought due
When I grew
Life I thought never grew

Swim shallow waters
Ending  the bridge of vision
Sticks down of frozen

Quirky rhyme it’s therapy time
Odd socks one two and three
Missing piece my drum that chimes
Notes that sing crazy mind

Scarecrow on fields to move the birds
Thoughts and feelings how absurd
Grass to smoke or shoot the gun
One to choose reach high for fun

Episodes will show at 430 meet
I send you mad to fall at your feet
Wine to drink after I’ve gone
There to sit with your ****

Roles reverse now I’m in the chair
How did I make you lose your hair
Was it the poems or the puppet show
Your safe now as  you taught me to know

No words I say to thank what you do
Stutter that I passed over to you
Wonderland of past no Alice your name
No tea to give only the hatter you became

See to wash the times of doubt
Hear to hands gasp away
Lips to close the voice I speak
Life to shut my world I keep

See of bright no colours of true
Hear I fall black to shade
Lips to strum the fret of free
Life to shut my world away

See of blue washed to be gone
Hear no fear the castle I made
Lips to stop the sand of grit
Life I loved stopped to stick

Let go I say
Hold on today
Release of know
Heart bellows

Let go I say
Run away
Rain of yesterday
Inside

Let go I say
It’s time to grow
Gone

No more words that I can share
To say what went and went out there
Feel inside I have to show
I have no one or else to go

No more words they sit in silence
No shooting stars I look above
Down in depth of heaven sits
I have no one or else that fits

No more words i hear today
Shut out your voice I say
Green and red black will make
I have no one for gods sake

No more words to watch and play
There to know you I wish to say
No more words
No more words of yesterday