In the garden of growth
Sits the acorn split in two
The oak tree eternity bloom

Memories sleep one day to appear
Sun rise no shooting star
Night to come were lifetime to keep
Dimmed out not knowing back so far

Tightness to feel what memories fold
The terror of the night that left untold
Mouth to voice someone there
No cushion for comfort empty chair

Fantasy times or true life reveal
Times of grief there to unleash
Crippling inside feelings release
Missing word eternity peace

If we all lived in a world of what
There to ask the sounds to sift
Through the times to follow the dark
To hold back and force what harks

Deep in the middle of unknown twists
Thunder or lightening cover of thrills
Step to now or step of past
Stop and listen as the rain of fast

If we all lived in a world of now
Rise the journey the heat of heart
Guide of hidden unknown of far
Live, learn and be who you are

In a way your mind is now
To hear to speak
Pass along heavens door
Hands together let’s howl

Science shows what hears aground
No matter what or where
We all began forever born
Step by step homeward bound

Surrender to the mighty high
Be what comes
Life began rising dawn
Mind and body the brightest smile

Bloom the yellow of flowers grow
Leaves of light weeds to throw
Climb the stalk of every stem
Rain will come to start again

Sun above the roof of warm
Lived the child of empty doom
Come outside to join the fun
It’s time to see the day begun

Not too late the birds of pray
The words are there for you to say
It’s time it’s time of not too late
Outside is there to open the gate

To be of what and what to be
There or here to here or there
If I and I to if of why
Grind the world, pieces gone by

Am I of am or am of I
Tick of clock all to hear
Still of noise or noise of still
Spin of what makes me will

Above of words of words above
Message to read or read to message
Riddles of past back to head
One last verse or verse of said

Is it a life inside my head
My world my imagination that I fed
Is it real to touch outside
Not knowing my inner child

To dream so far of times went back
To search and speak the wall that cracks
Bent far down to take the breath
Release far out when times of death

Feathers in box of angels that keep
Eternity there looking so deep
Shutting away broken that locks
Back in time stop of the clock

Laugh the love silent sound
Love to laugh of hidden ground
Sight to smile the face of frown
Time again of upside down

Laugh the love of here and now
Love to laugh to seek to howl
Sight to smile of not to know
Time again of light to grow

Laugh the love of love to laugh
Love to laugh and laugh to love
Sight to smile and smile of sight
Time again the voice of bright

No seat of young
No pain that was mild
To know of nothing
The silence of suffering

No toys of young
No games of love
To know above
The silence of tough

No skipping of young
No humming to be
To know no part
The silence of heart

No eyes of young
No plans to file
To close to keep
The silence to need

What about if I knew what
About is what to know not too
If to know about I knew
Wonders of words I drew

Sigh to see and gasp oh my
See in me to gasp i sigh
Gasp I sigh to see you there
Wonders of words everywhere

If what is and I is if
Who to be and be to who
Be to who and I to be
Wonders of words, oh so deep

I knew I was different in so many ways
The grief cannot take that away 
The love we had will never be forgotten
My mind to live the special times
Fingers and thumbs they will still show
Memories  that we have cannot be taken
Good  the bad however we see them
Always there whenever it is cold

Roll of the dice that no one knows
Spin  of the wheel the answer will show
Winning  or losing will scatter our brains
Truth that lies may sorrow your woes.  
Look  inside and the answers will be there
Never knowing it was  under your nose.  

Who am I don’t really know
Believe  what you want be true to yourself
Time  and time will surely show.  
Outsiders will see what they want
Be kind be gentle friend or foe 
Free from the wolves and swing from the trees Stand in the rain to watch and grow

Find the rainbow the red pink and green
Follow  it until  the yellow begins.  
The answers maybe there to search again
Relive in your dreams your voice to sing
Gallop  in the wind no matter to  fall
Climb back on and be free with your wings.

Times of trouble forget what’s past
Here and now will leave as fast
Hold of breath the mighty gasp
Forever green ends winding path

Cup of hands to plead we ask
Hear to walk and wear of mask
Hold back no touch is our task
Safe to lock the light from dark

Over to save our world to peace
To find to be no life to cease
Push through the world to release
Be one to fight C O V I D

Quirky rhyme it’s therapy time
Odd socks one two and three
Missing piece my drum that chimes
Notes that sing crazy mind

Scarecrow on fields to move the birds
Thoughts and feelings how absurd
Grass to smoke or shoot the gun
One to choose reach high for fun

Episodes will show at 430 meet
I send you mad to fall at your feet
Wine to drink after I’ve gone
There to sit with your ****

Roles reverse now I’m in the chair
How did I make you lose your hair
Was it the poems or the puppet show
Your safe now as  you taught me to know

No words I say to thank what you do
Stutter that I passed over to you
Wonderland of past no Alice your name
No tea to give only the hatter you became

An end of steps that begin
One by one from young to old
No foot to pass the same again
Tread the waters no side to hold

Present unwraps the gift inside
To borrow not mine colour of blue
Tap to hold the steam that cried
Words began inside of truth

Stand still and listen the tracks of fast
Pull up the arms held down to sore
No flicking back forever I ask
The day is now,  not before

Words will fall
Feathers of all
Aloud of say
Forever a day

Words will grow
Heaven of know
Swirls of cloud
One day aloud

Words will come
Goodbye to one
Forgotten letters
Forever tethers

If I can keep the tears from showing you
pain is not yours but mine of truth
If I can hold inside and not see out
And make your life the good that grew

If I can believe and not see disbelief
If I can heal the hurting, no hurt for you
And be left alone, to feel the lonely
and sacrifice those words, mine is true

If I can think and let go of thinking
my time of healing is my words of no remorse
no push to give for me to stop pushing
And take what’s there true or false

If I can take one minute of silence
to stop the world and peace to leap
deep down to know without the knowing
there I will be , child I was, the one
I keep

If I’m gone tomorrow
Forget me not

If I’m here tomorrow
Joy no forgot

If I’m gone tomorrow
Footprints we trod

If I’m here forever
Present or past to live no lost

I rise the light of morning dew
Draw of curtains shadow of room
Outside I look the stems of bloom
Each day of winters blue

I travel the time of sleep forgotten
Body of broken no bones to show
Arms to wrap the aches of pain
Each day of winter remains

I search inside the world of never
Pillow to rest those dreams away
Rise up when songs awake
Each day of winters feather

What’s in a world of hidden times
It’s there in everyone in line
Beyond belief the light of round
Stand up the roots that ground

What’s in a world of rotted wood
It’s time to be the grass that stood
sow the seeds begin at dawn
Stand up and walk the path of worn

What’s in a world no smoke of fire
The words come out no voice of liar
Run free across the bridge of sticks
Stand up and watch the world that ticks

Let go I say
Hold on today
Release of know
Heart bellows

Let go I say
Run away
Rain of yesterday
Inside

Let go I say
It’s time to grow
Gone

Swim shallow waters
Ending  the bridge of vision
Sticks down of frozen

When I grew
Life I thought was true
When I grew
Life I thought I knew
When I grew
Life I painted blue

When I grew
Life i thought too
When I grew
Life I thought due
When I grew
Life I thought never grew

Remember we sang as you watched to laugh
Islands that flowered, glass of an eye
In between stood of time
Aloud,  no words of mine

Remember we walked the tide washed in
Bench to drown to paint what’s blue
Water to sip the stones away
Drops,  forever to stain

Remember the birds that prey
Turn of the card the magic of play
Early you rise air that you bring
Remember to laugh, the song I will sing

Secret I have is my love of cabbage
Prefer the smell of eau sauvage
Green water to drink to clear your skin
Im sure tastes better with gin

Secret I have I play the guitar
C major I know to every tune
Strum the chord I sing the blues
Star I think but not a ****** doo

Secret I have no love to shop
The list I write the one thing I forgot
Too many varieties  my mind to seize
Two hours later to buy four tins of beans

Secret i have love to write a rhyme
No meaning or sound jumbled In time
To me I think I’m Oscar Wilde
No secret to hold I’m  the nutty child

If I could write my poem of world
To hear to see if what was told
To rest and save in sight
know, show tiny fright

If I could see the words I write
To know what meaning of every light
The door I know would open wide
shut again, back inside

If i could know a thousand words
No time I have would be again
Forever I hold my own to ink
know, tell the chain that links

If I could feel a blank of line
To end the stop to put in the rhyme
For I don’t know how much to cry
Let go. release the butterfly

Photo of you reflect back at me
Stare in your eyes blind to see
The friend you had memories you keep
Mine are so different the secret I weep

I’m sorry now for what I’m about to say
Not knowing back then my eyes took away
Love for you and him we’re no same
Split in two the divide that came

I say it from my heart and not my mind
The time back then when broken my kind
Look up to believe it’s me and not him
Always end down we’re the fear begins

Time has now passed to feel once again
The feelings no thoughts never become one
Battle no left the right to find a way
Be honest and true come what may

Clouds above empty ship
Feathers fall to heavenly green
Lay, watch pleasant dream

If I voice you will you tell
If I know you will you show
If I see will you hear
The truth in me of fear

If I know will you believe
If I go will you be there
If I said what I see
The truth I want in me

If I thought will you think
If I bring will you take
If I trust will you hurt
The truth to heal the dirt

My hands held together in the corner of calm
bench of blue, cold on the ground
Changing of time feathers that fall
Can that holds the water of all

Turning of time, flowers to ****
Stories we share the garden of keep
Brush the lines, clear the leaves
By my side you will always be

The sun has set, eyes I weep
Gone for now, my empty seat

See to wash the times of doubt
Hear to hands gasp away
Lips to close the voice I speak
Life to shut my world I keep

See of bright no colours of true
Hear I fall black to shade
Lips to strum the fret of free
Life to shut my world away

See of blue washed to be gone
Hear no fear the castle I made
Lips to stop the sand of grit
Life I loved stopped to stick