Speak I know the dream
******* or cream
Silence  towards what looms
I am I am to beam

Show the world of dirt
Feather lay
Moving around alerts
I am I am to hurt

Close the choice of page
Repeats day
Blue and white of grey
I am I am to fade

One we are together
To understand the truth
In every side the book we read
The pages unfold forever

Silence of writing
Splash’s  of tears
Blank outside
As ink disappears
trickle each line
My hand sign

Birthday comes no candle to blow
The day is yours for us to remember
No cards to write no present to wrap
Memories we hold the love we show

Birthday comes no age to appear
No words to say happy birthday
No beer to drink or cheers to make
Memories we hold to shed a tear

Birthday comes no forgotten date
Inside we look the empty chair
One wish we will celebrate
Memories we hold when you were here

When your at your lowest
No answers or knowing
Tread the wettest grass
Ask

When you are at your deepest
No wondering or time
Rise the winters fuel
Impel


When your beaten down
No reason or rhyme
Sunrise through your eyes
Smile

I fear the fear of losing control
I’m in pain and nowhere to go
I know I can beat this as I have done before
The feelings the shivers the tears no more

One day I will be back where I was
Little by little the stems will grow
My heart beating fast the sweat on my brow
This is when it’s time to slow

Listen to your feelings one by one
take them gently as they come
the butterflies will fight inside their hole
let them flutter one by one

Don’t fight anymore just let it be
Hands wide reach to the sky
Stars they shine and twinkle at night
Open your eyes and you will fight

Run as fast ribbon to end
Time and time stop to mend
How life will be free
never catch up just swing in the trees

We’re always wishing for tomorrow
Stand to, still of now
Become what’s known today
Leave behind what sorrows

I’m no poet
I write with hurt
I’m no poet
Ink spirts

I’m no poet
I still with words
I’m no poet
Pages turn

I’m no poet
I free with below
I’m no poet
Fingerprints hold

Deep within the night falls
Light the world that calls
Shooting hearts that fire
Dreams are far we tire

In all the rounds of green
Begins the now that seen
Covers of sea warmth
Dreams are far of taught

Sleep well as the black to rise
Silence we hold alone
Green the eyes light
Dreams are far tonight

I came you opened I went
I sat you spoke I shivered
I cried you watched I pent
I stared you asked I withered

I shared you stumbled I rocked
I stuttered you wondered I breathe
I hurt you cared I shocked
My words your silence I released

Green of ocean hidden so far
Waves in storm torn apart
Lightening of silver black to grey
Water In pebbles washing away
Desert of pain

Deep in the sand sun to reflect
No bucket or ***** kingdom no more
Bury me under head so far
Stones to feel to bore

One by one yours to pick
Big or small make same  noise
Hands so rough smooth bounce more
Strength to find throw those sores

Treading in water no jacket to save
Guard to find make your way
Blind of rays
Life to stay

I sit and open the words I know
You look and ask, passing shadow
Hold back, inner voice would block
Needles no point in shock

Beautiful soul to read my words
Chimes to look, no verse
Notes on white no role rehearse
One day were sit and wipe the curse

And then the mould will set free
The final truth
I keep

Feathers lay
Light with dreams
Waking time
Past signs

Night turns
Thoughts within
Searching lines
Past rhymes

Midnight begins
Ticking mind
Weeping words
Past deserves

Morning bells
Broken world
Begins the day
Past lays

A touch without no heat
A sight without no light
A smell without no growth
Is all what tastes to keep

Tug of war, no game
In fields of plenty
Lay to sigh
Green of shades

To be and be is not me
I know in time and time I know
To trust in what and what to trust
Riddles of numbers or A B C

Wonder of world or world of wonder
Memories to know or know of memories
Good and bad or bad of good
Voice of rhyme struck in thunder

Wheels that turn or turn those wheels
Little in time or time of little
Ten began or began when ten
To know I showed what was real

Move forward or forward to move
Part to take or take apart
Right or left or left with right
Memories, my time to choose

When I speak to the dark
No words light
Inside my mind
Flows my heart

When I speak to the light
No space between
Forever lays silence
Flows my dreams

When I speak of both
Slowing beneath
Breathe of flight
Flows my grief

It’s over,
world I never knew
It’s over,
wind of silent blue
It’s over,
stars I watched true
It’s over,
Roots that never grew

Scream of not knowing what’s inside
I dare to run or fight to hide
Of knowing and not of what it is
Please I ask, world what’s this

You say the words of what’s out there
I hold back to clench, tiny fold
Faces appear to show my eyes
Blind I’m here, whisper lies

It’s lost again as the here and now
Pray tomorrow and yesterday’s
One more sleeep, covers cry
Dreams of truth,
Goodbye

Who am I do I know
Heart to pump for sound to find
flow of blood through your veins
Your Soul to show

Waterfall of rain feeling free
Lightness of body to release
Splash of water from hands that wet
Wake up little mind to see

Spirits I feel to be true
Holding back is way to be
Pushing through trying hard
To be me is a ride so far

Wishing well hidden so deep
Pennies to throw
Never to be found
Search  inside you is one way to grow

Tug of war is one of the games
Pulling and pushing stuck in mud
Let go of the rope
Live in hope

Look inside to finally find
Truth and love is what you are
Clench of fists holding tight
You my friend was missed by light

Should I dance as ways before
In heaven I know of peace no more
Steps to toe and pitter to stay
I dance the feathers
Inside I sway

Whilst I’m me
I am
Whilst I see
I can
Whilst I know
I fold
Whilst I’m here
I fear

When a thought appears
why
Deep breath
Cries
One two three
Out
Broken voice
shout

When the sigh breathes
Trickle deep grows
Space between
Silence grows

Colours the red of light
Hidden sleeps tight
Waken thunder
Beyond wonder

And, now
I travel
Alone

Let’s stop to think as sun will shine
In parts of dark the world around
Take hold of truth the fear of light
Lift again the hands of fight

Let’s stop to think the empty leaves
One day the buds will free
Bloom inside to stand again
Wrap around to heal the pain

Let’s stop to think
Stand, not bend
Let’s stop to think
Again