Laugh the love silent sound
Love to laugh of hidden ground
Sight to smile the face of frown
Time again of upside down

Laugh the love of here and now
Love to laugh to seek to howl
Sight to smile of not to know
Time again of light to grow

Laugh the love of love to laugh
Love to laugh and laugh to love
Sight to smile and smile of sight
Time again the voice of bright

If I’m to say what where or why
I see no point in life to fly
To be and gone is one wish to blow
I wonder and never ever not know

If I’m to speak inner voice
I see no world about of choice
Inside is hurting for ever a day
To know to show to grow I say

If I’m to go outside to play
The sun will shine not today
Lay forever still to silence
Not old not grey fists of violence

If I was a kid I never know what
If I was a kid I never say not
If I was a kid I fight the lot
If I was a kid I cry to forgot

If I was a kid I wonder why
If I was a kid I look in the sky
If I was a kid I see no light
If I was a kid the mighty fright

If I was a kid I never not know
If I was a kid how would I show
If I was a kid the day of grow
If I was a kid my bike would blow

If I was a kid I see no why
If I was a kid the stars in the sky
If I was a kid to paint my life
If I was a kid I’d push in the knife


I’m now grown up little and low
I’m now grown up still not to know
I’m now grown up questions I ask
I’m now grown up about my past

I’m now grown up to see what’s there
I’m now grown up to speak where
I’m now grown up inside I care
I’m now grown up begins the stare

I’m now grown up to fight the days
I’m now grown up to find my way
I’m now grown up come what may
I’m now grown up when you took it away

I’m now grown up to speak or stutter
I’m now grown up to feel what flutters
I’m now grown up there to bare
I’m now grown up to tread those stairs

When I grew
Life I thought was true
When I grew
Life I thought I knew
When I grew
Life I painted blue

When I grew
Life i thought too
When I grew
Life I thought due
When I grew
Life I thought never grew

Remember, words as you watched to laugh
Islands that flowered, glass of an eye
In between stood of time
Aloud, no words of mine

Remember, footprints  tide washed in
Bench to drown, paint what’s blue
Water to sip the stones away
Drops, forever to stain

Remember, birds open to prey
Turn of the card, magic of play
Early you rise air that you bring
Words, song I will sing

One step is all you need
Time will tick hands to bleed
Look out inside, what thought
Life begins late of taught

One step in front to move along
Open up hear your song
Let go outside, what hears
Life begins late to cheer

One step behind no turning back
Closed cup to spill to dry
Release inside, outside to cry
Life begins, not late to try

My hands will speak my day of truth
Body in shock cold so blue
Push away my left for right
To know inside the words shut tight

My stutter to hold the tears to fall
Shout out loud winters call
No drops will rest to leave
Flow away the ice that grieves

Swallows flight ahead to gulp
Heart to beat the warmth to pulp
Wake up of flutter eyes of wide
Move on to swing and be alive

Sorry words that not spoken
In times of hidden broken
To hear the world split apart
Spoken not that words sorry

Sorry sound that not hear
Inside to hide pain of fear
To see the flowers empty vase
Hear  not that sound sorry

Sorry sees what eyes of touch
Outside the frost of rush
Closed doors of every night
Touch of eyes what sees
Sorry

Play me a song
Forget me not
Chorus to echo
Forget me not
Deep to bellow
Forget me not

Ask me a question
Echo of words
Ask me a question
The world will observe
Ask me a question
No time for mistakes
Ask me a question
Darkest of caves
Ask me a question
No white of waves

Let go I say
Hold on today
Release of know
Heart bellows

Let go I say
Run away
Rain of yesterday
Inside

Let go I say
It’s time to grow
Gone

What’s in a world of hidden times
It’s there in everyone in line
Beyond belief the light of round
Stand up the roots that ground

What’s in a world of rotted wood
It’s time to be the grass that stood
sow the seeds begin at dawn
Stand up and walk the path of worn

What’s in a world no smoke of fire
The words come out no voice of liar
Run free across the bridge of sticks
Stand up and watch the world that ticks

I sit and wonder when I came
To live the life I thought was insane
I hid inside when silence became
For one day, asked my name

I sit and wonder who am I
To be and not the tears i cried
When eyes I showed that open wide
For one day, asked I sighed

I sit and wonder back what I once was
Find the key that once was locked
No more memories that was there
For one day, asked I cared

I sit and wonder of what now comes
Numb of nothing history was done
Find one day to reach my toys
For one day, asked I joy

No seat of young
No pain that was mild
To know of nothing
The silence of suffering

No toys of young
No games of love
To know above
The silence of tough

No skipping of young
No humming to be
To know no part
The silence of heart

No eyes of young
No plans to file
To close to keep
The silence to need

Bloom the yellow of flowers grow
Leaves of light weeds to throw
Climb the stalk of every stem
Rain will come to start again

Sun above the roof of warm
Lived the child of empty doom
Come outside to join the fun
It’s time to see the day begun

Not too late the birds of pray
The words are there for you to say
It’s time it’s time of not too late
Outside is there to open the gate

I rise the light of morning dew
Draw of curtains shadow of room
Outside I look the stems of bloom
Each day of winters blue

I travel the time of sleep forgotten
Body of broken no bones to show
Arms to wrap the aches of pain
Each day of winter remains

I search inside the world of never
Pillow to rest those dreams away
Rise up when songs awake
Each day of winters feather

No more words that I can share
To say what went and went out there
Feel inside I have to show
I have no one or else to go

No more words they sit in silence
No shooting stars I look above
Down in depth of heaven sits
I have no one or else that fits

No more words i hear today
Shut out your voice I say
Green and red black will make
I have no one for gods sake

No more words to watch and play
There to know you I wish to say
No more words
No more words of yesterday

If I could write my poem of world
To hear to see if what was told
To rest and save in sight
know, show tiny fright

If I could see the words I write
To know what meaning of every light
The door I know would open wide
shut again, back inside

If i could know a thousand words
No time I have would be again
Forever I hold my own to ink
know, tell the chain that links

If I could feel a blank of line
To end the stop to put in the rhyme
For I don’t know how much to cry
Let go. release the butterfly

Clouds above empty ship
Feathers fall to heavenly green
Lay, watch pleasant dream

Remember we sang as you watched to laugh
Islands that flowered, glass of an eye
In between stood of time
Aloud,  no words of mine

Remember we walked the tide washed in
Bench to drown to paint what’s blue
Water to sip the stones away
Drops,  forever to stain

Remember the birds that prey
Turn of the card the magic of play
Early you rise air that you bring
Remember to laugh, the song I will sing

Poems are
Gift of raw
Talk to walk
Of past before

Life writes
Secrets down
Open door
Ink of hands

Hidden lines
Stuttered grinds
Question mark
Story rhymes

Favourite IF
Opened gift
Chorus Line
My poetry mind

In the garden of growth
Sits the acorn split in two
The oak tree eternity bloom

Are we to blame
Thoughts that came
Made of mind
Born of kind

Are we to blame
Walk the strain
Hidden path
Release of aftermath

Are we to blame
Touch to sane
Real or fake
There to take

Are we to blame
Play no fame
Stage no seat
No blame we keep

What about if I knew what
About is what to know not too
If to know about I knew
Wonders of words I drew

Sigh to see and gasp oh my
See in me to gasp i sigh
Gasp I sigh to see you there
Wonders of words everywhere

If what is and I is if
Who to be and be to who
Be to who and I to be
Wonders of words, oh so deep

If I can keep the tears from showing you
pain is not yours but mine of truth
If I can hold inside and not see out
And make your life the good that grew

If I can believe and not see disbelief
If I can heal the hurting, no hurt for you
And be left alone, to feel the lonely
and sacrifice those words, mine is true

If I can think and let go of thinking
my time of healing is my words of no remorse
no push to give for me to stop pushing
And take what’s there true or false

If I can take one minute of silence
to stop the world and peace to leap
deep down to know without the knowing
there I will be , child I was, the one
I keep

My hands held together in the corner of calm
bench of blue, cold on the ground
Changing of time feathers that fall
Can that holds the water of all

Turning of time, flowers to ****
Stories we share the garden of keep
Brush the lines, clear the leaves
By my side you will always be

The sun has set, eyes I weep
Gone for now, my empty seat

See to wash the times of doubt
Hear to hands gasp away
Lips to close the voice I speak
Life to shut my world I keep

See of bright no colours of true
Hear I fall black to shade
Lips to strum the fret of free
Life to shut my world away

See of blue washed to be gone
Hear no fear the castle I made
Lips to stop the sand of grit
Life I loved stopped to stick

Secret I have is my love of cabbage
Prefer the smell of eau sauvage
Green water to drink to clear your skin
Im sure tastes better with gin

Secret I have I play the guitar
C major I know to every tune
Strum the chord I sing the blues
Star I think but not a ****** doo

Secret I have no love to shop
The list I write the one thing I forgot
Too many varieties  my mind to seize
Two hours later to buy four tins of beans

Secret i have love to write a rhyme
No meaning or sound jumbled In time
To me I think I’m Oscar Wilde
No secret to hold I’m  the nutty child

Colours of life no end of gold
Mask to hands warming of brave
Far we stay help to hold
Pity no self the fight they save

Brave in blue badge to show
Protect inside world to open
Breathe to breath life they grow
Bless of NHS no hearts of broken

Swim shallow waters
Ending  the bridge of vision
Sticks down of frozen

If I’m gone tomorrow
Forget me not

If I’m here tomorrow
Joy no forgot

If I’m gone tomorrow
Footprints we trod

If I’m here forever
Present or past to live no lost

Windmills of yellow
Spring of joy where to begin
Warmth to cover wings

Time to stop the watch of hidden fears
Love holds a breath forever run tears
Face those eyes to heal the sores
Black out of memories mourning appears

Reach out once more the search began
To hide inside no ray of sun
One by one to push each door
Keys to hold unlock of eyes that saw

Face the cold no hat to keep warm
Stuck in time alone of sworn
No judge to stand to sentence the time
Prison inside was the child of mine

No fight I have left to steal
Rhymes that showed my words of real
No bags to carry empty to fill
Wonders of world believe to heal

Little I walk in days gone back
Plaster the walls of hidden cracks
Porch of doors that begin to open
Sores to remember no time of chosen

Room of games crossed to play
Eyes to burn no words of say
Hands held out numb no crutch
Pray of hands squeeze to hush

No face to see to shut outright
Blank out to return day of night
Fly of time went by and by
Relive of life to bury the lie

Times of trouble forget what’s past
Here and now will leave as fast
Hold of breath the mighty gasp
Forever green ends winding path

Cup of hands to plead we ask
Hear to walk and wear of mask
Hold back no touch is our task
Safe to lock the light from dark

Over to save our world to peace
To find to be no life to cease
Push through the world to release
Be one to fight C O V I D