Each and everyday, I long to hear your voice or see your face. My heart constantly smiles when I hear or see you. It erupts bliss upon my face. Everyday I think of ways to cross your path if just for an instant. The occurrence causes a crazy kind of havoc cruising through my veins till it hits the center of my heart with every pulsation my heart expands with love for you. My mind fathoms the day we meet and stay together forever. I know in.my heart I will always gaze at you with loving eyes that want and adore you foreverly. The wonderous smile the heart erupts with is such a joyous moment that is eternal. My hands long to pull you into my arms daily just to hold you. I just want to breath you in everyday always. There is no greater feeling than to love and feel it returned.

You are my forever and ever, my beautiful love, Special K

Your Voice

I desperately wanted to hear you voice this morning; you called. Your voice awakens me with bliss and love. Sometimes I just want to hear your voice to know you are alright and safe. Other times, i want to hear you after that bad day just help relieve the stress; those days i want to hold you and let you know I'm here forever for you. Those days you loose your voice, I'll speak for you. Your voice is so amazing; it excites me and I'm captivated to listen so that may love you more. One day your voice will say those amazing words "I do"; our lives will be intertwined that day forever. What am i saying; we are already there. No vow or anything will change that, for our love holds us close always.


Dedicated to Special K

I've never had so much fun learning with you. The time still goes by amazingly fast when I'm with you. Though we hardly knew any of the answers the small talk deciphering the questions was amazing with you. Im learning that every moment I have with you, is always amazing. We learn so much about each other even if its only school related, by the way we process answers. My only question now is when can we study again. I could study you the rest of my life and be content that I will have learned that loving you and feeling the love returned.

Dedicated to my love, foreverly, Special K

Thank you for the walk through your amazing gardens. My love you definitely are gifted in growing beautiful things. My heart grows fonder of you every day. I cant wait till we have our cabin and the beautiful gardens we establish. The beauty of walking hand in hand tending our gardens will always be a joy. Your beauty is radiant. You will always be focus and an admirer of all your handy work. I could never thank you enough for the time you spend with me. Your love is always amazing. Im forever in love with you.

Dedicated to my beautiful, loving Special K

Yesterday was so amazing. Ive never laughed so hard in my life. I felt like I must have gills on each rib side in order to breath. I never know if we were here or there or any place in between. I felt we traveled to the same spots and spoke then went there and spoke. Its hard to recall the whole conversation because we ever knew if we were here or there or someone between. I feel as i am giggling writing this. All I know it was amazing to spend the day and night with you, even if its here or there. I know i want to spend the rest of my life with you no matter if we are here or there.

Dedicated to my beautiful love, my partner from here to there, my special K

So Close to Home

So very close to home, who'd every thought this Georgia boy would find a special kind of love in Wisconsin. Everyday, I get one step closer to home; it's not that I'm counting it down but it's like knowing it's just around the corner. For so long, I've the familiarity of a place only to realize it's not a place but a state of being. It's being surrounded by love not because you earned it but it was freely given. The road to home hasn't been without its bumps but it's been worth every bit of everything. I'd do it all again as long as it brought me to home. These words are forever true, "together is home". I know I will never leave because it's full of everything I hold dear and baby that's me and you, home.

Dedicated to special k

It's the greatest feeling to be ever felt, it's so easily given to my beautiful angel. Love always overcomes every trial from bad relationships to cancer; it brings healing and the will to fight for everything. Love is hard to explain except it brings freedom, shelter, protection, passion, a willingness to give all of oneself, commitment, appreciation, thankfulness, edification, never forced/easily received, desires, future, the sense of home... Love brings blissfulness and is always respectfulness. Never brings a harsh word but encourages and strengthens. Love overflows on others through kindness. Love is never selfish but shared. Love is eternal, time doesn't influence it. My beautiful angel has taught me so much about love, everyday love is us together.

Dedicated to special k

When I think of you, my whole day gets better. I often wonder how you are when are apart. I often imagine your beautiful smile the twinkle in your brown eyes as we talk and I tell you I love you for the thousandth time. I'm always thinking about the last things we spoke about whether it be the cabin, greenhouse, or our adventures as we pursue our careers together. I think the times were we cooked the french toast, you teaching me a new card game, our us lounging on the couch, thr days we lay in bed talking sharing stories. Everytime I think of you my love grows even more. Sometimes I dream of the day we marry. But everytime I think of you, I reach that blissful state only you can bring.

Dedicated to Special K

Beautiful, you will always be my first thought when I wake up. My last thought as I lay down. Every moment with you is all I want. I appreciate every moment I have with you. Every day I celebrate you like the first day I ever met you. I never was a planner but everyday I plan my life with you. Its the craziest thing I want to do is to make you smile everyday. Treat you like the amazing love that you are. I want to spend a lifetime holding hand, being your man. Everyday I long for you, wishing the best life for you. I want you to know you always be my priority.

Dedicated to my beloved, beautiful, Special K

I'm not apologizing for my actions, thoughts, or beliefs. Most of the time I say that because I am a man. Not the man that hurts you. Or the one that doesn't appreciate you. Or the one who is there but always gone, not giving you the time or care you need. Im the man who loves you and wants to renew your faith in love. The man who cherishes every single moment he has with you. The man who appreciates every moment you have to offer. The man who wants to redeem the happiness and laughter that has been quieted. The man who will never put himself before you unless it is to protect you. Im the man who wants to walk beside you daily holding your hand attentive to your words, understanding every one. Im the man who longs to hold you the rest of his life. The man who quietly wait patiently on you even after this life is over. Everyday I strive to be that better man and I say I'm sorry for everyday I haven't been here to provide you with what you need. Im talking the days before I met you, the days God was preparing me to love you the way you need to be loved, everlasting

Dedicated to my beautiful, loving, Special K

We all know our eyes are our portals to our soul. Her beautiful brown eyes I gaze into and see the future of us, like a gypsy gazing into her crystal ball. Her eyes capture me but brings no fear because all I see is love. The light flickers off of them as a flash into the future showing the wonderous love we share. In her eyes I find the amazing hope of a simple yet spectacular journey of us. Her eyes are so alluring causing me to want to know her in the most intimate ways. Her eyes tell our story better than any words could. The smiles in her eyes is all I ever needed. I could gaze into her eyes a lifetime proving our unwavering love.

Dedicated to special k

Sitting on the couch watching the flickering of the candle you bought me, smile on my face reminiscing of our night together. The aroma takes me back to our picnic on the living room floor, the fireplace playing on the television as we shared a beautiful meal. A half empty bottle of wine still sits in the refrigerator door reminds me of the tipsiness I had that night. The stockings still hanging from the entertainment center in which hung to help bring in the Christmas spirit. Some wrapping paper lying on the floor from us wrapping presents takes me back to the beautiful times we shared. The lamp by the bed that changes colors reminds me of our passionate night. A bottle of coconut oil on the nightstand reminds me of your smooth skin as I massaged your back.
All this memories helps me have patience but anticipating our next memories. I can only imagine our journeys and all the bliss they bring. Patience is something I feel I lack but our memories and dreams help me to continue to push forward and wait for the expected days. The Bible says love is patient and kind.. I'm finding this to be so true and know you are worth the wait.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

This journey we are on gets harder everyday. I'm loving you more with every hour that passes. But missing you, grows stronger by the seconds. I'm not sure I could explain having you a phone call away and still the longing to have you beside me, holding my hand, able to hear my whispers.  I imagine it's like the dry earth awaiting the rain. Or the beautiful flowers waiting for the winter to be over and the warmth of the sun to bring forth the bloom. Or like the preteen waiting on the drivers liscense. The anticipation and hunger grows stronger every day. Until the day, you walk in and greet me with a much needed kiss and hug. The day I can hold your hand forever. The day I don't stand on my porch with my hand waving until the next time. The lifetime we have ahead helps me to keep on and enduring the loneliness of the between times. My mind wanders wanting to see the distant dreams of our cabin, together our home. The times of the hard days passed. The days I no longer I have to whisper I love you. The day our hands can be intertwined forever. The day our secret is out. Our love can overflow. The day I wake up next to you and hold you a lot longer than I should. The day our adventure begins to take us to far away places only to return to our home.

Dedicated to my forever, my love, my Special K

Often while I walk the halls where we met, I think of the first impression you made on me. I noticed your kindness while you were tending for the cares of others. It made me want to know more about you. Your beauty I noticed right from the start. Your beautiful brown/hazel eyes are amazing to gaze into. Your smile greeted me with warmness I never felt before. Your beautiful dark hair crowns you with glory. How I could I ever not notice you? In the beginning I was nervous to approach you. But our conversations invited me to know more of you. I've never felt like this in my life about anyone. I feel like I need to interact with you daily. I tell you how when you take a deep breath it takes mine. I hold you deeply in my heart, you have become my joy, happiness, life, peace, love, and my soulmate. I never want to leave your side. I cant fathom even a thought without you. I've been honest about my love for you from the start. I find it harder each day to be away from you. I long for you more than anything or anyone in my life. You complete me. The moments we are apart i feel the drawing to be near you. My desire will always be to be your helpmate, your lover, your friend, and one day your husband. I love you with all my being from day one till forever and all the days between.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

The guitar is an outlet to release energy in methodical manner. The strumming of the strings brings a harmonious sound. But the words I sing are you, my beautiful song. The raptures of peace cleans the mind. Joy and smiles overtake the concentrated face that works to play the tune in the perfect order. But the words, echoing, resonating in the room take me to your presence, where I'm whole. Now no thoughts just love prevails. It echoes of our togetherness, where we are home. The sweetness of the music transcends time, space, and circumstances. The beauty of all this is that sweet music is not perfect pitch, tone, rhythm, or even words but the harmonious release of peace.


Dedicated to my Special K my beautiful song

It started with a mere longing to know you more. Little did I know what God had in store. The more I longed to see you this love inside me grew. Everyday I wished would never end to have you as my best friend. Until that day you asked could you hug me and broke the chains and set me free.

We are more than friends and lovers. Everyday there is so much more to discover. Your everything I've desired and never thought I'd receive, but now I have faith and truly believe. We are one, its amazing how this journey has begun.

From the time I had to go away, the words echoed in my mine stay.  I became very sick but I knew I would return so very quick. As I soon learned I had cancer, I pleaded to God and He said you were the answer. I soon had surgery to remove and you gave me strength to prove.

We are more than friends and lovers. Everyday there is so much more to discover. Your everything I've desired and never thought I'd receive, but now I have faith and truly believe. We are one, its amazing how this journey has begun.

As the days grows on, this is where I belong. I finally found a home, there's no more reason to roam. For you are my reason as we pass through every season.  Although trials come our way, we stand firm and pray. Together we stand forever hand in hand.
We are more than friends and lovers. Everyday there is so much more to discover. Your everything I've desired and never thought I'd receive, but now I have faith and truly believe. We are one, and our journey has only begun.

No matter what our future may hold with you I want to grow old. Now and forever no matter the weather. I'm yours and we're together like birds of a feather. You're my forever and I'll be your whatever. As long as we are together forever.

Forever loving and dedicated to my beautiful, Special K

My morning starts with greatest conversation with you on the phone for now. People say that breakfast is the best way to start off the day. I say telling you I love you and hearing about your night. I know one day it will be the kisses I wake you up with then breakfast. Ill already will know about your night because it will have involved me. Then I'll make you some French toast and serve it to you in bed. After I kiss the syrup from your lips, I'll take the dishes and wash them as you rest and start your morning rituals. After you get out of bed, we will go on our morning walk hand in hand, enjoying all that the Father has provided for us. Some days we'll go on unsuspected journeys to discover all that this life has to offer. We will discuss our hopes for our cabin and all that it will offer. We'll watch the sunrise from coast to coast or from mountain tops to peaks. I'll have what I most desire in life a companion who loves me and I love her, spending life together forever.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

Hoping this is the most amazing day for you love. I knew the plan was to be there with you. Just know I'm always with you. You are part of me and I, you. My heart is full of joy knowing your part of the plan is almost complete. I can see those dimples from here and the tears rolling down as your dad pins you. I'm so proud of you. All the stressful days and nights have paid off. You can breath and the stress melt away. I enjoyed the evening yesterday preparing food for the party. One of these days, i will also feel the joy and relief that graduation brings. Soon the Nclex will be over and you'll receive the initials behind your name. Those initials don't change who you are. You've always been the most Special Registered Nurse, since the day I met you. I could see it in you from the start. Your beauty is far more than skin deep, its a mirror of your soul. Its the essence of who you really are. One day, we will forever be bound together. But today. Enjoy the beauty of this day!

Forever loving you. My Special K RN

Past


Leaving our disappointments, our thoughts of failures in the past. It's going to be ok like your always telling me. We have each other, this wonderous love that longs for our future, our home, our family, our adventures... Don't let little things cloud our vision, our hope, our life... We are rebels and rules they get broken. We are overcomes, the past shaped us but its not who we are. We are much more than these small things. We are glorious. We are loved, adored, simple, treasures, they we continue to find daily in each other. I wish I was there now to comfort you. These words are more than words on a page, its my heart song for you. We are home always together. You help me so much quieting my demons. Youre words always bring peace. I just hope my words, my faith, my love helps you everyday. You are so much more than thoughts. I wish I could reflect what I see in you. We have a future...

Loving my Special K, everyday, forever

I am always missing you when I'm not near you.
Holding you always comforts me, you are my home.
Waiting on you is the hardest thing I ever do, but its always worth it.
Loving you comes so easy, you are my everything.
Kissing you ignites the passion in my soul.
Seeking you for so many years, finding you and never letting you go.
Looking at you, like the first time I saw you, seeing so clearly the future before us.
Appreciating all you have to offer with a thankful heart.
Caring for you is all I want to do with all my life.
Knowing when I found my only love and one day spending my life with you.
Enduring every trial along the journey to be with my love, everlasting.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful, Special K

How come time moves so fast when you are with the one you love? Is it that we couldn't handle the indefinite time with our love on this side of heaven? Time when apart seems to stop, the earth doesn't spin, nor settling of the mine. The heart knows but the brain can't fathom the fullness of time here. Patience is the key, holding on to every thought as if its the last. Loving every second as the clock spins when we're together. Noting that its our love that holds us together. Time its all I want even if its a fleeting vapor, to be in your presence, feeling your love for here and eternity. Im holding my own because the time apart won't be that long. Im patiently waiting till I sing the song, ive been waiting so long to bring you forever in our home. We have time for the love thats between your heart and mine.

To my beloved Special K, I can't wait to spend eternity with you

Here's to us the way we smile and carry on like two teenagers in love. You are my card wheeling love of my life, even when I loose I find myself smiling. I love you share these card games. I love to cook for us, spending time with you is my favorite activity. The occasional looks we give each other we pass is so thrilling. The touch of our hands ignite our passion for one another. The occassional laughter about my southern charming words leaves us both with crazy smiles. Our life is such a joy, full of happiness, overwhelming love for one another. Our conversations are magnificent, breathtaking at times.

Dedicated to my loving, beautiful, Special K forever my best friend

If I could I would take every pain and hurt upon myself and give you healing, peace, and love. Because it pains me to see you in any discomfort. For every rainy day let me be your sunshine to bring you warmth, comfort, and smiles. For every night you lay alone let me bring you warmth, kisses, passion; our future awaits. You have always done this for me and drove away the darkness from my life. Let my love for you always bring comfort, peace, joy, happiness, love, confidence, support, appreciation, safety, warmth, bliss... This is my desire to give.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

This morning I can't wait for the few hours, till its us. If only for a moment. Why does the moments we have seem like time goes by so fast? Why is it that the time apart seems to crawl? I ponder these questions only to know that we have forever. We are on a course that will never end nor the love ever fade. In the time we are apart I feel the roots growing deeper with ever text, call, thought. I patiently wait for the bloom to full open and enjoy the beauty of us.

Dedicated to the everlasting beauty, my Special K

On my home tonight, I couldn't help but to wish you would be there when I arrived. I feel like I'm always wishing we were together everyday. I wish my hand was in yours, talking about how our day was. I wish my hand was around you, pulling you in for a warm embrace. I wish I was smelling of your hair as I hug you deeply. I wish my lips were on yours for a goodnight kiss and a good morning wake up. I wish it was us making a pizza for a late night snack. I find myself wishing I could show you how I much appreciate you and love you daily. I know one day all my wishes will be true. You and I together foreverly.

Dedicated to my beautiful love, the one I wish for daily, my Special K

I want to be your light that wakes you up and brightens your day.
I want to be your warmth on the cold days that warms your body.
I want to be your helper, just to give you some support.
I want to be your laughter on your happy days.
I want to be there to hold you on the not so good days.
I want to be the one who helps you relax.
I want to be your lover always and forever.
I want to be your man who complements you daily.
I want to be the one who makes love a verb, showing you daily how much i love you.
I want to be your partner sharing every adventure.
I want to be the shoulder you can lean on.
I want be the one who completes you as we become one.
I want to be your reason like you are mine.
With you, i just want to be....

Dedicated to Special K

The one thing in life, we never have enough of. But it is through patience we receive the miraculous things in life. We both want the things now, you your final days of school, me all my days with you. Patience its how we will receive the blessing, what God has given us. Its the endurance that finishes. I know I have patience till the day I'm with you forever. You will make it through just l like I will. In the end, we have our goal, together, home- our cabin in the north woods. Patience till the day we arrive there. I know in my heart the wait is worth it. You are worth more than you'll ever know. I'm spending a lifetime appreciating you and thanking God for step closer to tomorrow. Patiently loving you always and forever.

Dedicated to my everlasting love, Special K

When I awaken, I reach for you. Longing to hold you my love. Yearning to feel the warmness of your body against mine. My fingers wanting to carress your skin. My lips anticipating your lips even for just a moment. The electrifying touch of your fingers interlacing in mine. Your raven hair, your crown, your glory. Your beautiful hazel eyes I love to gaze into and see our future, our hopes, our plans. Your voice causes me to arise and search my love out. Your intellectual wit and Wisconsin wisdom, I yearn to know to make it my own. Sometimes I do steal your words, your sayings, your grammer. I want to be more like you with my southern spin of course. My eyes when they meet yours gleamer like a diamond casting off a prism of colors. My smile covers my face even of the thoughts of our future, our home, our life. Even when darkness falls on me it drifts away because of you! You are my reason for awakening, your everything glorious in my life, no battle no matter how large can take me from you! I'm yours and you're mine. Forever is our love and everlasting it will be.

Dedicated to my beautiful, caring, Special K, forever my love

When you come over to study, we are doing homework in more than one way. Discussing class work taking sample test is only one way of doing homework. The second homework we do is simply the interactions we do together. We learn each other you type away as I rub your feet as you ask me questions. We laugh at some answers and look bewildered at times with the answer they give because we believe they left out part of the scenarios. My hand holds yours as we are together. Our love shines every moment of the homework.

Dedicated to my beloved, brilliant Special K

My thoughts carry me to a future, where we are home. For now, there are the times we are alone. Just physically, we are never alone for love makes us ever present in the others life. In the future, you are my wife. Just typing this puts a smile across my face. In the future, we have our little cabin place. We complement each other in our daily grind. It is there we found true love divine. Every moment of every day I cherish our time, it's the one thing I wish we had more of. Every since you, my angel, came from above. We have brought peace, joy, happiness, and love to each other. Every thought of us brings such a harmonious glow. It's amazing how our love grows.

Dedicated to Special K, foreverly my love

Everytime I see the flicker, the flame a swirling in the breeze. My thoughts of you take me to my knees. The embers burning bright in my heart tonight sending into them into the sky. I love you, girl and that ain't no lie. The laughter we have together in this cool weather sends sound of joy in the sky. I just want to take your hand and forever be your man. I'm sure thats what God had planned. Holding you so tight through every night and waking up to the light of the morning. This hearts embers are blazing for you tonight. For you to me is a wonderful sight, everyday. So let's get together and watch these embers light up the night. My eyes caught your beautiful glimpses of sparkling eyes a dancing through the night. I wanted to hold you and never let you go but only to see you fly. The touch of your hand in mine was created by God's own design.

Dedicated to my beloved, Special K, the one who sets my heart ablaze

Another sleepless night. My beautiful angel is on my mind. I go for a walk like we use to in Wyoming. No lonely roads but many streets with alleys. Old feed mills towering in the skies. A few cars traveling down the road. My angel is always by my side. She comforts me when I can't find rest. I hear voice in my ears. I feel the breeze her wings stir. I feel her hand in mine leading me into tomorrow. Her beauty is always majestic. She brings me peace quieting the storm. She helps me forget my failures but using them as stepping stones. My love for her transcends the heavens and time. One day, our lives will be yet one, traveling from here to there and all spaces in between sharing our love with everyone we meet. As for now she leads me to my tiny little abode to rest until we meet again in my dream.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, Special K

As I lay here in this unmade bed I'm constantly thinking of you and how amazing you are. You're beautiful in everyday. Your hair laying on your shoulders. Your hazel eyes I could stare into everyday the rest of life and be content. Your smile is all I ever want to see, those amazing dimples as you mock me and we laugh. Your lips I long to taste every morning and night. Your hand I want to hold in mine the rest of my life, knowing we are meant for each other. The electricity or liveliness we feel when we are together. I wish we were making new memories tonight, holding you and hanging out with friends forgetting everything just staying in the moment. Designing our home in our minds, sharing our thoughts of how it should be until we make it a reality. The best memories I will ever have is memories of us.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful Special K

Don't hold onto the past unless it taught you to handle, embrace, love your upcoming future. For that in itself is the reason you will triumph and be loved.

TW

The feeling of your love, my heart slipping that beat when you call. The electricity of your touch, that brings all the energy I'll ever need. The lingering of the touch of your lips on mine. Your listening to my rants and raves. You speaking calmly to my storms and they cease. The peace you give me each day. The beautiful view of you when I get to see you. Our intellectual conversations of school and life. Your stories that show me so much of who you are. Your kindness always speaks volumes of who you are. The crazy lip quivering when you rev me up. You teaching me these Wisconsin words. You smiling and laughing with me about my southern ways. You are irreplaceable, my love!

Dedicated to my beloved, Special K

I can't imagine a day or a time without you in it. You are my focus, my everything. Everyday I see you, it's like the butterflies you gave me the first day we ever met. As i watch you breath in, I loose my breath. Your wavy locks I want to run my fingers through. I am totally taken in by your beautiful eyes, I always get lost in them with you. Your beautiful lips drive me crazy, I love the feel of them on my lips. My hand caressing your cheek, the electricity of your skin on mine. You invade every thought and dream of our future. You are love; God's gift to me. You are the most beautiful angel. Your hand in mine for a lifetime is all I want and need. You are everything that is beautiful in this world. You are gravity a force that pulls me to you. I will never leave you. You are forever apart of me, the best part. All I know is that my love wants all of you. My promise you will never be alone, unappreciated, unloved ever again. You and me foreverly eternity.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

We often find ourselves not seeing one another for days. We feel each others presence because of the love we share. This too will pass as all the obstacles have. Our love conquers each one. We've already overcome many things in the last 10 months, more than some people have in an entire lifetime. There is no doubt that any virus can do what cancer, divorce, thousands of miles, and school has not done. We may limited to time we spend together physically but our hearts and our souls have already joined for an eternity.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

I feel I'm always hungry when you around. Not for any food but for your time, love, kisses, hugs, and your words of wisdom. Food only sustains this body. But you my love, last forever. You alone satisfy me in every way. You are so amazing, desirable, caring, kind, loving, beautiful, pleasant, simple, sassy, ****, and my everything. God knows what He has created in us. I can never think of me any longer, only us. Our love is so strong and satisfying. So I'm saying I'm hungry for us.

Dedicated to my love, Special K. Here is to US!

I've been thinking of our little cabin in the woods. Spending days in front of the fire staring into your eyes like it's the first day I saw your beauty. I listen intently to you, my beautiful love. On warmer days, we survey our land on our walks hand in hand. You enrich my life so much. You created stability where there was none. You created peace in my chaos. You complete me. You are the greatest joy and happiness my heart has ever felt. I cant wait for our hugs and kisses daily. The simple pictures you share make me feel part of the family already. I am so glad to be here waiting, loving, caring, listening, and appreciating you always.

Dedicated to my beloved Special K

Appreciate You

For every little thing, the moments we share, your love, your insight, your smile, your beautiful eyes, your dimples, your inquisitive nature into southern slang, your touch, your kiss, your laughter, your planning, your text, your calls, most of all your simply the best at everything, all these things I've listed are just small things that I appreciate you for. Most of all, i love you and miss you!

Thank you, my love, Special K

I'm always missing the best part of me when you are away. My heart longs to sing, "come to me my love". Everytime the phone rings or gives a notification my heart leaps in my chest. My nostrils breath in; trying to breath in your scent, the familiar aroma. My hands wish only to hold you near. My lips wanting to caress yours. My eyes imagine you as a mirage in twilight of you coming through the door. All of me is loving you, wanting you desiring you always.

Forever my love, Special K

As much as I have traveled, I've never seen beauty like yours. Everyday I long to know you in a greater way. The way care for others especially me when I struggle to care for myself, makes me want to know you even more. I long for the days when we travel to see the beauty in and through your eyes. Our travels will take us far and near but we will always return home. No souvenirs for us just making memories with every mile of our travels. From coast to coast and the land between, our travels, our enjoyment, our life to be build our forever cabin home. The beauty that all our travels have built will house our love forever.

To my beloved, my anchor, my hope, my beautiful traveling companion, Special K

I feel as if I've searched for you all my life. Now that i have found you, I want to spend my whole life with you. Walking hand in hand. Sharing pizza. Smelling the rain in the spring time. The summers on the water as we paddle around. Your smile is brighter than any sun could ever be. Going to the wine country to taste different wines, but in my mind I'm always wanting to taste your lips. Picnics on our bikes wherever the trail leads us, the point is spending time with you. I love our times when I massage your body trying to relieve every bit of stress from you. I love brushing your hair. I love painting your toenails. I love cooking for you. All this love wants is a lifetime of us.

Dedicated to my love, Special K.

I feel always that I need to thank you. You are always bringing out the best in me. You have always been my rock and shield. You bring such comfort and joy. You create a safe place for me, you love me when I find myself unlovable. You calm the storms with words, you make the troubled waters tranquil. The love you give overcomes all the negative thoughts and emotions. I've never had someone who supported me like you do. You are my everything, completing me. I appreciate you so much, I find it hard to find words to say what you really mean to me. For now the only words I can say are thank you and I love you!

Dedicated to the most wonderful woman in the world, Special K.

So many walks, I took taking you in my pocket when I was in wyoming describing the beauty with every step. Yesterday was the first time you took me in your pocket showing me the beauty of your garden. I could almost feel every step the aroma the blooms were giving off. The touch of your hand as we walked just like I did when I was in wyoming. The electricity that flows out of the outpouring of care.
One day, in reality I'll be holding your hand planting our beautiful flower garden around our cabin. I cant wait to grow our own beautiful garden often taking walks hand in hand, enjoying all the beauty that our lives will develop.

Dedicated to my beloved, the one and only that makes me smile, my Special K

I thank God for ever heartache past relationships left me for it has taught me the depths and highs of lovelessness. It has drawn a picture of what love is not. No more heartache for me. I have recognized and felt the warmness of your love for me. I only hope my love for you is felt in the same way. No more heartache for us. Just bliss from the love we share. My adoration for my beloved beautiful angel grows with everyday. My heart is so appreciative of her love towards me. The bliss shows upon my face even when the mask being worn requires it to be covered. One day the mask will be removed and all the blinders on others will fall off, and our amazing love will forever be seen. The enjoyment of two souls who are one. Every heartache had its price and id do everything over again to find you my soon to be loving wife.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, my love, my Special K