The one thing I cling to in troubling times besides your love of course. I hold fast to the particular future we hope for. The plans we have made and spoke of hold me together in hard times. I see the finish line hope is the sight. Sometimes my body feels like it fails me. Sometimes emotions get the better of me but hope, my love keeps me going anguish replaced by the blissful grin that only you give. My hope is always us traveling together whether in the camper or motel or apartment. Our cabin when we return to our forever home. Hope is so much when combined with the love we share; darkness flees light presses all darkness away. Our hope is the promise of our love combined, its everlasting, strong and it will prevail with no doubt.

Dedicated to my blissful hope, my beloved Special K

It's so easy these days to be stressed with unknown viruses, school schedules, and all other unknown things. The only certain thing I know is my love for you grows stronger with everyday. My gaze is always on you, you are imprinted in my heart and soul because there is always forever. You are always my everything, you make everything so easy and confident. We belong together even in these uncertain times because love conquers all. I'm certain we will forever be home one day together eternally. My hand is always in yours as uncertain things pull us apart but our electrifying love draws us so very close until we kiss in heavenly bliss. So uncertain times will always come and go but our love will last foreverly.

To most certain love ed eternal, my Special K

Today is one one of those days where I struggle to see light. Hope has tried to be snuffed out. Goodness trying to flee from my body. Tears slowly freely. Darkness feels like its winning. The struggle overtakes me as ocean waves sweep me deeper.
But...
You, my beautiful angel have came to my rescue once again. The darkness flees as you speak. Tranquility flows into my soul. Darkness hides. The ocean tides recede as one thought of you brings peace, harmony, hope, and love. You've saved me once again. Smiles overtake tears. Triumph over PTSD. All is well within me because of you. I am home with you.

Dedicated to my beloved, Special K.

I always miss you after each text, phone call or visit. I find that I need you more each day. Many a night I lay in bed and hug the pillow you laid on breathing in your scent. It makes me feel your ever present. I can feel you so close in my heart and in my thoughts. Today, I could imagine you and lying on the couch viewing cabin plans. Talking about designs we love together. The truth is as long as we are together, would be the greatest feature of all. Everything else would be a bonus.
I miss your wavy hair in my fingers as I run them through your locks. I miss those beautiful brown eyes that I gaze into and get lost. I miss your full lips on mine as we kiss. I miss all of our conversations. I miss you making fun of my words. I still have this crazy grin on my face only you can give me. It seems it never fades away because I know you are so close and you make me so blissful. In everything, know that you are missed because you are loved, appreciated, desired, wanted, needed...

Dedicated to my beloved, Special K.

When you find the one and only that truly loves you nothing else matters.
You want to spend every moment of your life with them. You want to bring out the best in each other. Nurturing every moment as if it was your last. The memories of the last moment get you by till the next moment. Your heart still aches when you are apart. You give your all and risk everything because they are the one. They take your breath away the moment they breath in. Your desire is to take all of them in also. You remember their familiar scent from the last moment. Your enticed by the aroma. You stare at them constantly trying to take a mental photograph that will last a lifetime. You hold their hand and electricity exchanges. You lean in for a kiss hoping it never ends. Your love overflows because you are loved also. Some may call this a fairytale or a storybook ending but I call this my home with Special K.

Dedicated to my one and only, Special K

I'm always waiting patiently on you, even when this life leads me to Heaven ill be there waiting on you. The thoughts of holding and speaking to you sustains this heart of mine. My love for you grows daily, I feel you so near. My heart races with excitement on occasions we meet. My eyes are always gazing at your beauty. My ears intent to hear your ever spoken words. My mind designing our forever cabin for now until the hands build our design our plan. My feet are always ready to run to you. My arms always longing to hold you a little bit longer. My hands long to caress the small of your back as I pull you near. My lips hunger to taste yours if only for a moment for now. Waiting on our life our journey our hopes our plans. Always ready for the time to come.

Dedicated to my love, worth waiting for, my special k

I love the way we sit and talk and share ideas of our future home. The best aspect is to be together. I love the tiny details we watched and talked about. I savour every moment we share. I could have stayed all night talking details looking at drawings with you. Our home is just a few years away. Our lifetime together is everyday for me. Yes, I have that crazy grin thinking of us and us sharing every detail of our sweet home. We should name our cabin together forever. Its fitting it's the one place I know I belong. I think we share now this crazy addiction to log homes amongst our love for one another.

I'm crazy about sharing my whole life with you, my beautiful Special K

It's the one that evades us both at times. It's the place for me that I dream and fantasize about our future. In my dreams we are always together at work, vacation, greenhouse, our forever cabin home, and in our bed. I often lay on your pillow and breath you in when you are not here. I think of our conversations and the smiles we share until I drift off in your arms at rest.
When we are together it's the one thing we find hard to find. We want ever waking hour to be about each other. One day we will find that beautiful sleep, where we awaken refreshed. Breakfast brought to your bedside, as I gaze upon your morning glow, it's the reason I stare. Sleep, i pray it finds you and refreshes you, my love. I'll be there when you close those beautiful eyes holding you forever.

Dedicated to my beloved Special K

It's what is required to pass, to graduate, to learn, and to know. I've definitely got that sentence in the wrong order. All I know, is the more I study you, the more I like you, desire you, want you, appreciate you, and love you. My mind always goes to you no matter what subject I'm studying. I want to know more about you. Knowing you takes very little effort because I'm focused on you. I love to observe you and see your kindness to others as your heart pours out compassion. I cant help but being attracted to you physically but its alot more than that. You everything I desire in this world. I find myself being complete walking around in a blissful state. We are both studying today different materials but the same goal. We are completing our goals, moving yet so close together. The days are going by so fast, I'm enjoying the journey. You make living so easy even when studying is hard and demanding. I'll never ever finish studying you in every way but I'm committed to everyday.

Dedicated to my favorite subject, Special K

It's hard for me today not to be expressing my love for you. It won't always be this way, but today is a heavy day for me. I think it's only because the world recognizes today as being for lovers. I simply believe everyday is our day. I miss you so much on a daily basis, even when, we are casually near each other. I miss holding you, breathing you in, the electricity of your touch, and our conversations about our future. I just want to thank you for showing me how simple love really is. It does require a bow or wrapping. I thank God for you daily. So today I hold fast to our memories and grasp for the hope of our future. You are always my Valentine. I cant wait for the day everyone knows and know more hiding this love for you. You are the greatest love of my life and always will be. So as the world only celebrates today, it's just another day of me loving you for eternity in which I celebrate daily.

Forever loving my Special K, the greatest love I have ever known

The white fields that were covered with the beautiful snow are now giving way to the beautiful greens of spring. There are changes in the air. From the coldness of winter to the warmness of the spring. The birds chirping and singing there beautiful songs. But there are always constants. The sun always shines and wakes us with its morning glow. My love for you is as constant as that sun. You cheer my heart into song just like the birds singing merrily. My eyes are always captive to you and that will never change. Classes change, work changes, life changes, but I'll never change my heart is set on you. Twitter patted all the changes of spring except me. It's our love for one another that is so constant, it never fails. Time changes but my love for you will never. Seasons come and go but my longing for you will never fade or fail.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, Special K

Loving you is so very easy. You found me broken and battered with a simple hug; you changed my life forever. Our relationship had challenges from the very start. But now, there is no worry in either of us because how our love has grown. Even though there are still obstacles we face; we are hopeful because we know how much we care for one another. We communicate, we inspire, we play in a find way, we share amazing stories, we like each other a lot, we move forward, we plan... the whole thing is summed up in we. Together we are unstoppable, capable of everything. Together we are home. Two letters with amazing results forever.

Dedicated to Special K, my love

I often dream of our days without school or work, where we can just be us. A big sigh as I say that, it's all I hope for; us. Together we are that special couple everyone envies because our love overflows. It's the days with no interruptions, no hiccups, no worries, time standing still, where we are comfortable in and around one another. There is no distinction between us we are one, a beautiful harmony. Our days filled with laughter and smiles, like I'm doing now just thinking of you. It's crazy the thoughts that come when I wake up early in the mornings. I'm constantly thinking of us. I never think of lazy when I think of us, we are constantly in some motion, but one day we can be at leisure and not worrying of schedules. For now time eludes us but that's not forever. We forge ahead because of our attracted love, we need each other. Even though we are capable on our own. We realize we need us, togetherness.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

The very thought of you evokes a wonderous thought in my mind. My heart always holds you closely. As nature goes through these changes of from winter to spring, I feel our love blooming in the most beautiful colors. To have a soulmate is the most wonderful feeling of home. The most natural thing to say when I open my mouth is to tell you, I love you. Its crazy how much my love has grown for you, everyday I feel it growing into the lush foliage. The wonderous aroma of our love for each other fills the air. The most easiest thing in my life has been to love you, its natural.

Dedicated to my love, Special K