Laying cuddled on the couch watching a movie, stroking your back, taking in the fragrance of your raven lochs, surveying my mind thinking this will be a lifetime.

Firey kisses at the door, as I great you for making this house a home. Sharing a bite from your sandwich. Knowing moments like this is what I've always been waiting for.

The laughter and sparkle in your eyes as I speak my southern slang. In your mind, they are but foreign words but you laugh all the same. It's moments like this I live for.

The warmth of your hand bringing this magical electricity. It's what I want to do the rest of my life. Walk hand and hand feeling the essence of love. It makes every hardship, war, and sickness...nothing because it was a faded moment in the presence of this momentous moment that is us.

Passion never existed till I met you. From the blazing love we share from embrace to ecstacy, moments like this...last a lifetime. It's a wonder if we don't catch a blaze with every touch.

Our travels are always joyful. I love the touch of your hand in mine. When you scold me when I look over at you...moments like this is what I desire everyday.

Looking for that particular space, deep in the woods to make our humble but elegant home. I can't wait to help tend our gardens and greenhouse together. This is our planning but it's still moments like this..

One day it won't be the moments I write about it will be our forever just like our love.

Dedicated to my Special K from moments like this to eternity

Some say that sunrises and sunsets are beautiful, full of color and wonder what the day will bring. Others say the beautiful music, the melodies are harmonies. Another would say beautiful is the kissing of the sun on one skin. Then others would describe the fragrance as something beautiful.

For me beautiful, is the term I call you. Your beauty is very pleasing to my eyes and the sound of your voice telling me good morning or kisses as we end each call, or the aroma of your hair is so intoxicating, the holding of your hand and the warmest of all touches. But your beauty is more than just senses. Its the love we share. Its the simplest of all things yet worth more than one could ever pay.  It's the pulling of the heart strings when we are apart, the rhythm of the pulse in a beautiful timpani. It's the beautiful flower in full bloom.  It's our relationship that displays its simple beauty in an everyday life. Beautiful is the day, we are home, together.

Dedicated to my beautiful, my Special K

It's the time I have with you, I want and need it to linger. Not in my mind or heart, but the tangible presence. The essence of staring into your soul through those hazel eyes. To embracing your hand, the energy I feel, the longing for to last. The hug and kiss of your lips, I want it to last till the next.
Your beautiful words through those luscious lips, I hear echoing in my soul. The aroma of you mixed with the fragrance you wear is intoxicating, I want to be drunk on you without end. Your kindheartedness and love amazes me, there is no end. After yet our moment for now, yet you linger here with me at home.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

Im only a few days from returning, the healing from the journey has bern good. However, ive missed you terribly; i cant wait till im back in your arms. I long to be csptivated in those beautiful brown eyes as i stare into them. Your beautiful smile i long to see. I cant wait to drink a kiss from your lips. As we talked yesterday i could feel your lips on mine or tongues intertwined as some beautiful dance. I hunger for you there is no substitute for you. I feel your hands in mine during this alone time where healing is beginning. I will return soon healed and full of love for you. I know i tell you i love you a million times a day. I want to verbalize my love a million and one times a day. I shall leave early Thursday on my journey forever "home". Oh how i love my beautiful special k!

Dedicated to Special K

I think you get more beautiful everyday. I often wonder how this beautiful angel gave up her wings for this southern traveling man. I'm always captivated by your piercing eyes and gorgeous smile. The beauty of the whole thing is that we love each other. I'm in bliss just thinking of you. One day our beautiful love will be celebrated with our friends and family. Everytime I look at those amazing stars I think of the journey I've been on and how wonderous our walks are. You always outshine those heavenly bodies, you are all I ever see and want to see. Your soul is so comforting, so picturesque. That's what I fell in love with. I often look at our photos and just smile and let happiness chase away all the darkness. You are more than beautiful...you are valuable, worthy of more; I'm going to give you every bit of my time and devotion foreverly.

Dedicated to my beautiful love, Special K

From Here to There, Our Story

If I could have written the perfect love story, it would have been this life we are living. Loving one another, encouraging each other through every trial and issue. Waking up every morning with you by my side. Planning our future home and travels. In my mind, I would've wanted this journey to start much earlier than it did; but I know I wouldn't have been ready to love you like you needed to be loved any sooner. I know our future is brighter than it has ever been. Some chapters are finally closing in my life, to make availability my whole being to you. A year ago, you were pondering my exit and my return. I wanted so much to hear the word "stay", but we both know it was better the way our God saw fit. Another year down, that makes two. Two years discovering what love was and what it means. I never knew that hardships, cancer, failure would've played such an important role in finding the simple beauty of you. I no longer look at things being negative, all I see is wonder of love in you. You've seen me in my frailest of moments, wallering in pity and shame of things that have loomed over me. And you loved me just the same. You've caught many of my tears over the last two years and walked miles by my side thousands of miles apart. The roots of this journey of love are founded and settled. The shaft of the puny flower is just about to bud. Waiting for the glorious moment of full bloom. I cant wait till the day all will see what our most wonderous love looks like at "home". The day our journey takes us from "here" to "there".

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, my Special K

Everything exciting comes from you to me. I feel like it's impossible to love you more than I do now. But I know, my love for you grows fiercer by the day. The intensity of wanting you, desiring you grows every moment we are away from one another. But when we are together, the feelings never change even after climatic adventures. There's still more I want...to hold you longer, to kiss you with more passion, to caress your body constantly, to hear your voice in my ear, to stare into your eyes and become lost in you. More moments with you is all I could ask for in this life because you are all that is good in this life. I no longer want me or I, I just want to be us. You are so easy to love. My heart continues to beat in some crazed rhythm wanting to be synchronized with yours. Each day I know that I want us more than the day before. Anticipation of the tomorrow's keeps me going. My love never waivers, it seeks more ways to expand daily. A little more, holding hands, listening, conversating, hugging, chill axing, anything you.

#lovingmyspecialkforeverly

I wish this was a good morning, spending time with you. But every moment with you is good. I can't wait for the day that we wake up together, me cooking you breakfast in bed or spending a whole day in bed talking about our future cabin. Or it may be a goodmorning leaving work together on our drive home weither in the camper or cabin. Home is all ways good with you!

Dedicated to my beautiful love, my Special K

I never thought of myself as much of a writer like Shakespeare, but I do understand the feelings expressed by Romeo. When he speaks of Juliet as the Sun and the moon being jealous of her beauty. I see the same thing in my love, Special K. I see her eyes as heavenly stars that keep me captive in her gaze. And I wander in the beauty thereof. Sometimes when Special K puts on her mits and touches her cheek I so envy the touch of her cheek. I never would compare a name or what to show that we belong to such a last name only to know we belong together. And when my Special K speaks, it's as a heralding angel. Knowing she is far above this mortal man but somehow has chosen me. There is nothing that holds me from my love except my promise to wait upon the time when we shall depart as willing traveler's to build our cabin which will become our home. Where love reins and the wholeness will be filled with blessed laughter. Forever merry with no strife, no envyness of one another but the ability to share in each other's glory. Not boasting but loving always prevailing. Our love will be gateway for all to see how God's harmony should be. My life only complete in watching, helping, loving my Special K for an eternity.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K.

Flaws or imperfections, I'm riddled with them. From my body all the scars from wounds and surgeries. My impatience is yet another flaw, only wanting what I know one day I will have. A dreamer one simply hoping for the delight one can only imagine. The emotional scars of the mind, remnants of a battlefield that lay wasted. Obsession, probably my biggest flaw. It's because of who you are and how you helped me change. Seeing the vibrant colors instead of the gray in which my past caused. All these flaws or imperfections have made me wholly perfected. It's perfected the way I love you. If it weren't for the scars and brokenness I'd never be the man who could love you the way you need to be loved. Everyday my flaws is what I see when I look at the reflection in the mirror. But when I look in the depths of your hazel eyes, I see what love has perfected.

Dedicated to my Special K, the perfector of my flaws

I want to love you like there's no tomorrow. No second guessing about what today is all about. It's standing here before you, God as my witness. Holding your hand forever in this moment. Gazing into your eyes, loosing my breath, as I want to say I'm here with you forever. That'll never change because you are my one and only,. So I'm bringing you near to feel your chest against mine. The rhythm of our hearts are in time. As I close my eyes, to feel your lips against mine. I'm loving you like there's no more tomorrow's. There's only the moment we have. So let's spend the moment doing what we do best. Loving one another and tangled all together in one big mess. I confess before the Lord you're the best part of me. It's taken me along time to find you. So let me love you like there's no tomorrow's. So everyone can see what love is all about.  Appreciating one another, discovering how to encourage one another, to find the newness and freedom that love brings. So in this waking moment, let's love like there's no tomorrows.  

Dedicated to my beautiful love, my Special K

As I sit around the fire tonight, I watch the flame dance around the edges of the wood until it's fully inflamed. It feels like my heart is on fire with just the thoughts of you. I wonder how the flame would look, what would the color be. Would it a bright fire filled with desire and want of you, my love? Would it be dancing as a thankful dance or appreciation for you? Would it someday consume me when we're fully together? Do you feel the warmth of my love? Does the flame draw you near? Or is it something you fear? My flame can't be extinguished, smothered, or fade away into the night.  

Dedicated to my eternal love, my Special K

It was hard to cover the initials on the rocking horse, it doesn't mean that they are not there. It's hard not to look your way when we are at work, it doesn't mean I don't love you. It means I respect you! When I send emails instead of texts, it means I love you and the message will arrive in due time. Some day I'll be able to say what I want to in public and not keep our secrets. One day we our lifetime together will start and nothing else will matter. I will no longer be the moon and hiding in the dark but I'll become your sun, shining bring you abundant love. I'm so in love with you and I do my best to make it known to you for you are my reason, purpose, and love foreverly.

Dedicated to Special K, my beautiful love

Everyday I find myself yearning, desiring, caring, wanting, and loving you more with everyday. We talk about our future our hopes and dreams. Our home, our presence together forever. As much as I want the future now, I'm enjoying the journey of knowing, liking, talking, texting, and seeing you daily. If I love you this much now, I don't think I could particularly phantom what the future holds for us. The fullness I feel from your love daily is so incredible. If the future was now we'd miss out on this blissful journey of not dating and learning the simple essence of love. I contemplate the depths of our love and cannot even imagine how deeply our love transcends. Every day when I look into those eyes of yours, I get glimpses of our future the blissful sparkles in your eyes are yet a prism of multiple colors and depths of love. The waiting patiently part is so unbelievably hard but I'm enjoying every step and anticipate the fullness of our days ahead.

Dedicated to my beautiful future, my love, Special K

Everyday of our life, we have a choice multiple times in one day. Sometimes moments choose us to define our purpose. Three years ago, I chose you. I chose to love you without limits or time. I didn't choose how we met or why. I let the hug you chose to give, blossom into the most wondrous love. More than I could ever imagine. That moment chose us. The adventure of a lifetime only comes to those who choose to endure. Love chose us. I'll always choose you...for you are my beloved. I'll choose to hold you the rest of my life. I'll choose to rub away all the aches and pains. I'd choose you on your worst days only to give you my best. I'll choose to wake up with you every morning and reminding you how beautiful you are as I look into those amazing hazel eyes. I think God chose us to experience this wonderful love for one another.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K

Today, I'm closing the door on all my past and living for today, longing for my very near future. It's been a sad day closing doors never to open them again. It's a new season, a season of hope, trust, faith, and love. I'm plugging head first into the hope. Living one day at a time, grasping for my love, holding onto faith. All I know is that I'm all in and maintaining the course until "one day" occurs. That day I long for so much but I patiently wait. My love for you grows even stronger when we are apart, my beautiful angel. Our chapter has only begun while this chapter ends. Thank you my love for always being with me and loving me.

Dedicated to my love Special K

2019

As the year comes to an end, I look back to all the painful things; yet i find joy in the middle and the end. I find the closing of a chapter and the beginning of a new adventurous chapter that lands me in my new Wisconsin home. The finding of love, the end of cancer, hope for new beginnings that thrills me. For I knew not what love was to the middle of the year but I feel like I'm still learning the definition. Some days are lonely filled with some fear but the hope for greater things outsgadows the fear and loneliness. I know where my foreverly home is always; it's with the most beautiful angel, I adore. Tonight I enjoy the fruits of her father's wine; she gave as a gift. I find comfort in knowing one day she will be with me and free.
I know there are still a few weeks left to this year, I look back and know certainly I wouldnt change a thing about this year. I look forward to the upcoming years and anticipate the wonderous love I met this year. I know that love will carry me till the day we can share our love once again. Our future looks so bright from where I stand holding the very hand that brings me comfort, joy, peace, and happiness.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

I could speak of length of your marvelousness. How your belief in me saved me, help me believe I can be more than I see, how I could could overcome sickness and disease. You taught me what love is and how it feels. You have guided me with bright smile and joyous laughter. You leave this smile on my face that is truly bliss. You've given me direction and hope. You've brought me home... You've restored the brokenness inside. One word from you enlightens me. It rejuvenates my strength, my hope, my peace...everything that home provides. I've never desired, wanted, or appreciated as much as I do you. I'm forever thankful for you. The moments I have staring into those beautiful hazel eyes, seeing our future.

Dedicated to my amazing love, my Special K

What a wonderful day, you sitting in the seat next to me, holding your hand, an occassional glance at your beautiful hazel eyes. And we have just begun, this Sunday drive. Headed along the straight country roads, sometimes meeting the occassional horse and buggy. I wave a nice howdy do as we head on through the country side. The journey to our church where we can worship together our God, who brought us together to enjoy a life together. With every offering of praise, I thank God for every day, I have with you. After we leave the sanctuary and head on our journey, stopping at the Cafe to enjoy a meal together, admiring the quaint atmosphere. I enjoy my view forever looking at you. After our lunch, we drive further more to see what else our God has in store. The small trip with gorgeous views of sunrises and sunsets, from farms to forest, to lakes and streams, the whole time enjoying being together, the best part of our Sunday drive.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

Today, Valentine's Day, marked by all the world to show love for one another. I don't need a day like today, since I met you. You've become my extraordinary love, that will never know an end even when tomorrow comes. My love for you is eternal. It doesn't need a special day to be celebrated. It's every moment we share. "I love you!" comes with every breath. My soul purpose is to anticipate your needs, wants, and desires, to elevate you in fulfilling your call, to share you with everyone that you love, to bring a smile on your beautiful face. In doing this, I've learnt love; not to boast, but to humbly know that you love me. So no holiday or event, will never out weigh another day, as long as I have time with you. Everyday is a celebration of our love.

Dedicated to my daily love, my Special K

There will be no more loneliness, we will be one, completing each other. Love will be shared openly everyday. We will be content with what we have as long as we are together. You we will have someone who cares about every moment of your life and so will I. Laughter will always fill our lives. Desires will be met. Hugs and kisses given often as we greet each other. Appreciation for each other will be our harmony. Thankfulness always on our lips for now we know what home is not. Sassiness and playfulness will fill each room and it brings bliss. Safety is what are communion brings. Music fills our halls as we dance together with every opportunity. On our bad days, we realize as long as we are together all is well. Our love has built this home together foreverly and always.

Dedicated to Special K

I wanted to surprise you by finding you a dress. I never knew how complicated it is to find what I hope to be a perfect fit. The sales lady looked perplexed with my desire to find the dress. She asks what does she look like. I replied simply perfect. Then I explain the size you told me. With colors that I imagine would compliment your tan skin. I imagined the fit. To be honest, I can't wait to see you try them on. I wondered about the length, the cut, and how it would look on such a beautiful woman as you. It's my delight to do shopping for you. One day, I'm sure I'll be searching for the shoes to match your dresses.


Dedicated to my beautiful love, my Special K

All my life, I've been searching for this joy, this peace, this confidence, this wholeness...your love. I found it in your arms, your smile, your kindness, your laughter...our home. As days pass and another year comes, my love for you has never faded but it's grown deeper into the realization that you're the best part of me. I simply need your wisdom, your eyes that show me I'm more than what my past has defined me, your laughter that causes my heart to race and causes this crazy smile on my stone face, I need your ears to always hear me because it's all I wanted my whole life, I need your hand in mine to calm all fears, I need your kiss to erupt this passion, I need your presence that brings so much hope for tomorrow, but most of all is simply I need you...my love. My hope is that I fill all your needs, wants, and desires for the rest of my life.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

This is not my virtue, but still I wait anticipating on meeting you...home.  It's crazy how time is drawing near but I feel so impatient, I only want to hold you for the rest of my life, to taste your kisses with every morning, to chastened away your pains, to help shoulder the yoke for your children and family. But yet I wait with prayerful heart asking my Father to strengthen me when I falter. And ask Him to place His angels around you until it's my time. I ask that He remove the aches and pains from you. I ask Him to teach me to be patient just a little more. That way when patience is done; my love will be perfected in you.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful Special K

I don't want ordinary love. I want it to be epic, forever. That's what I have with my Special K. It's the everlasting hunger, I have just to be near her to hold her the way she needs to be held. I feel this journey of love has no ending or is not defined by time. From the touch of her hand in mine knows that this kind of love comes the Divine. I can't wait for this love to be translucent.The freedom of exposure so it can truly develop into this epic love, that I want to give to devote my being to her in every way. I know this love will be more brilliant than any diamond or gem. This kind of love could never be written about or painted with words, it can only be lived with my love, my Special K. In this love there's no fears of failures, no lack of appreciation, or lack of display of affection. I long to wake up beside her to pull her close and stare into those portals of heaven and tell her how fortunate of a man I am to find this epic love. If I ever faulter let it be in words or grammar for I am no master of these but let every intention be felt as genuine as it is in my soul for she is my reason, my purpose, and my destiny. For no longer is it I but it is us.

Dedicated to us, myself and my Special K

My home is always with you. Filled with laughter, smiles, and joyful sounds. The conversations are always edifying. If the walls of our home, they would speak the beauty of our love. They would tell that my eyes are always set on you my beautiful love. The fragrance of our home would be filled with foods I enjoying cooking for us, oh the flavors of pumpkin spice or strawberry pie. No matter if the outer shell is a rental, a camper, or our forever cabin in the woods, where it will be filled with songs of our love. No road noise, no pesky neighbors, just you and I and occassional friends and family, only loved ones. From the coziness of the couch to our bedroom, two of our favorite spaces. My heart is always with you, for you are my home, where I long to be, forever you and me.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

It was just a year ago, my eyes were restless, tired, weary. I was traveling never ever thought I'd be in Wisconsin. Little did I know it was the beginning of the most beautiful journey, I've ever been on. Today, I'm no longer tired, restless, or weary. I'm stronger than I've ever been not physically but wholly. I'm surrounded by a love that give and is given to me. God definitely knew where to send me and when to send me. I'm forever thankful. I would have never been able to beat cancer, PTSD, depression, a loveless life, facing a pandemic ;and made an amazing, friend, lover, companion, my helpmate, my soulmate, my beautiful angel, my special k, my reason, my all in all. Spending the rest of our life being content, happy, in love, and in a state of bliss is all I want for us and so does God. If He made it any clearer, it would be written in bold print across my face, I'm part of you and you are the best part of me.

Dedicated to my amazing love, Special K. I'm amazed at what a year can do. Looking forward to many more!

Some think that being naked is perverse. For me, it's being accepted in my rarest form. It's where all the wounds, scars, stretch marks, flaws are exposed. I've found the one who doesn't mind my nakedness. She except me for me. She sees the tangles of thebrain from past hurts and failures. She allows and helps my wounds heal. She don't mind the softness and the furrieness of me. She delights when my southern ways. She laughs and is amused in my nervous tones of voice. But she allows me to be me. She sees past all the scars and still calls me handsome. She's the woman I love and enjoy her nakedness too. I don't see flaws I see beauty. I see triumphs and victories no scars no flaws,. I stare at her and am amazed, captured by her presence. She often wonders why I stare so much. Its because I'm looking at my future, my home, my partner, my lover, my friend and most of all the woman who accepts me.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K

While I'm usually the fiery one, it couldn't be so without you fueling my flame. You bring more adventures everytime, we get together. You bring me peace of mind and love that I have never felt in my life. You are my closest friend, I exposed all my badness and you just seen the goodness. You have more compassion than anyone I know. I want to be more like you everyday. Your gifts of insight and redirection are always welcomed because I trust you. Your smiles always brighten my day. Your voice I long to hear it more and more. You have encouraged me to do things when I was just comfortable being complacent.  You may not want to admit it but you saved me more than once. You've chased all the fears of darkness away and brought the most beautiful light into my life. Beautiful, you've brought more to the table than you could ever imagine. You've ignited this fiery love for you that's unquenchable. I pray that I can only match what you do and have done. I'll never tire chasing you or giving you the love and appreciation that you deserve. If my days on this earth were done, you'd be the best part of my life. You've completed me and made me whole. You've brought the table full and I'm the most blessed man alive because of you.

Dedicated to my beautiful Special K, whom I love wholeheartedly

As I look out the window of the door my breath fogs up the window, as you drive away. I draw a heart on the fogged up window because there goes my heart again. Its a reminder of the moments we share its a vapor on the cool glass. Its my heart going with you when you leave till you come back again. Its never a fleeting moment but its an everlasting love. It's the place where our secret is in the fogged up glass where I write i love you! It's what I say a million times a day when we talk or text. It's written in my heart always and on this fogged up window. Till the day I can scream it to the heavens and all will know this love I want to show, you.

To my beloved, my Special K, always and foreverly

There are many times in our lives the word important comes to thought. It may be the important date you need to remember, such as an anniversary or birthday. Or an important thing to remember for a test or a class. But what's important to me is you. You're always my first thought when I awake, when I have a bad day, when I'm having a good day, and before I close my eyes I thank God for you. Its also important  that I know when and how to respond to your needs. Its important because it's how I show my love for you. To be what you need when you need it. Important is how you make me feel with the phone calls, texts, visits, and your love you show me daily.  When love is the priority, it shows the value of importance. 

Dedicated to my important love, my Special K

From the red clay roads to the white covered fields, I've traveled a long long way.
From the battlefield to the hospital rooms, I've came a really long long way.
From the orange stained sheets from the Georgia clay to the frozen icy grounds of my new home, I've come a long long way.
From a broken marriage without love to a forbidden love, I've come a long long way.
From a sadden heart to heart filled with joy, I've come a long long way.
From a grandeur picture to a picture of just you and I, I've come a long long way.
From mind that was so very troubled to a mind fixed on our plans, ive come a long long way.
From the days filled with our walks and talks to the moment im before you, I've come a long long way.
From every morning sun rises to the sunsets, I've come a long long way.
From the second I met you to the day we walk to our forever home, I've come a long long way.
From the long long way to now here I stay, I've found a love each and everyday in you.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K

It's one of our favorite places to hang out. I see you sitting with your computer in your lap as we study. Your feet in my hands as I rub them. I stare at you intently as I admire you from the other end of the couch.
It's the place we lounge, you in my arms as we watch the candles flicker, watching a movie together. Laughing and talking all the crazy things in our past.
It's the place where I pull you near and kiss your lips. I gaze into your beautiful brown, hazel eyes. I find my heart palpitating faster and my breathing change as we kiss passionately.
It's the most wonderful couch I've ever had. Its every memory in one comfortable place.

Dedicated to my love, Special K

If I ever stumble or forget who I am, love; will you carry me through. When words fail me, love; speak for me volumes I can not utter. And when alli can see is the storm, love; show me the blue skies and let me know your peace. After the battle cry and when the battle is over, love; lead me home. Remind me, love; that I'm never alone. When I need to heal, love; treat my scars that can't be seen. I'm never running away, love; I'm just trying to find the words to say. You've brought me a long long way, love; you're everlasting. When you're tired and weary, love; I'm here for you. Praying everyday, love; it's going to be ok. For the things we can't see, love; has led us. So hold on tight, love; well take on the night and let our love shine. It's a gift from the Divine, love; it took us this long to find. Love... you and I.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K.

Forever in my eyes she will be amazing. Not for only the beauty of her appearance but the kindness of her soul. She is so brilliant with every word I'm captivated, wanting more. Simple is her moto. Her love is all that I ever needed. I've gazed at some of the seven wonders of this world but I could stare at her forever. She brings me such peace, calming every storm. She calls me the "good" one; it's only because she brings the best out of me. I only hope i can be the man who shows her love every second of everyday. She is my center who I orbit causing me to gravitate closer to that "one day"; we become one. We become what God intended; amazing love.

Dedicated to special k

There are no doubts for me, no alternate plans. Im all in fully vested with my love. There are mistakes, risks but needless to say I'm all in. I see our future it is bright, it leads me down the path growing closer to you. I seen a few pics today of beautiful love transcending time in aged bodies. We constantly joke about walkers and wheelchairs. I think our love will carry us through all that. I see our hands holding each others as they wither with the times. Our hearts are still youthful, our love remains amazing. I can't wait till we are relaxing in whatever state we may be in in40 or 50 years, looking back at the amazing journey where you showed me where love starts, the hug. Ive been captivated ever since that moment. Everyday my arms want to hold you. My shoulder wants to hold all your cares. My heart will always be generous because I know I can't out give what you give me. For me all in is what I'll always be when it comes to you. Its not gambling but its the sureness that your love gives.

Forever holding your hand, my beautiful Special K

When we met, God knew what I needed. The day my eyes gazed upon your beauty, my heart leaped. Our friendship blossomed day by day, me finding out you're just what I needed. The way you calm my fears and storms from this crazy life. Every moment from the day of that hug, I knew I never wanted to leave. I asked you a few days later to just say stay, but you couldn't at that time. It was still new to us the love we found in each other. Before I left I promised I'd come back. My journey took me away, my body began to fail me. Questions in mind overwhelmed me. Sickness came and almost took me. But I remembered my promise, I fought to come back. Just part of the man who left, that took those walks with you thousands of miles away. Who heard your voice every night and I knew I'd return. Our love grew even apart for months. Upon my return, my heart melted when we met once again. I knew I'd love you for the rest of life. You became my purpose, my hope, my love, my strength, my companion, and most of all my miracle.

Dedicated to my beloved, my Special K

Wishing I was on my way home, crawling into bed with you. Feeling the warmness of your body as I lean into you to kiss your cheek. As I'm driving I get lost in my way though the journey is short, I enjoy the journey because in the end I'm forever together with you. My forever home is the journey I'm on at this moment. Though I know the destination. I know not the time of my arrival. You always are telling keep my eye on the road, however, I want to keep my eye homeward, towards you. The love of the journey draws me near you each day. My face is already beeming with excitement of seeing my beautiful, smiling, brown/hazel eyed girlfriend, who loves me as much as I love her. One day the drive will come to an end where ill reach my forever home with her. Bliss will occur and forever be with my beautiful love.

Dedicated to my home forever with you, Special K

It's one of my favorite places to spend time with you. We sit on either end, I stare at you like the first time I ever saw you. You are breath taking as always. This morning your snuggled under the blanket lap top in lap facing me. I look up occasionally to see my beautiful love. Your glasses on, you are fiercely completing your assignments. Just a few more classes and your done.
Other times you are laid back staring at me as I rub your tired feet. The couch cushions falling down as we kiss at times.
When I'm alone the couch becomes my sanctuary as I work on the song I'm writing and strumming my guitar. My thoughts of you and our amazing floral printed, hand-me-down couch causes my blissful smile.

Dedicated to my love, Special K.
It's always about our time we share.

Everytime I see you, I can't help but smile. The way she makes me feel inside, fully alive. Even sadness flees when she smiles. Her laughter is contagious with her dimples. Even when it's my southern ways, it makes my eyes sparkle with the flame of love. She makes me so very happy. The smile is the eruption on my face. I can't wait for the days where we sit and laugh and smile all day. I smile now even when we are apart because of bliss, only she can give me.

Dedicated as always my beautiful Special K

I know this love we have found feels foreign to both of us. I know I never felt this way. My heart aches when we are apart. My hands long to be around your waist pulling us close together till we are completely are one. Like a the lost single puzzle piece that makes the picture complete. My eyes always gazing into yours seeing the bright future. When we kiss, it feels like some magical thing that I never want it to end. I've never felt a love like this, not from a parent, a friend, a fallen brother, what I thought was a lover, or from a spouse. Nothing compares to the love you have opened up to my being. For it is more than just a feeling, it's finding security, trust, hope, a future, my one and only, the thing movies and books written about that we've only heard about. It's not a fairy tale, it's real, raw, and what we have. Its appreciating ever moment as if it was the first or the last. I think that's why tears come so easy for me. It's the grandest of things in the simplest acts. I'm never pushing or forcing it, only holding it close like a treasure you find that's so rare. I know maybe for you, it feels like an appreciation. You've been recognized in your simplest ways. It may feel odd because you've never been held like a treasure that you are. The things I do to nurture you, is the way love is teaching me to care for you. Like I said, I'm only falling my heart, not trying to force or cook something from my mind thinking this is what you want. It's what flows out of the abundance of my heart. It's why I say I love you a million times while we're talking. I know no other things to say. I know you're so independent and I don't want you to be in a way. Let me be what love calls me to be. A cook, a poet that doesn't rhyme much, a hand that just wants to hold and caress you, that long departing kiss, a shoulder for you to lay your head on, a jester in your court to see that beautiful smile an occasionally hear your laugh, your lover when you need it, your ear to hear everything you need to say, your companion, your friend, your soulmate and help mate, your cheer leader; I simply what to be what your love needs, wants, desires for the rest of your and my life and then some. That way one day it won't be foreign to either one of us. It'll be home.

Dedicated to my only love, Special K

Everyday we get closer to the day when we are home. To awaken everyday to the beauty that is you is what I dream of. Your beautiful hazel eyes glimmer as they open. Your lips I want to kiss for all eternity. Your hands in mine as walk daily into every adventure. The warmth, electricity, security of that bond is so overwhelming delight for me. I feel nothing can overcome us, we smile we trudge ahead headed to our cabin home. Our paradise we thrive in, everyday, the peaceful embrace of the warmth that love continues to flourish. Day by day we get closer to our forever, where its our love that has propelled us on this journey for an eternity. To see the view of what our love continues to build through every trial. We're headed there. There's no one id want by my side other than you. I know that everyday I want to have your hand in mine with every step I take. Day by day your smile is what I want to see.

Forever loving you, my Special K

Though it hasn't been long since we talked. I'm replaying every word in my head because you are part of me. I miss you so much, I rely on the conversations we have. Your pictures i stare at from time to time. Thinking of your amazing smile and the way my heart feels when I look at you. It's beyond any butterflies in my stomach. It renews me daily in love. My hope, our dreams of one day coming true. Even as bad as the last two years have been on me, physically, mentally, and emotionally; you make everything better, not just tolerable but amazingly better. My hope will always be you in our cabin, our journeys where ever they lead us, just having your hand in mine is all that I'll ever need. You complete every part of my being. The energy we give each other from touching. Your kiss leaves me breathless but hoping it will never end. One day our dreams, hopes, plans, will be home together.

Loving you always, My Special K