Laying cuddled on the couch watching a movie, stroking your back, taking in the fragrance of your raven lochs, surveying my mind thinking this will be a lifetime.

Firey kisses at the door, as I great you for making this house a home. Sharing a bite from your sandwich. Knowing moments like this is what I've always been waiting for.

The laughter and sparkle in your eyes as I speak my southern slang. In your mind, they are but foreign words but you laugh all the same. It's moments like this I live for.

The warmth of your hand bringing this magical electricity. It's what I want to do the rest of my life. Walk hand and hand feeling the essence of love. It makes every hardship, war, and sickness...nothing because it was a faded moment in the presence of this momentous moment that is us.

Passion never existed till I met you. From the blazing love we share from embrace to ecstacy, moments like this...last a lifetime. It's a wonder if we don't catch a blaze with every touch.

Our travels are always joyful. I love the touch of your hand in mine. When you scold me when I look over at you...moments like this is what I desire everyday.

Looking for that particular space, deep in the woods to make our humble but elegant home. I can't wait to help tend our gardens and greenhouse together. This is our planning but it's still moments like this..

One day it won't be the moments I write about it will be our forever just like our love.

Dedicated to my Special K from moments like this to eternity

If you were a book, you'd be my favorite read.
If you were a painting, you'd be my favorite view.
If you were a season, you'd be my favorite time of year.
If you were a bottle of wine, I'd savor every drop.
If you were a flower, you'd be the center of garden.
If you were a vacation spot, you'd be the place I'd live.
If you were a rhythm, you'd be the only  one I'd dance to.
If you were a song, you'd  be the only one I'd ever sing.
If you were but a moment in time, I'd live for that moment.
You are my favorite of all things, everything I adore.  The reason and purpose, all I live for.


Dedicated to my love, my Special K.

I want to love you like there's no tomorrow. No second guessing about what today is all about. It's standing here before you, God as my witness. Holding your hand forever in this moment. Gazing into your eyes, loosing my breath, as I want to say I'm here with you forever. That'll never change because you are my one and only,. So I'm bringing you near to feel your chest against mine. The rhythm of our hearts are in time. As I close my eyes, to feel your lips against mine. I'm loving you like there's no more tomorrow's. There's only the moment we have. So let's spend the moment doing what we do best. Loving one another and tangled all together in one big mess. I confess before the Lord you're the best part of me. It's taken me along time to find you. So let me love you like there's no tomorrow's. So everyone can see what love is all about.  Appreciating one another, discovering how to encourage one another, to find the newness and freedom that love brings. So in this waking moment, let's love like there's no tomorrows.  

Dedicated to my beautiful love, my Special K

I often wonder what causes the pains of the heart from love. Is that I am so close to bliss but not have it everyday? Is the longing of the heart just to be near the one you love? Maybe it's the resistance when being pulled in many directions. Or us that I'm so emerged in the depths of love, I can't see anything else. Is it that I just need to hear those three simple words, I love you? Is it that I miss the touch of her hand on my cheek as we kiss? Or the embrace that I miss? I often pounder statements I've spoken. Like I wish I could breath her in and never exhale. Is the fact I need her more than she needs me? It's been just a few hours since I spoke last but I desperately need to hear her voice. Is that I fail to love myself as much as I love her? Is it wondering what our future holds? Is it that I'm afraid and fail to be brave? I know I love, I just wonder why there's pain.
Dedicated to my love, Special K

It was a warm summer night, when I felt Heaven, your arms around me. It was a long journey until I found Heaven. The tolls of war had overtaken me in my mind. I was lost in reality, knowing no way turn. I found Heaven, when I met you, or at least a messenger from there. You brought peace where torment once lurked. The vision of you was delight to my eyes. I found comfort in the depths of your hazel eyes. I asked you then to have me to stay but it wasn't the appointed time. I left my world crashing, my health fading. I was unsure of what was ahold of me. Two months passed, every moment agony. I thought why would God bring me to a place of peace only to lead me away. Cancer, the scariest word this warrior has heard. I stumbled to call you. Fear crept in. I only thought I would see the promise, but not able to partake. I would surely die before I could return. But you heard my every words though drowned in tears. You gave me hope to fight, to overcome, and to prevail. I told my friends I was returning to the joy of my life. Where the red wing black beards flew freely from field to field, reminding me of the joyful youth. The path to Heaven were I walk everyday since my return. Knowing your near, all fears erased and failures paved the way to love. You've been beside in secret the whole way. Even now, no one knows of us and our love. Day by day, I feel Heaven coming even near when I'm beside my love forever.  They say that before death comes your life flashes before your eyes. I say I only hope I see all my days with flash before me. I've lived hell to many years without you. But it's what it took, to show me how to love and appreciate you. I know there are many journeys ahead of us even now. There's our home, the cabin, to build. The trails to walk hand in hand in our forest, on our land. Until the ground is beat down for your ancestors to see, the amazing gardens we've built. Oh the memories, we will make. Until one day, my body fades away and I sit and wait at the gate until you my love make your grand entrance to be by my side on the other side. Heaven always be with you, my Special K.

Forever loving you, My Beautiful Special K.

I never thought of myself as much of a writer like Shakespeare, but I do understand the feelings expressed by Romeo. When he speaks of Juliet as the Sun and the moon being jealous of her beauty. I see the same thing in my love, Special K. I see her eyes as heavenly stars that keep me captive in her gaze. And I wander in the beauty thereof. Sometimes when Special K puts on her mits and touches her cheek I so envy the touch of her cheek. I never would compare a name or what to show that we belong to such a last name only to know we belong together. And when my Special K speaks, it's as a heralding angel. Knowing she is far above this mortal man but somehow has chosen me. There is nothing that holds me from my love except my promise to wait upon the time when we shall depart as willing traveler's to build our cabin which will become our home. Where love reins and the wholeness will be filled with blessed laughter. Forever merry with no strife, no envyness of one another but the ability to share in each other's glory. Not boasting but loving always prevailing. Our love will be gateway for all to see how God's harmony should be. My life only complete in watching, helping, loving my Special K for an eternity.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K.