There are many days I feel your presence, my love. But somedays I'd give anything to hear your voice in my ear, I patiently wait. Some days I imagine the years ahead of us sitting on our porch awaiting our friends and your family. The look you have in your eyes as we await for our guest, little do they know its our day we become one in front of all them. The day I patiently wait for eagerly. The day we confess our love for one another. You look amazingly beautiful as the first day in June when you gave me that hug. Our adventure has already taken us to many places but it finally has paid off we are celebrating home. I'll never leave, you are all I need to be home.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, my love, Special K

How come time moves so fast when you are with the one you love? Is it that we couldn't handle the indefinite time with our love on this side of heaven? Time when apart seems to stop, the earth doesn't spin, nor settling of the mine. The heart knows but the brain can't fathom the fullness of time here. Patience is the key, holding on to every thought as if its the last. Loving every second as the clock spins when we're together. Noting that its our love that holds us together. Time its all I want even if its a fleeting vapor, to be in your presence, feeling your love for here and eternity. Im holding my own because the time apart won't be that long. Im patiently waiting till I sing the song, ive been waiting so long to bring you forever in our home. We have time for the love thats between your heart and mine.

To my beloved Special K, I can't wait to spend eternity with you

So many walks, I took taking you in my pocket when I was in wyoming describing the beauty with every step. Yesterday was the first time you took me in your pocket showing me the beauty of your garden. I could almost feel every step the aroma the blooms were giving off. The touch of your hand as we walked just like I did when I was in wyoming. The electricity that flows out of the outpouring of care.
One day, in reality I'll be holding your hand planting our beautiful flower garden around our cabin. I cant wait to grow our own beautiful garden often taking walks hand in hand, enjoying all the beauty that our lives will develop.

Dedicated to my beloved, the one and only that makes me smile, my Special K

After fifty years on this earth. I know I have just met my first love, my only love. There is no mistaking it because its not a feeling it just is. The love comforts the broken and bruised heart. First love that has ever awaken me every morning with the renewed hope of our future. The first love that settles me in for the night. The only love I've ever known that give back the love I give. The first love that makes me long for the future no matter how hard the path may be to get there. The first love, that I long to see everyday and in everyday. The first love I hold onto every moment, thought, word, wishing it would linger a little longer. The first love besides the Father's love I have ever known. The first love that will truly be that everlasting love. Love is an amazing word I speak often to My Special K, my first love. So many times I've mistaken feeling for love, this is not the case. This time its what I know, love has been defined by the evidence of what I have never had until a year ago. When my first love hugged me and made me, long for her everyday. Yearning to spend all my life with her giving her my all. One day our love will be forever together always.

Dedicated to my first love, my beautiful, Special K

You are the greatest blessing God could ever led me to. You have changed me, giving me hope where there was none, love where none was ever felt. The blessing is He has empowered us to grow in love, tending to each others needs, you lifting me up when everything goes dark. You are my beloved beautiful angel, the gift of God. I treasure you so very much. I pray I encourage you daily. I see you already that caring, resilient, intelligent nurse already. I look forward to our adventures as we grow in our profession. We will continue to be a blessing to others as our love grows. I feel as if I am already standing before our friends and family confessing my love for you. Everyday you cause me to smile and laugh and be myself and say my corny southern slang knowing it puts a smile on your face. I cherish every thought we share. Its amazing to me how well we talk to each other and know whats on each others mind. WE ARE SO BLESSED TO BE IN LOVE!

Forever loving my beautiful blessing, Special K

There are no doubts for me, no alternate plans. Im all in fully vested with my love. There are mistakes, risks but needless to say I'm all in. I see our future it is bright, it leads me down the path growing closer to you. I seen a few pics today of beautiful love transcending time in aged bodies. We constantly joke about walkers and wheelchairs. I think our love will carry us through all that. I see our hands holding each others as they wither with the times. Our hearts are still youthful, our love remains amazing. I can't wait till we are relaxing in whatever state we may be in in40 or 50 years, looking back at the amazing journey where you showed me where love starts, the hug. Ive been captivated ever since that moment. Everyday my arms want to hold you. My shoulder wants to hold all your cares. My heart will always be generous because I know I can't out give what you give me. For me all in is what I'll always be when it comes to you. Its not gambling but its the sureness that your love gives.

Forever holding your hand, my beautiful Special K

When I awaken, I reach for you. Longing to hold you my love. Yearning to feel the warmness of your body against mine. My fingers wanting to carress your skin. My lips anticipating your lips even for just a moment. The electrifying touch of your fingers interlacing in mine. Your raven hair, your crown, your glory. Your beautiful hazel eyes I love to gaze into and see our future, our hopes, our plans. Your voice causes me to arise and search my love out. Your intellectual wit and Wisconsin wisdom, I yearn to know to make it my own. Sometimes I do steal your words, your sayings, your grammer. I want to be more like you with my southern spin of course. My eyes when they meet yours gleamer like a diamond casting off a prism of colors. My smile covers my face even of the thoughts of our future, our home, our life. Even when darkness falls on me it drifts away because of you! You are my reason for awakening, your everything glorious in my life, no battle no matter how large can take me from you! I'm yours and you're mine. Forever is our love and everlasting it will be.

Dedicated to my beautiful, caring, Special K, forever my love