This morning I can't wait for the few hours, till its us. If only for a moment. Why does the moments we have seem like time goes by so fast? Why is it that the time apart seems to crawl? I ponder these questions only to know that we have forever. We are on a course that will never end nor the love ever fade. In the time we are apart I feel the roots growing deeper with ever text, call, thought. I patiently wait for the bloom to full open and enjoy the beauty of us.

Dedicated to the everlasting beauty, my Special K

I'm not apologizing for my actions, thoughts, or beliefs. Most of the time I say that because I am a man. Not the man that hurts you. Or the one that doesn't appreciate you. Or the one who is there but always gone, not giving you the time or care you need. Im the man who loves you and wants to renew your faith in love. The man who cherishes every single moment he has with you. The man who appreciates every moment you have to offer. The man who wants to redeem the happiness and laughter that has been quieted. The man who will never put himself before you unless it is to protect you. Im the man who wants to walk beside you daily holding your hand attentive to your words, understanding every one. Im the man who longs to hold you the rest of his life. The man who quietly wait patiently on you even after this life is over. Everyday I strive to be that better man and I say I'm sorry for everyday I haven't been here to provide you with what you need. Im talking the days before I met you, the days God was preparing me to love you the way you need to be loved, everlasting

Dedicated to my beautiful, loving, Special K

Though my eyes never met yours today, my heart is always with you. Every thought I have is of us. When I close my eyes I see more than a glimpse, I see us and all journeys. Our life full of joy and happiness. I see those beautiful hazel eyes, the sparkle that our love shows in them. Your beautiful smile with those lovely dimples. Your beautiful ray r n hair in all of its glory. Your beauty is captivating along with your intellectual prowess. Your northern charm warms this southern heart everyday. Just a glimpse is all I need for now. One day, I will behold all your wonders and I will treasure them all. For now God grants glimpses of our marvelous future together, Home.

Dedicated to my beloved, beautiful angel, Special K

Everyday, I feel even closer not in mileage but in love. Everyday, my love grows stronger enduring patiently, waiting on my beloved beautiful angel. Everyday, life gets easier because I have a future, which is you. Everyday, my thirst and hunger for you grows even more than the day before. Everyday, our journey to home comes closer. Everyday, I patiently wait with a smile on my face, joy in my heart for a text, a call, or glimpse of you.
EVERYDAY, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE DAY BEFORE.

Dedicated to my besutiful love, Special K

I thank God for ever heartache past relationships left me for it has taught me the depths and highs of lovelessness. It has drawn a picture of what love is not. No more heartache for me. I have recognized and felt the warmness of your love for me. I only hope my love for you is felt in the same way. No more heartache for us. Just bliss from the love we share. My adoration for my beloved beautiful angel grows with everyday. My heart is so appreciative of her love towards me. The bliss shows upon my face even when the mask being worn requires it to be covered. One day the mask will be removed and all the blinders on others will fall off, and our amazing love will forever be seen. The enjoyment of two souls who are one. Every heartache had its price and id do everything over again to find you my soon to be loving wife.

Dedicated to my beautiful angel, my love, my Special K

I'm always waiting patiently on you, even when this life leads me to Heaven ill be there waiting on you. The thoughts of holding and speaking to you sustains this heart of mine. My love for you grows daily, I feel you so near. My heart races with excitement on occasions we meet. My eyes are always gazing at your beauty. My ears intent to hear your ever spoken words. My mind designing our forever cabin for now until the hands build our design our plan. My feet are always ready to run to you. My arms always longing to hold you a little bit longer. My hands long to caress the small of your back as I pull you near. My lips hunger to taste yours if only for a moment for now. Waiting on our life our journey our hopes our plans. Always ready for the time to come.

Dedicated to my love, worth waiting for, my special k

It was just a year ago, my eyes were restless, tired, weary. I was traveling never ever thought I'd be in Wisconsin. Little did I know it was the beginning of the most beautiful journey, I've ever been on. Today, I'm no longer tired, restless, or weary. I'm stronger than I've ever been not physically but wholly. I'm surrounded by a love that give and is given to me. God definitely knew where to send me and when to send me. I'm forever thankful. I would have never been able to beat cancer, PTSD, depression, a loveless life, facing a pandemic ;and made an amazing, friend, lover, companion, my helpmate, my soulmate, my beautiful angel, my special k, my reason, my all in all. Spending the rest of our life being content, happy, in love, and in a state of bliss is all I want for us and so does God. If He made it any clearer, it would be written in bold print across my face, I'm part of you and you are the best part of me.

Dedicated to my amazing love, Special K. I'm amazed at what a year can do. Looking forward to many more!