It's the pulse of life, as we know it. It can be in rhythm or without. It's the tune our heart makes as it pulses through one cavity into another traveling the universe within oneself. Sometimes I think it plays a melody to attract our mate. It's the one song I love to hear from my Special K. The tempo quickens when we are together. It's the rhythm and tune of our love.

Most will remember me by the way I talk with my southern slang, some remember me for my silly laugh. But the way I want to be remembered is by the way I loved you. How I hold you tight or how we cuddle on the couch. The way I brush your hair or how I rub your feet. How I want to take all your aches and pains away and give you a smile to see your eyes twinkling with delight. How I work hard to build our home that only love can build. How I delight in cooking for you my love. The way I support you in everything. That's what I want to be remembered for...in how I love you.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K

Walk with me, hand in hand. This is just one thing I desire. Lean into me when you shoulder or you know I need a hug. I struggle to hold my unfiltered love from you. I long for the day to walk in the Divine love that we share as your companion, your help mate, your lover, your friend, your protector, your appreciator,  and hopefully one day your husband. Waiting patiently for the days that I can hold you a little longer. Kiss you a little deeper. To be intertwined when we awake in the mornings. Waking only for days of exploring our life together. Traveling seeing the sights and talking about endless adventures. I know how fortunate I am to have found such a wonderous, Special love. I can't wait to explore the vastness of our love together.


Dedicated to my love, my Special K

As you lean into me, you pull me close. It's wonderful to feel you next to me in the morning hours. My fingers running through your hair, your scent feels the air. Feeling the warmth next to me, has me waking care free. Today, I just wake up with the memories of one of those moments until the next moment we have. To wake up with one of those heavenly kisses, it's what I'm missing. To know your safe always in our place... together. Brings comfort to the waking mind, because how often can you find love of this kind? I say only once in a lifetime, so beautiful I hope this explains how precious each one of these moments are.


Dedicated to my love, my Special K

I miss the late night text about work. The daily phone calls talking about our home. The miles that kept us apart but still managed to walk enjoying the night air. The singing of the coyotes in the distance as the wind played along with the vibrating of the electric line. The comfort of knowing you were just one floor below me. I miss the nights around the bonfires as the glow danced around your cheek. The nights of giggling on the couch followed by the kiss on your lips. Breathing in your scent as I hold you tight like I long to every night. I miss you laughing at my southern slang. I miss the beauty of the sun sets as I tried to describe in just words... describing a beauty to someone who is just as breathtaking. I know the things I miss is only short lived until we become us in the distant future.


Dedicated to my only love, my Special K

My love for you right now would be notorious. I chase you like the wind grabbing a hold but not able to maintain the grip. If loving you is wrong then I'll always be an outlaw. My notoriety would be the way I hold you for the moment wanting only to take care of all your needs, to have your beautiful smile in return. If there was a story to be told of our love, it would be more than a fable or a fairytale. We have lived this way for three plus years, a taboo relationship. We both know it's more than that; it's a love that will last a lifetime. If you were Bonnie, I'd be your Clyde. If you were Belle Star, I'd be your Jessie James. If we had to live a life on the run I'd want no other to be with. For now, my love may be known as notorious but to me it's always right. I'll keep chasing you forever, my love.

Dedicated to my one and only love, my Special K

It's not because I'll forget. It's because I want others to know that love does exist. It's not a fairytale or some well written manuscript, it's living this miraculous life everyday looking forward to seeing or hearing from my love, to be included in moments of her life. It may with time be a way to reflect on how our love has blossomed over the years. If only but one thing be written about me I hope it would be how devoted and how I love her. My life would be completed with just those simple words. I love Special K.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K