To drill in
No being in
No ringing in
Just dying in.

Like a bore hole
Digging in rock
Force is, it's medium
Tightly, narrowly focused.

Lacking awareness of others
Depleted intuition
Spirit's expansion, non existent
Excitement, enthusiasm, motivation gone.

Lacking in purpose
Connection, truth, neglected
There is no separation
ALL IS ONE UNITED.

Oh how I love the big blue sky,
The rippling tiny wind swept waves
The tall coconuts way up high
Unavailable, until twisted off.

Viewing my nature paradise
Sun's heat beams from above
Enormous rain trees creating shade
Wind, my fantastic fan.

A sand grain in the scheme of things
Taking my space and place
To shine ever so bright
Buffeted, rolled and raked.

Incredible variety, shapes, and colours
Forest green,  medium and lime
Exhibiting, it is safe to fly
Surrendering finds the

ONENESS of all

One takes a chance
To age gracefully
Seen at a glance
When change raises its head.

Change is every where
Nothing stays for ever
Even heart wishes
They too change with age.

We try to gauge another's age
Only serving to age one
Inner beauty is ageless
Like eternal spirit.

Change and consistency
Spread ageless wings
Wisdom, love, resonate in change
Spontaneity and synchronicity

Take us travelling
Through the ages
Introducing our divine
Eternity.

To call myself back from the dead
To acknowledge the tightness
Shrinking, refusal to face my experiences
Blocking memories for survival.

I am more powerful than my experiences
To reclaim my inner peace and tranquility
To free my reptilian brain’s over- reactions
Heart pounding in fight, fright and freeze.

My sadness for dis-honouring me
I welcome my trauma into my story
I didn’t breath through it as a toddler
Now I must for survival and my passing.

I forgot I could return home
Back from dying
This is my biggest challenge
To expand totally physically.

Ride the wave of life into eternity
Leave chaos, greed, competition
Far behind, as I disappear into nothingness
The realm of unity, oneness and limitlessness.

Find my barriers blocking love
Are they in my mind?
Are they in my body?
Are they in my energy?

Seek in my dark spaces
Search within my fears
Are they between my ears?
Have they been there for years?

As I grow older they appear
My doubts, conflicts and shame
Rise up like an uncoiled snake
To wake me from my slumber.

My well warn, silent companions
Holding me tight gripped in isolation
Separated from heart and creator
I choose, to send them asunder.

Save this vacated space
For peace, insights and wisdom
So I can care and share
With all sentient beings,
Especially MAN

Lives in Nature’s unseen world
The earth’s underbelly
Like a mushroom is
Protected and delicate
All is hidden from light

The blacker the hole
The deeper the peace
The blacker the space
The safer the unknown

Mysteries, arising from light
Pale in comparison
To the magic of night
Where the twinkling of stars
Beam across the galaxy

Mother Nature spreads her blackness
Over rocks, under moss, in hollows,
Hidden branches, rotten trunks
Black shadows everywhere
Spread like eagles on her hair
Layers upon layers
Interact along edges, ledges
Wedges, drawing us into
The inner world

For some this is comfort
For other discomfort
Black burrows, tunnels, and funnels
Abound underneath her canopy
Black trunks stretch high
Piercing blue sky
Listen up, as a black & white
Woodpecker, pecks rhythmically

Deep in the blackness of space
Awaiting birth of light
Creation rests; slumbers and dreams
Guarding secrets of the universe.