My smile is often fake
It's often more than I can take
Everyday when I wake
It goes away for my own sake.

Then one day
It went away
Gone today
For it to stay

Now its here
There's no more fear
There's no more tears
I know you're near

Because of you
This one is true
Because of you
I feel brand new.

My smile is real
I'm able to feel
The things I've concealed
Are now revealed.

I'm scared.
Scared of failing.
Scared of losing.
Scared of feeling pain.
Scared of emotions.
Scared of love.
Scared of everything.
But no one knows.
Because that's the thing
About being scared.
Only the people that are scared
can see it.

Deep in the cornfield
under the ground
there is a place
that is hard to be found
you can still find it
just keep looking down
deep in the cornfield
under the ground

She and I were best friends
but in friend there is an end.
I've never done anything to her,
maybe I did I'm still not sure.
She said that she grew up much faster,
then left my life in a disaster.
She and I had so much fun,
we would do our hair in messy buns.
We would pick apples and ride our bikes,
sometimes we would go on hikes.
Then a loved one died which changed her life
She realized she could have a wife.
Then she slowly drifted away
with me asking why till this day.
There is so much to her that I don't understand
It's like living in another land.
A land that's as far as the eye can see,
A land that doesn't contain me.

I look in a mirror and I see a girl.
A girl that is ugly and too shy.
A girl that’s fat and wants to die.
A girl that if she tells a lie,
Someone else will make her cry.

He looks in a mirror and sees a boy.
A boy that popular and cool.
A boy that is athletic and doesn’t need school.
A boy that no one can ever fool.
A boy that thinks the world is cruel.

She looks in a mirror and sees a girl.
A girl that starves herself so she can shrink.
A girl that can change in a blink.
A girl that can make someone’s sadness sink.
A girl that cares what people think.

And then she saw
what I have seen
since the day I was born.
She now knows
what I have known
everyone is a little bit torn.

I then notice
no one's the same
they're unique in their own different way,
but I am just here,
meaning nothing to no one,
and forever I will stay.

Either I'm crazy
or friends are supposed to know each other
get along
be nice
and funny
and sometimes silly
not focused all the time
so focused you forget what matters
and what matters is your friends
maybe I'm just crazy
but I'm not crazy.
I'm not crazy.

Danielle and Dakota were the reason we ended up breaking up,
I don't know how to put this but they made me realize stuff.
You're not supposed to like someone when you have a girlfriend,
especially when you said our relationship would never end.
You really broke my heart when you told me that you cut
you lied to me again and did not leave me with much.
Then Kylee moved back and you told me that you liked her
you asked me if it was okay and I replied with a "sure."
I really miss you Justin, I really really do,
I wish it could have worked out, maybe it would have without you.