There are lips to die for

There are lips to fall in love with

There are lips that I long to hear whisper my name

Your lips seem to mesmerize me

Your lips;

they are as sweet as the sweetest honey bee

Women are a completely complicated specimen of uncertainty

Women are a puzzle, a challenge that has always brought out the best in me

   a mystery

Just when you think that
you have them all figured out

Women... ..

they will show you that you don't, no doubt

After 52 years,
  I do

Of course I can't
   speak for you

I know what makes them tick and I know what makes them grin

   You just have to be lucky enough for them to REALLY, let you in

I wake up and

  I think of you

During my morning shower

   I think of you

Sipping my day's first cup of coffee

   I think of you

Driving into work

    I think of you

Many times throughout my work day

     I think of you

On my drive home from work

      I think of you

Eating that day's dinner

      I deliciously think of you

During my ending day's hot relaxing shower

       I think of you

As I lay in bed trying to fall asleep

        I think of you

And during one dream/fantasy per night's sleep

        I think of you

I think that it is safe to say that I am always thinking of you

     And while thinking of you;

You have never disappointed me

     If kismet were cupid?

Your lips would never be lonely

    either set of them

Reality of ******* lived out through fantasy

    Then... ..?

You would always be,

        thinking of me

My blood that rushes to my ***** must get tired of me

      thinking of you

Tonight;

each ray of
moonlight
brush stroked
your beauty
on your body
of pure delight

every curve;

an,
I can't take
my eyes
from sight

I want to
remove
your clothes
but,

I hold back
with all
of my might

Tonight;

when we
make love,

it's going
to feel
oh so right

Your
lower lip,

I watch
you bite

In love,
with you
I
   f
    e
     l
      l
tonight

You are a rose.

... you are a rose

    unlike Axl.

Your thorns,

   they only stimulate
every man that breathes in
your unique bouquet.

As I insert myself
into your petals
of velvety paradise
I realize that;

you are the color
rose that has
always escaped me
but... ..

no more!

So;

phew... ..

after skatey eight
rounds of chemo
and radiation that
has burned me worse than any encounter with the sun ever could.....?

Thousands of dollars wasted
and debt
while making my
remaining days
on this Earth
an excruciating
24/7 theatre of
unnecessary,
expensive pain!

And after all of this?

I have "Dr." Chen with absolutely no bedside manner
'matter of factly'
tell me that... ..
"we can not do anymore to help you".

Okay;
I get it, I am dying and I can handle that,
and I knew that but... ..

Help me?!?!?!

You didn't "help me" you... ..
you
greedy,
selfish,
ignorant,
POS
devil you.

But hey;
guess what?

Sure, I will concede my death
is near.

Thanks to you and your high priced concoction of death,
my death has
only been
accelerated.

But me?

My life,
my life is only beginning once
I leave this den of iniquity and
you... ..
"Dr satan".

While you?

Ha.
Haha!

You?

You will be burning in a hell like you have never seen on this Earth.

Every day....
Every hour
Every minute
Every second
of your
'after life'.

And me?

I will be chatting it up with Jesus
and asking for your forgiveness
because well... ..

that's my
beautiful soul
and heart
looking out
for vultures
like you.

a moment
of listening
to the crickets
in the creek

a moment
of listening
to the flocks
of seagulls
by the shore

a moment
of listening
to the rain
as it cools
a summer's
day

a moment
of listening
to the
heavy climactic
breathing
of your lover

a moment
of listening
to moments
that exist
only in
your life

listen,...
but breathe in
life's moments
that are singular
and precious
to you

future moments
may
never be

moments are
pure ecstasy

tie
   your
      troubles
        to
          helium
            balloons
              and
                let
                  them
                     go

A fawn

   sprinting south away from
        a cyclist pedaling south

    A fox slyly
leaks out from the
     roadside brush
in an attempt to
       cross the road
from west to east
   but his timing is off and heads back to the brush.

       A woman in nurse's attire jogs   north quickly, to get to her bus stop for the bus I see in my rearview mirror driving north towards her.
   She makes it.

  Driving south on union road before
   the walden avenue intersection a cute
  racoon lies prone
in the middle of the road facing south....
       that little fella
didn't make it.

Life...

    hmmm..

where do I begin ?

      Where.... oh -

where do I end ?

           It's joy

  It's pain

              It's a blend.

     Sometimes a bully....

          life can be.

                Never back down  -

Stand up to it fully.

                Don't quench the Holy spirit

       Fan it like a flame -

           Let it burn inside you

     Never allow it forget your name.

                Life is hard when one is down

          But if given to Him -

     Your sadness can be overcome

He will lift you up from enemies ground.

        Trials ...

              Life altering -

Life changing scars upon your mind

         upon a heart that's faltering.

          Nothing is more powerful than Him

     Not you....

              Not even the enemy

With Him, so many lives everyday newly begin.

           When life has you at the brink

         Don't sin....

                  Give in -

Give in and give it to Him.

Superficial

      is

        artificial

            and never

ever

              beneficial

muses....
       muses
   everywhere.

anywhere
     that i venture,
         i dare.

in the
    ample *****
      of her
         mouth watering
          bare.

against a
     creamsicle sky...
and its
        delicious tasting
            air.

a stroll
    through the midway
      at the carnival
         or county
            fair.

the captivating
     essence
       of her velvet
silken
             hair.

naked before you
    she magnificently
         stands and all
            you can do is
gulp.....and
               stare.

a muse that i
    want to make
        love with....
her treasure's
             so mesmerizing ..
                 so completely
                rare.

and
  if
    i
      fell
         in
           love...
             i
               wouldn't
                     care

(-all lyrical rights reserved and protected)

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she's my
sunny day
alarm clock
as she's peaking
through
my curtains.
she's the
coffee
in my cup
she's the one
that gets
me moving.

she's the
one that brings
a smile
even when
i don't
feel much like
smiling.
she's
clearly my
best friend,
cause in,
bad times
it's her number
that
i'm dialing.

she's the
lover in my
bed on those
cold nights
in the winter.
she's the
one across
the table after
work and
eating dinner.

she's the
air i need
to breathe,
she's the
fine wine
that i drink.
she's my
favorite song
on the radio
she's the
slow song
that i sing.

she's the
one that
i kiss last
on a steamy
summer's night.
she's the
kiss that's
on my lips...
i'm not putting
up no fight.

..... she's my
blanket as
we sleep
but we're...
kissing through
the night.
the only
thing that
stops us
is that...
first mornin's
light.

she's
the one
that purrs
up against
my chest...
she's,
different from
the rest.

she's
the one
i want my
whole life
through....

she's
the one
i want to
say.....

    I do.

she's
everything
i need.

cause'....

she's
everything
to me.

everyone
    wants
      to
         leave
           footprints
             that
                last.

i'd
   rather
     leave
       footprints
         that
            are
               worth
                  following.