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A star
one of billions
one without equal
the light each emits
again draws no parallel
I've happened upon the brightest
so fortunate was I
my path well lit
this star shines forever brightest
in my eyes
in my heart
until my last breath
As a starless midnight has descended upon us,
the flickering fading horizon light produces dusk.
Void of shadows the earth falls asleep,
a gentle rain begins to fall, the sky begins to weep.
The smell of a summer's rain warms me on a cold and starless night,
I dance in the puddles alone with tears and yet with great delight.
Amid the rain I glance above to see a shooting star,
I stomp my feet with a great splash, I know my heaven is not far.
If I never
lived to see
another July,

would I care?

With the torment
and anxiety
of every day
daily life,

probably not.

Life is just not
fun anymore.

It feels laborious,

much like
a chore.

It hurts to
wake up.

It hurts to
go to work.

It hurts
to sleep.

Maybe it's time
for,

the "Lord my
soul to keep".

Remove me
from this
tortured life.

And from
my body,

remove the
knife.
well,

   here
  i
.... am

i
             have
   woken

u
p

    once again

     just
..              to

                     go
    through


     t
       h
          e



m
  o
    t
      i
        o
           n
              s

again
like the motions at sea, motions of every day life nauseate me
He said :

Summertime is when he would change some awful habits.

Not serious enough at that moment,
perhaps, perhaps just lip service to those willing to listen?

A game he liked to play with himself.

A game not born of lies,
but rather, "who cares" procratination.

He said :

I'll organize those old pictures I've been putting off.

He said :

I'll finish that poem that has been waiting for it's ending.

Announcing to himself out loud,
or anyone else that would listen....
"come summertime" I will. !

And then...

The coldness of winter still thawing,
his bones still cold.

He notices...
His health deteriorating,  slowly.

A cough that lingers,
shortness of breath.

Energy reserves on fumes,
he falls gravely, unsuspectingly ill.

He says to himself:

Come summertime I will see my doctor.

He says :

I will organize those pictures into a neat scrapbook.

He says :

That poem I will finally write an epic ending for.

Trouble is....

For him,
Summertime never comes.
Focus on tomorrows ...sure

   but,

these "tonights" are going by fast.

    I want to hold onto as many tonights as I can.
      
        Like summer, my days and nights are growing shorter.

   Tomorrows never come until we have taken tonight
      and ****** it dry of
any life left...

    Life is a team game.

     So,
let's team up.

Trust me...

         I respect the torn jersey you acquired last night...

    those grass and dirt stains.
His face,

Like a scrapbook.

Past years,

Patchwork and visible.

The lines on his face,

Mimic puzzle pieces.

They meld years of pain and ecstasy.

Matured,

Sage strands of grey hair -

Mingle with the onyx.

Hands, so storied and weathered,

Like an old unmaintained brick wall,

Crumbling....yet strong !

Lips...

Capable of speaking words and stories...

Enslaving and captivating my audience.

A patchwork of 50 years I am,

Hardened and yet softened..

Confused yet filled with clarity.

If I were "colored by numbers 1-100 "...

You'd be up to 50.

I'm simply art that has yet to be finished.

A scrapbook that awaits more memories....

A painting that awaits its next hue.

I dare ya to -

Grab a brush.....?
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