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Pj Jan 2019
I long for love
Like a drowning lung
Longs for air
Longs to breathe

Need someone to
Fill this lonely
Black heart
Call it home

Ignite my dying soul
Spark the fire
That powers our
Endless love

Want a constant
Which never changes
Despite the harsh and cruel
Reality of life

Have to fill this
Undying vacancy within
My emty heart
Give me life
Pj Jan 2019
I'll take apart
My heat
Give it to you to fix the broken pieces
Magic is your kisses

You gave it back
Doubled in every crack
Said you were sorry
Said it's fine don't worry

I was your second option
Gave my feelings up for adoption
Lost the fight for your heart
I wasn't even on the chart

You said you loved me more
Those words shaked my core
You said no let's be friends
I was one of your lose ends

Friends isn't enough to me
How can you not see
I wanted more than that
Gave your feelings for me up like scrap

I'm someone you've forgotten
Left alone and rotten
I'm beggin you please come back
I need you to fill the crack
Pj Jan 2019
I wonder what I'm living for
I wonder why for you I'd open the door
I wonder why for you I'd give up my life
**** drop dead on a knife

I hate that I love you
I hate that you got no clue
I hate that you're flawless
You got me drowning in darkness

I need to get over this
I need to stop drowning in the ibis
I need to stop my heart from getting hurt
Treating me like ******* dirt

Why did it have to be love
Why couldn't friends be enough
Why did it go so far
Need to escape, drive away in my car

I don't understand why
I don't understand why I cry
I don't understand why I cry because of you
Why? I have no ******* clue
Pj Jan 2019
Sometimes you got to smile
Even if it's only for a little while
Got these suicidal thoughts in my mind
All I need is someone kind

Happiness may not last
And sadness comes fast
But all I am is alone
Sitting on this cold throne

What is a king without a queen; nothing
I need someone to help me, I'm suffocating
I'm drowning in my emotions what can I say
I'm watching the light slowly fade away

But someday I will find the one
Therefore my quest is not yet done
She'll be amazing; perfection
She'll be good, even better than her reflection

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