I wonder what I'm living for
I wonder why for you I'd open the door
I wonder why for you I'd give up my life
**** drop dead on a knife

I hate that I love you
I hate that you got no clue
I hate that you're flawless
You got me drowning in darkness

I need to get over this
I need to stop drowning in the ibis
I need to stop my heart from getting hurt
Treating me like ******* dirt

Why did it have to be love
Why couldn't friends be enough
Why did it go so far
Need to escape, drive away in my car

I don't understand why
I don't understand why I cry
I don't understand why I cry because of you
Why? I have no ******* clue

Sometimes you got to smile
Even if it's only for a little while
Got these suicidal thoughts in my mind
All I need is someone kind

Happiness may not last
And sadness comes fast
But all I am is alone
Sitting on this cold throne

What is a king without a queen; nothing
I need someone to help me, I'm suffocating
I'm drowning in my emotions what can I say
I'm watching the light slowly fade away

But someday I will find the one
Therefore my quest is not yet done
She'll be amazing; perfection
She'll be good, even better than her reflection