God stepped down from His mighty Throne,
to become Christ in the flesh;
His mighty love for all mankind,
assured He'd do His best.
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Some men truly loved Him,
there were those who turned away;
It has always been like this,
up to this very day.
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Jesus healed the sick and deaf,
He made the blind to see;
He shed His blood for all the World,
and died for you and me.
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By the acceptance of His blood,
t'was His greatest sacrifice;
Those who accept His gift,
will go to Paradise.

Inside I'm curled up in a ball,
afraid to stand for I might fall;
I tell my feelings to no one,
it's hard for me to just feel loved.
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No one seems to understand,
no one's there to lift a hand;
I yearn to laugh,
I long to smile;
I guess I'm much to evil and vile.
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So here I stay,
in my man-made shell,
is there any way that I'm in Hell;
In here I feel both safe and sound,
even when my teardrops hit the ground.

I went to my new Therapist,
She seemed so very nice;
But divulging how I felt inside,
I truly had to think twice.
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She ask me many questions,
about my childhood;
I answered them quite truthfully,
I did the best I could.
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It was not fun to delve into,
the memories of my past;
But I knew I had to do it,
if I wanted to heal quite fast.
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The problems I was facing, plagued yesterday and today;
I felt just like a failure,
letting them get in my way.
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When the session finally ended,
I sort of felt complete;
For the first in my life,
someone sat and listened to me.

In the darkness hours of my life,
I see things that aren't there;
A belt becomes a snake,
I hear voices everywhere-
I have no sense of direction,
I bump into everything;
The walls, the cabinets, the furniture,
I'm bruised  from head to feet.
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Clothes that are in my closet,
become Monsters in disguise;
I fear they will jump out at me,
and scare me out of life.
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I won't look in the mirror,
too afraid of what I'll see;
Will there be a Troll or Demon,
staring back at me?
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I have no feelings on my skin,
I'm as numb as I can be; Still  I can feel creeping things,
crawling over me.
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How long will I have to
face,
this nightmare I am in;
Not until I get a 'script,
for my priceless Klonopin.

Oh Holy Spirit, help me,
please guide me on my way;
For I feel lost and all alone,
be with me on this day.
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Comfort me when I've no Peace,
show me where to go;
Teach me how to witness,
to those I do not know.
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Give me strength in this evil World,
I pray my fears subside;
I truly want to thank you,
for helping me survive.

I just don't understand, Satan very well;
He gave up everything he had,
to secure a place in Hell.
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He began as a beautiful Angel,
then sin crept in his heart;
He wished to be, just like God,
so the Father yelled, "Depart!"
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He took one- third of the Angels,
as they all fell from the sky;
And as they all were falling,
it looked like sheeds of black ice.
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Into the fiery furnace,
the Demons were all thrown;
For what you surely reap,
you will ultimately sow!

Enveloped within the Womb,
the Fetus
***** her thumb;
Unaware that very soon,
her life will come undone.
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Her mother doesn't want her,
or believes that she's alive;
All that she believes in,
are Satan's filthy lies.
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This Fetus has ten fingers,
and ten l'il toes;
Her mother's deep, blue eyes,
and daddy's botton nose.
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Her eyelashes  are black,
as is the hair on her head;
It is not her own fault,
that mommy wants her dead.
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And so walks in the Doctor,
scalpel in his hand;
He digs around within the Womb,
Mother's little plan.
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Now when the scalpel meets her arms,
it slices the right one off;
Through all the pain this Fetus feels,
this child is thinking, "STOP!"
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It slices and dices this Fetus up,
until there is nothing left;
Then Jesus takes her by the hand,
this one who was Heaven sent.