I wanna reveal my secrets,
         BUT I CANNOT

I wanna shout out my regrets,
          BUT I CANNOT

I wanna sing my life,
           BUT I CANNOT

I wanna someone to hear my cries,
           BUT I CANNOT

I wanna someone to love me
            BUT I CANNOT

I wanna set myself free,
             BUT I CANNOT

I WANNA,I DON'T WANNA,I WANNA,
              BUT I CANNOT

I believed in fate..but my believe shattered,
As I got to know my lord knows better,

I kept on believing nd tried,all in vain,
I can't stop the suffering, I can't seize the pain,

I tried to get something out of fate,
But became hopeless...but it was never too late,

Fate let me down, I turned to God,
He ked me to happiness,praise to Lord,

Sometimes superior was the fate,
But my lord showed me his blessings gate,

Fate make expectatiibs and bring the hurt,
You keep on expecting and get dragged to the earth,

When I trusted God,
Let down the fate's sword,

When I realized His will,
And got to know fate always ****,

"Karma" they say it,
It's all fake I know it,

It is written by God, yes fate is real,
But it can't be changed so let go of dear,
The things you want will come with time,
Just pray and hope there is no use of crying,

Believe in fate you won't succeed,
Go down his path,blessings will recede,
Trust in God,He won't let u down,
Believe with your heart,you will own the world's crown

i wish , i wish , i wish
if everything remained same,

if the time remained still,
and nobody was killed,

if the sky remained blue,
and everything remained new,

if the disasters never befalled upon us,
if there was no chaos....no fuss,

if the fate never took turns,
if the love was never burned,

I WISH , I WISH , I WISH
if my words would become true

The pain the people gave,
After sometime they would fade,
The words they say,
Will forever remain,
if they are you relatives,
They were your natives,
But now are enemy,
Your heart will be empty,
But for sometime,
BE PATIENT FOR SOMETIME,
endure the pain,
All the things will start to faint,
Like an antique picture,
An evil scripture,
But patience will lead to you to....
     YOUR DESTINATION...

A person who i  didn't knew,
    But as the days flew,
to a kind , gentle , lovable
    personality i met,
To me he was the eldest part
   of my sibling set,
His personality was an extraordinary,
   As i understood him he was
as sweet as honey,

My little eyes are watching you,
    All you say and do,
and when i grow up big and tall,
    I want to be like you,
MY EARS ARE LISTENING,
    to everything you say,
I am learning how to grow,
    To be like you someday,
So be careful how you teach me,
    To be the person you are,
You're a knight in shinning armor,
    You're my brightest star,

His eyes sparkling
      with fear,
Because infront of him
       was a spear,
As he moved back,
        his neck,
Touched the door,
   He couldn't move back more,
He tried the handle,
And the swish of air blowed the candle,
All went in vain,
  He screamed with pain,
BC spear went straight into his chest,
  Oh! What , i can't do rest,
Further he thought,
   It was a nightmare i ought,

Someday you would find your way lost,
The friends you loved the most,
Would leave you alone,
You would be a lost sun,
Who don't know
From where to head the way
To shine in the world,

Oh God , Oh God
never heard you ,
never seen you,
just talked to you
when i needed you,

Doing sins,
Just knowing it,
That the god above me
Is seeing it,

Knowing what is right,
Is something bright,
Knowing what is wrong ,
Is something strong,
But that isn't enough ,
talking to someone
in a tone that is rough and tough,
Seeing ir hearing something bad,
Knowing that I am so sad,

OH GOD, OH GOD

Save me from hell,
That is fire for one to eternal dwell,
Seeking knowledge of QURAN,
protecting yourself from SHAITAAN,
Knowing the magestic role played by the prophets,
It is that one muslim wants
WRITTEN BY MARIYA JAWED