You took my innocence from me,
Made me a woman, before my time.
I was only a child.

You made it our secret,
Said there would be trouble if I said,
So I kept your secret,
I was only a child

For years I kept that secret,
Till I could no longer keep it,
I should have been believed,
I was only a child.

Now I'm grown,
And the secret is out,
I dont feel so better,
I'm still only a child.

Most days I'm okay,
Others,
not so much,
Others,
I'm crying for help,
Others,
I wonder how I will survive,
Others,
I wonder if I want to survive,
Others,
I wonder if anyone realizes,
How delicate I really am.

When I look at me,
I don't see the same as you,
I see me, with an honest view,
You could pretend to love me,
But that's just not true,
Cause you don't see me,
The way I do.
I know who I am,
A broken mess,
You can control,
Because honestly,
You think you fool me,
But you won't, because the one thing you never counted on.
Was I know me, I know what I'm capable of, I know what I can achive.
I KNOW ME

I wanted you,
I finally had you,
We were intimate,
As you said,
I should have trusted you,
Should have shown me,
In the end I destroyed it,
My own insecurities,
They win again,
I wasn't good enough,
That's what I thought,
The hardest thing,
Letting you walk away that night,
I'm not sure you understand,
I won't show me,
I wasn't good enough,
Never was,
Never will be be

I never had you,
27 when me met,
You were supposed to save me dad,
Instead you broke my heart and left,
I know it wasn't your fault,
And god called you,
But I really wish you were here

40 years old and still not loved,
It must be me,
I'm broken inside,
God made me unloveable,
So here I am am,
40 years old,
And the only love I've felt is that of a child,
It should be enough,
I know,
But I'm broken inside,
And all I want is to be mended

As I sit here alone again,
I feel like such a fool,
I fell for your lies,
Fell for your charm,
My heart is hurting inside,
My god I want to cry,
Surely I can't be that bad,
Why, would you hurt me like that,
I believed your lies,
Like I do every time,
I can't blame you,
Just the fool
That I am