Smriti: Poems

158 · Nov 2018

Feelings

Smriti Nov 2018

Feelings

The sadness that keeps crawling back.
And all the tears that just keep on coming
they keep me sleep deprived and my mind a little wrapped.
I can't think and i can't focus.
The thought in my head doesn't count
The mourns that should have come doesn't come
The tears that want to fall just keeps itself inside
The pain that is there doesn't wanna show.
This is how a depressed person that always smiles goes through a day
Her heart is crying for a friend to lean on.
But to scared that the person might leave her side.

the pain that i feel inside my heart keeps on haunting me.
depression is not something that can be explained so easily and many people doesn't understand it.

#depression

155 · Dec 2018

Careless

Smriti Dec 2018

Careless

The carelessness of a person can destroy a life of a person.
A life got destroyed due to someone's carelessness.
Friendship got destroyed with this carelessness.
But one who did the carelessness is the one who is hurt the most.
As they blame themselves their whole life for this thing.
They hurt themselves because, because of their carelessness, someone's friendship got destroyed.
They can't mend what's broken, and the friendship can't be fixed.
The carelessness of a person ruins the life of both party. The one that was careless and the one that suffered from this carelessness

150 · Nov 2018

Running

Smriti Nov 2018

Running

Running from all those people
running and running till you are so tired of running.
Stop they say, but our Plight that they don't understand and they just keep coming.
Depression and anxiety hitting us hard.
but we can't stop as it's not our doing.
Rolling and turning and shifting in bed.
Crying and hiding and fighting with ourselves everyday.
Don't know how to stop, just we know we gotta keep moving.

148 · May 2019

Journey

Smriti May 2019

Journey

Life was always about highs and lows.
Till we die it is always about highs and lows.
We may fight with someone we love, we may part with someone we care.
But things will work out eventually as life is a lways giving hopes for you.
You will be happy once again.
Sadness comes creaping in, then let the happiness never end.

143 · Dec 2018

Moving

Smriti Dec 2018

Moving

Wishing to go back in time to change things that I did wrong to you.
Though I never intended to hurt you knowingly. Everything I did was just unintentional.
Going back won't change the things that I did because I would have done the same thing again.
I know people don't understand the way the others think most of the times.
And there are point of views in a plot when writing a story, likewise we have point of views too
So I am not the one to judge, but sometimes I wish people could understand my view also.
I may not be wrong.
Don't judge me that much people.
Even if you judge me, I know I am better than what you think of me.
That keeps me moving.

Point of views of people changed the view of friends viewing me.

110 · Nov 2018

Remember

Smriti Nov 2018

Remember

I was never meant to be yours, nor you could be mine.
We just were two people meeting each other at a wrong time.
Though time has passed, like years and so.
Still when we unblock each other and start a conversation,
It seems as we were just meant to be.
We talk for hours without stop and then again fight for the times that we did wrong in those years.
one of us block the other person and repeat.

But now, this time when we spoke to each other, we promised that we wouldn't forgive each other for what we did, but won't forget the times that we had been together and good times that passed.

Something for my ex

#emotions

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