i don't want to turn back and
erase all the thorns we planted
I want to get to the part when
I would be ready
to plant some roses

I want to sleep
For a longer while
A bit longer than it usually is
But shorter than death

'M lil' cloud
drifting away as you see
stuck between
ground n sky
i keep my distance
free to weep
weep to give bliss
bliss to you
you who needed
to hide your tears

You are a garden
beauty lies deep
but it lies too
you seem beautiful when i see you
you are beautiful in that fragrance
but,
is this fragrance really yours,
is it the real you?
or is it something
you hide your scent in.
Beauty withers with a little touch
and so do lies.....

And I realized
even non-living things
have their shadows

The curtain in the corner

The pattern on the curtain

The texture of the pattern

It says a lot about my pains.

thoughts play hide and seek with conclusions in my mind
it's being sleepless
pillow wet with little drops falling off my eyes
it's being sleepless
a silence so that my sister doesn't wake up but screaming inside
it's being sleepless