Dear future me, what are you holding for me
What are you thinking about me
If we could only talk
And i could spare all the pain from myself

What do i want, what am i wishing for
After my biggest Dream left
I dont know what i truely want anymore
The reason left and a void remains

Dear future me, can you ever overcome
All the pain all the nightmares
Or do you remain broken?
If i could only know

Im staying here with no clue
Lost in so many thoughts
Without a will, without a reason
And im waiting for the only reason i know

Dear future me, im not going to lie
The world feels heavy to carry
I might collapse from the pressure
Am i already unabel to save?

Without her its cold every night
Without her my reason left
Without her i dont know what to belive
With her i lived and died

Im left heartbroken
Broken by her words, broken by myself
After all we went through
Im asking myselft
Were your words true?

Everytime you said you love me
Did you mean it?
Now i can´t see
It haunts me until i get sick
The words of yours

You said you would love me so much
But it was me that loved you that much
You ripped me apart
But i still love you for that
You haunt me every night, but im loving it

I want to run away from you
I was blind, i was a fool
To believe what you said
The lies that poison,ignite,break
But i wish they were true

So please let me free
Let me chase my dreams
Let me walk my way
Let me see things i throw away for you
Let me find someone who loves me
Let me be myself