I am on that vessel leaving this place.  
Play me that nice jam to ride out to the galaxy. 
I have Einstein's' apple pie
for the ride
We sure gonna have a laugh

I am on that vessel leaving this place.  
Play me that nice jam to ride out to the galaxy. 
I beat gravity again
Feel my trail
See my fire

I am on that vessel leaving this place.  
Play me that nice jam to ride out to the galaxy. 
I have broken the sad barrier
Pass all the satellites  
waved at Cassini
diced with voyager 1

I am on that vessel leaving this place.  
Burnt my Durban poison on smouldering Oumuamua
stars are high
Flickering like disco lights

I am on that vessel leaving here.  
Play me that nice jam to ride out to the galaxy. 

Travelling  to the center of my mind,  
to the exterior of the universe!

I am on that vessel leaving here.  
Riding into deep space!
who else is with me

A foreign program accessed my brain last night.
It morphed me
the whole of me
into a malleable
dreamy virtual world of  my choosing.
I am no longer me as me
I am uploaded.
my consciousness is one with the network.
I am data.
Wondering around as a program
I am no longer me as me
I am an imposter of me.

My subjective reality ended
ended the moment my consciousness
was extracted.

A foreign program accessed my brain last night.
It replicated my human hull
I am trapped in my own whatsover

I see a calculation inside of what used to be me
it reads
Consciousness is abstract
immaterial and non-transferable.
I wonder is that why we might never be able to overcome death.

Black.
Black.
How many times
black.
Black
only cause there's
white.
So
I am not
black.
I am zulu.
Keep your
black.
I am far from
blank.

If a wolf's howl were translated into a song.

**** the wolf howl is playing
seven days straight now
am i worried.

If a wolf's howl were translated into a song.
the howl,
that fire of a woman
that sets your soul ablaze,
haunts you
haunts you 'til    nothing     but ashes.

If a wolf's howl were translated into a song.
Makes me think of all my sins
sins bought and sold in this life
penny for profit  
miserable.

If a wolf's howl were translated into a song.
Cut the devil's needle
stop this record
not the right time to recite it

If a wolf's howl were translated into a song.
slit my throat
and let me howl
a primal scream

If a wolf's howl were translated into a song.
these would be the words.

I got drunk tonight
I saw no light
Uncertainty still bright

I heard a man from the inside say
ANC (African national congress)is like a forest
Forest full of dangerous snakes
all manner of beasts
ghastly beasts
no hunter should
dare
be near
it devours
all who face  
this seven headed snake
ANC is irreperable - I heard a man from the inside say
brain thirst
no
brain ******
Burn the forest
Burn it to ashes
Let in the new rains
New bush will grow
And maybe
Maybe then
The children of  this beautiful land
Will thrive for the first time
First time
After a very
Very
Long time.

I dreamt I was in a fight for my life
with a lion that turned out to be a dog
the owner spoke Zulu
but he turned out to be an english man
onlookers seemed unbothered by the attack
A second dog joined the assault
ripped my index finger off my hand
still no one intervened
I strangled the second dog to death
and spit on the first one
I was calm during the whole ordeal
as ****** as it was.
Moments later
I decided to wake up cause the fight was unpleasant
In Zulu spirituality  dogs in your dreams represent enemies
cause they came with our colonizers the Britz, the dutch,
french huguenots and the germans.
I woke up and washed in sea salt to cleanse my soul and my centuries old wounds.
I wonder if I should stayed asleep and fought on.
Tonight I would be ready for the **** dog
taking my Shaka Zulu spear to bed.

my heart is already at the door
my pants still in bed with her.
I must tell her
its only fair.