My whole  life has been the same
Same people and *******
It's always the way
My whole life has had less ups than downs
I reckon i deserve to wear a crown
I have lived an extraordinary life

Good people end up alone and depressed caused by the greed and jealousy of others

I once dreamt to be a shining star at night
To look upon a world so bright
But now I think I'd rather be
Colourful coral in the sea
That way I wont have to look upon
A ***** world that has gone wrong

When your life is falling apart
In your head
In your heart
When your life is full of pressure and pain
And your soul has been torn apart
Have words replace the hurt you feel
In poem,  speak your words
A diary of your feelings
Each and every verse
Write your words
Let them spill out
In time your soul will heal
The more you write
Day and night
The better you will feel

You are  hot  like the sun shining in the bright blue sky
The heat from your skin makes my heart melt
At the same time cold shivers run up my spine
No wonder I'm  crazy in the mind

I like to write
Late at night
Relax in bed
Good nights been said
No pills I've needed
The universe I've seeded
Planted in this mind of mine

It doesnt matter if you are unlucky in life
You are lucky to survive your unlucky times
Keep on paddling
Your heart so strong
Keep on hoping
Dont dwell on things wrong
You are special
Your one of a kind
Chosen by the universe
Be strong in your mind
Live with hope and dreams for you
You are earths soldier
Your beautiful
Its true

Everything happens for
a reason
I wish I could explain
But every new day
A new season
A new way

Everywhere are signs
Pointing to maps in our minds
But there are some signs that just cant be read
Caused by the damage done in our head

I think I'll put my reasons on every sign I see
Instead

A beautiful girl
A heart full of gold
Has evil thoughts and stories untold
She cries tears on the inside
Sadness in her soul
Deeply confused
In an unknown world

I wish I was a writer
I'd write a book or two
I'd write of the pain my heart has gone through
But I'm no  writer,  I'm no good with words
I don't know what words to write
To describe my pain to you

When all is said and done
No need to hide or run
You tried your best
The best of you
What is done
Is done

How strong can love get
Do you end up alone
Does love really exist
Or just found in a poem

It felt like I was having a heart attack
My chest felt  tight , I panicked  in fright
My bones they crack, I have a numb back
Its life
It's a fact
Years go fast
Yet I dont remember my past
My memory I'm losing
My mind is topsy turvy
I cant remember my childhood
My body is no longer curvy
Its life
It's a fact
My bad behavior , some years ago
If only I knew then, what I know now
Theres nothing I can do ,
I cant fix it
Its life
It's a fact
No time for a future  
So on paper I'll write
A future of me
Shining bright
On paper I'll write
Everything is going g to be right
Its life
Its a fact

Why

Life in general is a crime
It is what it is all the time
Sometimes times are good
Sometimes are bad
All depends on the life we had

When my dreams are stepped on
There will be days like this
Heart broken by the illusion of impossible

Write the moment or loose it forever

If I dont know now
Will I ever ?

Beauty is the innocence found in the purity of honest words

The spectrum of illusion dont need to be so confusing
Find your comfort in your colours
You are a rainbow on this earth

Renew yourself at every stage of your life
Soon you will discover awesome powers
You never knew you had

If love feels stronger than the last love you had
Then how strong can love get and where does it end

The power I have in my mind
I know what you said at the time
The look on your face
I can read
I know what it is that you need
I feel what your feeling
I feel it too
I feel you happy
I feel you blue
I know when your lying
I know when your true
So you cant fool me
I got one over you

Lifeless puppet
Broken strings
Collecting dust and other things
Lifeless puppet
Your useless there
I'll fix,   I'll repair
Oh poor puppet
What have I done
I've tied your strings
Without care
With none

I dream for you to come one day
A man who'll love me the same way
A love that's pure
And truth I know
Together forever
We will grow
Sail thru galaxies
Discover unknowns
Together forever
Buried our bones

My mind is buried in a place unknown
Im not sure of where to go
My heart is broken shattered and torn
For as long as I remember
My lifes been scorned

My soul is lifeless
Hanging by its throne
I dream of one day
I'll be happy at home

What a life to take
What a bond to break
Dont have me miss you
This way

Stay strong in your mind
Your heart will follow
Stay strong in your heart
Your soul will mellow

I told you my sins
You sharpened your knife
You took a slice of my life

It's sad that it takes a funeral to reunite
But happy to have reunited

It's hard to speak with someone for whom you really care
Theres so much to say but the words are just not there
Words like I need you, I love you
They are really hard to say
So if I dont tell you I care
Dont be discouraged
Cos the thought is always there

Lifeless puppet
Broken strings
Collecting dust
And other things

After my head is laid to rest
Forever my soul
Will try it's best
My heart will stop beating
No life I'd be cheating
I hope
I passed the test

I am but a celestial being in this universe

The river is dry
The moons eyes are blind
Welcome to the wanders of my mind

Nothing on this earth can make my life worth
Than the sunshine of a beautiful smile