I am worth a million I don’t deserve to be wailing I now understand, I can’t keep this broken heart from breathing I am capable of recovery Thank you for the tears, they taught me all i need to know about your kind.
I’m sober yet I want to die I am numb depression hurts internally I miss you but I hate you but I love you more than the lungs I need to breath but I know you can’t just love me yet I know I could still spend eternity loving you I’m gaining in friends but I’m losing myself it was you but 2 of us and it was all I ever needed I hate my mind and my heart they fight a lot
I’m screaming into my pillowcase tears rushing mascara rubbing imitating eyes onto the wet pillowcase I can only think of what was How to continue With a heart so broken
I know you don’t miss me much But I’m missing you like crazy I’m trying to not feel numb But that’s the only way I feel I can’t sleep at night , my thoughts My heart hurts it misses you at night And in the mornings And all of the times in between that makes you my day
I’m gonna miss our endless laughter the most my heart aches for answers upon why Is this permanent or just temporary Maybe in the future we will meet again
how do you fall out of love is the big question. do you ever fall out of love or do you just forget. do you know what real love is ? do you know what true love is ? do you know what fake love is ? do you know what hate love is ? someone help me