The needs of the Many ....
Outweigh the Needs of the One ....

Your beautiful Smile.
Your Grey Silky Hair.
Your Loving Body.
Your Old Stories.

I am in love with you.

After a long long time
I have finally given up.
Accepted my Faith.  
Maybe this was Destined.

Always was the first to initiate.
Always gave in to your Demands
Sacrificed many relations
Safrificed my passions

I guess it was not enough
Now lost and disheartened
Want to just end this but cant
Every Day Passes by
But the Evenings are Torturous.
And Nights even worse.  

I just pray all this ends soon.

Dekhna chahata hu  woh haseen natnai kau.  
Jau kabhie kabhie aap bewaqt
Phulatai hau.  

Na jaana kab deddar hauga woh daerai ki.  Woh Nazuuk sai haashiye ki.

Ki jald sai jald sai jald hum un be ahang  natnai mai  khaid hau jayai.

Aur mat tadpau mujhe aab.
Aab tau aap sar utuaa hi dau aur hammai woh haseen manzar kai dedaar kara hi dau.

So Lonely
So Sad
All of them I knew
Left without a clue.
Just wanted to talk a bit
Like a candle wanna be lit.
So Lonely
So Sad
Wish Some one could just Chat.

You dont Die
Just Once........

There are days when you are tired.
Strong Feelings rise up as desired.
As the dark and lonely night prolongs Fantasies  became hard and long.  

After her smiles and talks were done.
She just wanted was a little fun.
With the ever heavy loaded gun.  
And our Gyrations  began one by one.

At times Lost in her Deep Sleepy Eyes.  
Hearing  her unsatisfying Cries.  
Nostrils then  flared up to the Max.
Solo Act then reached the ******.