My heart only has one direction and it's straight to you...

When I was in high school and going to a all Hispanic and Black school I kinda stood out...
Although there was the girl who I believed to be one of the prettiest girls in school...
She spoke to me and kinda took me under her wing.. I was so appreciate of her my new friend...
Time goes by we keep in touch...
Day to day life keeps us all busy but NEVER to busy not to call and check up on each other.  
26 years later I still couldn't ask for a better person to call my best friend... I'm so thankful for my best friend...
Always...

Austin city limits....
We talked about it...
We talked more about it...
We decided....
We bought...
We drove...
We drank...
We ******* rocked our ***** off ....
METALLIC RULES!!!!

The monster within me cries out for help..
The monster within me needs help..
The monster within me thinks of only me...
The monster within me says who cares who gets hurt in the long run...
    But I care.
The monster within me says take him for all he's got....
    But that's not me.
The monster within me says he really doesn't love you....
   But I love him.
The monster within me says true love is only for believers...
    But I believe....
The monster within me... oh that monster what am I to do???

You said I was wrong to think the way I do ..
I'm waiting on you..
You said I was the one .
I'm still waiting on you...
You said I was a love of a life time.  
I'm still waiting on you...
You said for me to wait for you ...
I'm still waiting ...
Born to be your baby...
Still waiting.. .
When I look into your eyes I can see forever ..
Still waiting....
Crazy for you ... But you left ..
Still waiting....
We will caught that mystery train. .
Still waiting .....
Is this love I'm feeling..
Still waiting ..
You give love a bad name...
Although I'm still waiting...
The words of love songs  can really make a girl fall deeper in love but just like the love songs the love and lyrics fade also.  
They will have you waiting for your true love  to say I got you babe....

Today, started with a blessing...
Today, you messaged..
Today,  my heart pounded intensely..
Today, you made me super happy..
Today, you made me smile..
Today, the memory of you breaking me flooded my mind.
Today, you broke me all over again..
I hate today..
Praying for a better tomorrow ...

Why not me?