Why not me?

Depression makes me quite
Depression makes me scared to say what's on my mind
Depression makes me wanna die
Depression has absorbed all of me ..
Depression please pass soon I wanna live....

One day I will LOVE again...
Hopefully this time the Lord won't take you from me... Again

Why must we grow up?
The caress from our mommies are what we all want...
Why must we go to school?
To learn and be the best we can be ..
Why must we be attracted to the opposite ***? Or the same ***?
We are human
Why must we fall in love?
To learn the real feeling of HURT ..
why must you hurt me?
Because I can...

They work together on a daily.....
They caught one another checking each other out...
Flirtatious eye contact between the two of them....
She's at her desk he comes up behind her rubbing her shoulders down her back...
Sweet soft kisses along her neck....
Careful no one sees..
he slowly moves his arms  down her shoulders around to her breast massaging her...
moaning craving wanting her....
As she stands to grab hold of him kissing him intensely he nibbles on her lip...
He turns her around Bend her over grabs her hair and starts with bumping and grinding to the sounds of love in the air or is it lust...
Passion between the two of them uncontrollable...
Oh **** someone walked in the eye contact says it all "TO BE CONTINUE"

Timing is everything...
I once fell into a sweet deep love...
I thought nothing would ever come between me and my love...
Until you came along flunting your stuff in front of my love...
My love said the timing to our sweet deep love was all wrong... I'm not ready...
If at another time in my life you came to me the timing might be right...
How am I to hold on to this timing game..
Impossible timing...