Once a pig is what she called me ..
I was over weight oh just a little but pig is what she said...
Pig pig pig pig pig ....
Brought my self esteem way down... All I could think was no one would want me I'm a pig....
Until one day my beautiful friend said if you wanna loose weight you can because your beautiful inside and out ..
The bully telling you other words can't change who they are because they are ugly from inside out .. be who you are your beautiful no longer the pig she called you...

one day i will grow up..
one day i will show love...
one day you will arrive...
one day you will leave...
one day i will be all alone...
one day i will see you again...
life is short please enjoy the time you have with your loved one before you know it one day you will see it...

Today was the day I am going into the deep blue sea... Paddle boats ready, safety jackets on board ..
Today is the day once I get to the deep blue sea I will release my paddle boat, throw the safety jackets aside and just float into the deep blue sea alone where I was meant to be.... Alone in my own deep blue sea

Awaken by the blissfull sound of baby talk..
Googoo gaagaa...
A little laughter ..God has granted me the sound of a beautiful baby...

What's the matter with my baby..
With the big brown eyes..
What's there matter with my baby..
The one that cries...