We were both burning in love,
wanting to feel each other’s wave,
the flow of energy equating with our souls,
strong urges intensifying, exploding rockets,
glistening horizons, sloppy tongues intertwined,
ecstasy eyes meeting over pulsating physics,
intoxicating mathematics, our kinetic kingdoms
wanting to dive into the unknown, swim
across the shores of longing lust, meet
at the waterfall wells where supreme romance
awaits us, ready to take us inside its voyage
of vivid attractions.

I never thought I’d see the day
that I’d be burying my firstborn
son on this Saturday afternoon,
standing by the gravesite staring
at the closed casket, my heart
breaking, my hands shaking,
my eyes filled with overwhelming
years, suffocating in their sockets,
my spirit sunken, screaming fears,
the sun making it so hot that I could
barely stand the scorching heat.
I was trying so hard to be strong,
to think good thoughts and trust
that God had a plan.  But the truth
was that I was going crazy, drifting
in outer spaces beyond aching mazes,
disintegrating, my skin sweating,
my heartbeat rapidly rising, unable
to breathe from this grieving scene,
wishing it were all a terrifying dream,
that I could just wake up in the middle
of the night, walk towards my sons’ room,
slowly open the door and see him
sleeping so peacefully in his cozy
Spiderman bedsheets, his small fingers
clung to his favorite ochre-tanned teddy
bear, his adorable head glued to the pillow,
my 4-year old trooper, my little man
that kept me going when I felt like stopping.
He was the reason that I worked
so hard day and night at my job,
putting in major overtime, trying
to be the best father I could be
in his life, trying to build a family
the way my late beautiful wife
would’ve wanted. But I didn’t
know if I could be strong
through in this moment,
watching the shadowed casket
go underground, everything in me
growing numb, unsung, hung
in the bland blue skies. I should’ve
never went to the mall that disastrous
day, not knowing that a fight
would break out and you would be
caught in the middle of it, golden grey,
tasteless, blazed bullets flying everywhere
as one pierced through the inner walls
of your heart, causing you to fall
on the crimson covered floor.  And I ran
towards you, hoping that I could bring
you back to life, but your body was falling
beneath the horizon, your large, adventurous
eyes closing, and I screamed out loud.
“I’m so sorry son. I’m so sorry.
What was I thinking? Why did we have
to come to this place? Why? Why? Why?
And as everyone walked away
from the grave, some shaking
my hands, others reaching out to hug
me, assuring me that the pain
would fade away in time,
I felt like I was declining like a
sinking stranded in the lifeless seas,
no one to come to my rescue.

My heart is calling out to you in the starry night,
flashing brightly, shooting sparks of desire,
longing to be a part of you,
to feel my existence blossom and escape
into the cosmic galaxies of ecstasy,
the scent of your melanin skin
singing to me as the seas and trees
blow a kiss at each other.
I am burning hot for you,
ready to rise like a wildfire
in your dark eyes,
breathe in your chambers of **** love,
feeling all of you inside of me.

Can I bask in your gorgeousness?
Savor the taste of your almond brown flesh,
drown inside your creamy chemistry,
your mouthwatering magnificence,
yearning to embrace the wave of your dazzling soul,
your captivating angles and curves,
the shimmering stars in your dark eyes,
the moonlight hovering above your ripe thighs.

I want to feel our fingers interlock,
our harmonies rising with the wind,
our strong and smooth bodies streaming
in passion, filled with penetrating poetry,
our toes creating beautiful sounds
in the summertime as we become rooted
in our own desires, inhaling all creations of time.

I don’t wanna talk anymore.
I’m ready to open your door
and feel something more.
Let me start your ignition
and remix your flex.

Let me add rhythm to your engine.
Let me increase your intelligence.
Can I upgrade your swagger?
Can I make you over into a star?
Can I take you out tonight
and show you a great time?

You are too smooth to be true.
I’ve never seen a dude like you before.
Boy, you got me going wild over you,
wanting to see you more and more,
ready to take this thing to the next course.

You can be my boo thang,
my main squeeze, my zaddy.
Please me with your wild energy.
Hold me like you will never leave me.
Baby, please make love to me over and over.

Boy, put me on to something new.
Show me all the things that I’ve been missing.
I just want to take a risk in love
and find out what you are all about.
I just need to feel you so much more.

Can I fly high with you?
Can I ride with you?
Can I vibe with you?
I just need to wake up
every day and see you
lying beside me.

Can we groove together?
Can we cruise through the seas of love
and never come to a cease?
Can I spend my life intertwined in your vibe?
I can’t hide the way I feel about you.

You make me believe that I can do anything.
I’m not the same anymore.
You have put your charm on me,
and it feels so unbelievably magnificent.
You have stung me with your dreamy song,
and I long to feel even more.

I’m so sad that I don’t
know what to do.
I don’t even know
what's true anymore.
I keep trying to open the door
to your home, but you won’t even respond to me.

Why you gotta be that way?
Can we just come together?
and try to make it better?
Can we just love and trust each other?
Because it’s so tough knowing that
I’m not enough without you.

All I do is write my life out,
strung out on your desirability.
It’s killing me and stealing my joy,
I keep reminiscing about you more and more.
I keep hoping that you will change your mind
and find my love to be everything you need.

Tonight, I was captivated by the moonlight,
lost in its golden light and sheer brilliance,
its lurid kingdom radiating passionate dreams
in my midst, the kind that made you feel alive
inside, the kind that made you burst into blossoming
songs, divine rhymes, rich beats brimming
in my system, gathering momentum as they
reached higher frequencies.  The golden glow
of the moon had stolen my soul, captured
the artful creations and poetic imagination
of my nation, inhaling my supreme space
stations, breathtaking sensations, exquisite
diction, flawless fiction, and nonfiction,
bright vowels evolving, revolving upon
my dynasty.  The moon was inside of me,
all wonderfully made, mesmerizing, inviting,
stroking the ocean of my emotions, taking
me into its endless dreamland.

His caramel heavens lingered inside my sea,
sleek consonants all smooth and fresh, tight
vowels gliding on high mountains, oxygen-based
landscapes rising in glory, his huge shoulders
an immense city glowing inside my heart,
his tattooed arms a majestic stream reaching
the serenity within my dynasty.  I was lost
in his melody, the sheer rhythms of his tower,
divine discoveries, linear equations circling
his chiseled chests, appetizing *******
growing bright within my flight.  His ripped
hands pulling me by the waist into his intoxicating
world as he swirled my body in the wind,
kissing my sweet lips with an exhilarating
sensation.  Lyrical basslines soared through his
abs, blossoming bones riding the waves of cool
blues and jazzy drumbeats, upbeat grooves flowing
through my flesh like sound waves, my brown eyes
hypnotized by his glorious build, the ebullient
architecture brightening in seamless synchronicity
around the pages of his throat.  His stunning soul station
levitating gracefully in my limelight, the galaxies
widening in his Saturn eyes, each crystal hue an alleyway
of escape, each design reminding me of magnificent
museums.  His skin so warm, the smell of invigorating
Versace drawing me into his dazzling geometry,
smooth trigonometry, a dreamland of chemistry
and physics, gangster vibes rocking me sideways
into his amazing aurora.  And I was floating inside his
luxuriant rivers of blossoming romance, swelling
equations on the edge, glossy bridges becoming
pleasurable moments, wondrous windows opening
to exciting avenues beyond infinite borders,
his strong **** pressed up against mine, nuzzling
my universe, rubbing me in slow motion as I fell
into his robust realm.  His perfect velocity and vibrancy
traveling through my poetic fields, illuminating
my legs, turning my thoughts into extreme erotica,
my whole existence seeping within his ******
attraction.  I was rapt by the sensual mazes of his
creation, his luminous lands and rainbows encompassing
my spinning planet, his tantalizing addiction
elevating me off the ground into incredible highs
as I embraced his spine, losing myself within his
spectacular ecstasy.