Years from now when we look back on
the past, we will remember the struggles
that we faced, the various obstacles that tried
to come between the love that we had.  
the late-night gambling at the casino that almost
cost us our home.  The drinking addiction that had
you passed out on the floor, liquor stained shirts
and pants covering your body.  And as I stood by the
screen door staring at your dizzy depiction, Half blazed
eyes crimson red and crashing, crippled veins traveling
in broken bridges, my heart was falling apart.  
I thought the love between us was coming to an end.  
And as I dragged your motionless body to the bed,
I could feel every part of me breaking on the inside.
I closed the curtains beside the glass window and
watched as you tossed and turned throughout the night.
I didn’t know what was to come or how we would
make it through another day.  But I kept the faith and
prayed that sweet old prayer to the almighty God.
I knew in my heart that he was the only one that could
turn your life around.  Now, as I stand here beside
you in the rocking chair gazing at the beautiful sky,
the shimmering sun shining in excellence, dazzling,
white clouds flowing above, I thank God for what
he has done for me.

It’s Christmas Eve and I can hear
the heavy snow falling outside
on my rooftop.  I sit beside
my love on the sofa and listen
to Christmas music, holiday
happiness filling our spirits
on this beautiful night.  As
we breathe in Carla Thomas’s
song, Gee **** its Christmas,
soft vibrant sounds melting
our hearts on this magical
enchantment, our eyes rise
to every uplifting moment.
And as I gaze at your perfection,
brown-skinned attraction
gracefully glowing in the
perfect light, my heart falls
deeper in love with you.
I never want these moments
to end.  The sweet conversations
over a glass of eggnog and
champagne.  The giggles
that come every now and
then throughout the night.
The romantic kisses that
unites us as a glorious nation.

As I drove my son to school
this morning, I could feel all
the heavy anxiety racing at me
all at once.  The splitting syllables
twirled inside my soul into mixed
creations, crammed verbs hovering
in hollow surfaces, curling inside the
crevices of broken walls and rooftops,
swelling into hidden labyrinths and
imprisoned gutters.  My heart was
jumbled, tangled in irreversible
dimensions, stained behind bars,
scarred, seeping into uncontrollable
breezes.  I stared at the excitement in
his big blue eyes, how the shining stars
gleamed in his sight, all brightly beaming
and heavenly serene, the way he gazed
outside at the glorious trees, earthly leaves
swaying to their own upbeat anthem.  
The deep chanting sun sparkled in the
background, while fluffy clouds smiled
in delight.  I could see the exhilaration
in his divine cheeks, seamless rhythms,
an essence of smooth poetry rising in high
notes.  Every part of me wanted to bring back
the days when he was my little trooper
walking beside me, his scrawny hands
in harmony with mine, his soft smile a
beautiful flower blossoming inside
my veins.  As he opened his mouth,
You are the best mommy in the world.
I love you.  And I'd sink into those
adorable eyes and grin, I love you too.
Now, I can see how fast the days are
passing by, how my little boy is not
so little anymore, how when we pull
up to the elementary school and he steps
out onto the pavement, tears begin to flow
down from my eyelids, the way he strolls
up towards the double doors and turns
around facing me, his thin hands waving
ecstatically in the air, while I simply smile
and shout, Have a great day my darling boy.

These are the moments that my heart longs for,
sweet tender kisses beside the cozy fireplace,
dancing bright eyes flashing all around the
flamboyant space,
harmonic hypnotized minds sinking into the
upbeat groove of Isley Brothers song,
I’ll Always Come Back To You,
smooth toned sounds curling inside our chests,
as you rest your gentle head upon my thighs.
And as I run my fingers through your dreads,
sensuous sparks bursting in the beautiful air,
I can feel the ignition to your engine rising
so softly in the serene air.
And as I watch you drift asleep into the night,
slow breaths rising and falling endlessly,
I can hear the rhythm of your heartbeat humming
so peacefully,
a starlit world elevating towards transcendence.

The taste of your lips sparks an illumination of flames
inside my creation,
warm sensual urges flow over my soul towards higher
galaxies,
upbeat strokes soaked in equations of ecstasy,
passionate kisses gliding uncontrollably in high flights,
deeper extremes beyond desire,
as your fingers squeeze my ******* in slow motion,
burning depths, fantasies upon the body,
a pleasing rapture of vibrant eruptions.
Nasty hungering thoughts consume my mind
as I breathe in your thrilling nation.
Paradise beats rain upon my flesh,
stuttered sounds, intense nouns, sharp spine-tingling
booms strumming inside my continent,
while I stroke your still dangling ****,
bulging veins stretched in strengthened surfaces.
The touch of your hard-splitting shaft electrifies my world
beyond the bone, whirling climaxes over raw lip glossed
stains,
soft whispering notes of secret seductions dancing upon my spine,
as I bathe in your brilliant masterpiece and feel its magnificent poetry seep inside my fortress.

My body was slowly rising in exhilarating delight,
wonderful warm sensations touching me all over,
ecstasy eyes excited in everlasting extremes,
moist lips biting the soft fluffy pillow,
as I embraced the hard drumming beat of your
magnificent shaft pounding inside of me.
The joys were so pleasurable, so rhythmic,
a nectar of boundless oceans flowing in seamless
motion.
Your chiseled chests were so close to me,
a tender affection devouring me on this summer night.
Your smooth sensual diction, Take all of this, echoed
across the room,
a vibrant space of enticing dreams awakening various
palaces and above.
And as breathed in and out,
the heavy and growing thrusts filling me up,
caressing my inner world,
my soul was in your reach.
The ******* scene was so breathtakingly romantic.
Your soft hands gripped my cheeks into submission,
smacking and ***** talking, blazing a blunt,
while you beat it up in this spectacular place of secret desires.

His soul was crying out to me in the midnight rain,
heavy and sweating diction dancing in beating rhythms,
cool grey eyes longing and wanting,
whispering so perfectly in the brilliant breeze,
intoxicating breaths rising at the moment,
smooth wet skin beneath deep waves of love,
steamy escapes within body and soul,
synchronized sounds venturing into intensifying temperatures,
crystal clear continents beyond immense thoughts,
seamless spirits flowing over the moon into distant galaxies,
as his body sunk inside my ship, surrendering itself to a
world of glorious dreams.