Strange to find joy and sadness at the same time I see the kids smile bringing joy but sadness as I miss that part of me watching my kids grow up time will pass kids will grow I must let it go and enjoy

I miss her small hands in mine the trust the love I see in her eyes the love that flows from her to me her dad I miss my little girl her smaller hands trusting me fully now all grown up I miss that little girl

I feel such joy to look in your eyes such power to hold your love in my heart to hold you near to hold you my love is so dear. then i wake to find my love was just a dream gone forever i live another day looking for my love the pain the loneliness is too much to bear

why do I feel a tear roll down my cheek why
why do I feel the sadness grow inside me
why do I feel so alone
I need  you but yet I am alone
I have a tear in my heart  my soal I have tears in my heart, my soul
I have tears waiting for you my love I wait I feel so alone i have a tear for you my love

alone I find my soul alone I find my life
I look but can not find you so here I am alone
look for me. find me I am alone waiting for you
just look up and say hello i am here for you

why is finding love so hard
why do I find myself alone
I am looking for wht  I can  not  find
the one who can fill my soal I scream your name
I need your touch yet I am alone the pain is to much to bear alone

I look for someone to hold I look for someone to love
Where are you?
I look for my love
I look for my life
I look for myself to find my love where are you?
I found my loneliness
I found my sadness but look for you.
where are you?