I was lost in pain
pain from the heart
pain from the soul
pain in the body
but your voice
I can hear your smile over the phone it brings a smile to my soul
to my heart to finally find a friend who sees me for who i am

I cry inside looking for you my love knowing I will never find you, I cry inside. I cry inside with no one to share my love with no one to hold me close. I cry inside thinking of you my love missing you every day knowing I will never see you again, so I cry inside,  so no one can see my pain I cry inside

No you cannot see me.
I smile I lough I am happy in your eyes
I hide who I am with a joke a smile, you will never see me for who I am. I will be kind  I will make you happy, but never show you who I am. you can not see me for who I am. Who am I ?
I am alone and sad inside looking for someone to find who I am

My first love is lost.  I can never love again
Lost is the love I once had gone forever.  I can never find you again
The emptiness in inside filled with pain. The loneliness
I fill with wine, each glass becoming a bottle, each bottle becoming a gallon all to no end. All for a lost love never to be found again

I lay here in pain I scream in my head I wait for it to pass but only know death will make it end my pain so deep I scream no one hears I scream I scream the pain has no fear I wish it would end my pain