How?
How do I feel so calm?
It's like all the monsters inside of my head just went away.
Maybe it's the music?
Maybe it's the magic of mother nature
I cant really tell right now.
I just haven't been here in a while.
It's been about a year now.
And this place has gotten more and more beautiful.
More and more majestic.
It's pretty shocking.
How there are just some places where you can relax and finally feel okay.
I haven't felt okay in a while actually.
I havent been sleeping right.
I havent been happy.
I havent gone one day without mutilating my skin.
This is just a breath of fresh air.
It's like I've just got over everything.
All at once.
At an instant.
I cant believe it
I'm finally okay.
My only question is now
How long will this last?
How long till I just drop again.
Going back to the bottom of the deep ocean people call depression
But let me just be thankful for being okay at this moment.
Let me just enjoy nature.
Let me enjoy this.
Please