I told myslef that this was done.
I thought my mind had finally won.
But after all this time I see,
There really is no beating me.
My mind and my soul,
Have but only one goal.
And that is to find peace with what I’ve lost.

One job was all it took,
I never took a second look.
Within seconds before my eyes,
My heart was struck, and I realized,
That beyond the jobs, and the red robes, she suffered, screaming for me to come home.
She’d warned me once or twice before,
But my anger sent me slamming doors.
So I look back with a smile on my face, knowing in this cruel world I hold no place.
Because in this hell you call home,
I sit laughing all alone...

Broken wife, empty life.
I tried to fix her with a smile,
She forgot me for awhile.
All I wanted was to see her
glow,
Trying with her had never left me so low.
So I forgot her, and left her to die.
She yelled, and screamed, and asked me
“why?”
I just laughed and let her fall.
I wont be receiving anymore of her calls.
So I’ve set my old life aside,
Because now I see the funny side.

I laugh and cry,

And wonder why.

Why you would hurt me like you did,

Was it because I was just a kid?

You left me bleeding on the floor,

My heart was hurting to it’s core.

I screamed as my blood began to boil.

The last thing I remember was the scent of oil