Too many thoughts entangle me
Unable to see
Pressed the Ctrl + Alt +Del Key.

Tired as I wanted to be Tired.  
Angry as I wanted to be Angry
Sad as I wanted to be Sad
Now having doing all that
Happy as I now want to be Happy.

A Big Apple fell on Me.
Red and Juicy
Sliced it carefully
Tasted so Yummy.

Either

you see Order
Or Ignore it

and see chaos.

The Sun
Bright and Hot.
Radiating Infinite Energy.
Facilitates Life.
Alone.

Somethings cannot be changed.
Unanswered Questions remain.
No matter how much one attempts.
Keep on failing time and again.
A few friends was all I asked.
With whom could pour my heart.
A few came and went back.
Leaving my heart with a crack.
In the end I have finally accepted.
No matter  how much one attempts.
Keep on Failing time and again.

Lit  yet Dark.
Depth still Shallow.
Firm yet Flexible.
Empty yet Full.

Silence Prevailed.
Until you entered.
The Water falls made
Such wonderful noise.
The Moon then rose.
The Clouds wandered.
Lightening Strikes.
Rained Heavily
And then once again
Silence Prevailed.

The Drums at the Back Stage
With only one Drum Stick.  

The Delicate Keys of the Piano
Patiently waiting to be Played.  

The Lonely Violin  at one corner.
As the Bow is lost somewhere.  

The Guitar is at the other corner
Watching the Old Trumpet far away.

The Lazy Fiddle trying hard to sleep
The  Celtic Harp is just about to weep.

Enter that Handsome Composer
That Beautiful Symphony Begins.

Stand in the Line.
Select
Happy or Sad
Then again Stand in the Line.
Wait.

You dont Die
Just Once........

The quest continues for the one
who loves what I love .....
what she loves I love....
No Boundaries whatsoever .....
Love her profoundly forever .....

Those stormy eyes ,
Full of beautiful lies.

That picture  perfect pose
Just like a beautiful rose.

On one side those open hair
While those nostrils flare.

Flaunting that hypnotic smile  of yours
Behind that veil which covers it all.

When something small begins to stray,  
From where it’s meant to hide away,  
It interrupts the face’s grace,  
And leaves a mark out of its place.

A gentle touch, a careful glide,  
Will guide it back to where it hides,  
Restoring calm, the look refined,  
A simple act, so well-aligned.

I was walking ....
Fell in Love.  
It Hurts.

Some see the Stars.
Some see the Moon.
Some see the Sun.
Some see others.
And Some See themselves.

Walking on the Foot Path....
A Speeding Ambulance.
Crashes into me like never before.
Leaves me dead to the core.
Waiting for another Ambulance.

If I want  to be lost ….
I may as well look in your Eyes….
Search what you are Longing…

If I want to be happy.  
I may as well look at you Smile….
Experience the Joy Together.

If I want to be contended.  
I may as well be just beside you.
And Feel the Aura that radiates from you.

If I want to be excited.
I may as well just listen to you
Visualise your thoughts and be with you.

Hum Sab Bhi Tau Khatil hi hai.

Koi Kissi Ki Khushi Ka Khatal Karta Hai.
Tau Koi Apni.  

Hum Sab Bhi Tau Khatil Hi Hai …

So much of Water
Too Little Buckets
Spillage is But Natural
Alas it falls on the Tables
Dried to come back
Cycle Continues
Millions of Years
Ensuring that every droplet
Enters the Bucket….

Unite
  Divide
      Ignite

All My Life.
Just Pray for
A Sweet and Peaceful Death.

To be loved by them.  
Hate what they Hate.

Cold Water and Ice Cubes.
Touched the Ice Cubes immersed.
Could not feel the Difference.
Took one of the Ice Cubes away.
After a while could feel the same.

Is it the sadness which attracts me.
Or is it the  deafening silence.

Is it the perpetual soft words which mesmerises me.
Or that rare smile you give occasionally.

Is the the blinking of those beautiful eyes which hypnotises me.  
Or maybe its that loud sweet aroma of yours which tranquillises me.

If you want Birds
In your Garden
Then deal with their **** too.

After decades I had found you
Saw a true friend in you.
Adored you
Admired you.
Trusted you.
Thought about you.
Days and Months passed.  
Years have  passed.
Did not understand the Reality
Was blinded completely.  
Finally Understood.
That it has ended.  

All I ask now.  
Why me ?
Already Broken.
Now completely Broken .....

As you looked upto see
the heavens as a whole.

I see  the lovely passages
leading towards your soul.

Its Asymmetry  is so beautiful.
The darkness inside so mystical.  

As the heavy winds blows.
Flaring the Entrance as it glows.

Such a effect it has on me now.
Just want to enter it somehow.

Destiny's playful twist,
Time's labyrinth unfolds,
Optimism in every thread.

As the Old Man needs Support of the Stick.  
The Stick also needs Support of the Old Man.

Raastai Bantai Nahi.
Ban Jaatai Hai.  

Rishtai Bantai Nahi.
Ban Jaatai Hai.

Travelled across the world
Languages differ
Barriers overcome by a smile.

Hum nai khuch kahaaa
Tum nai khuch sunaa
Tum nai phir khuch Kahaa
Hum nai khuch nahi Sunnaa.  
Bas Alfaas sau ko hi dekhte hi reh gayai.

I said something
You heard something.
Then you said something
I did not hear anything as
I was engrossed in seeing what you were saying.

Do not let the Sun Rise
Trust me and no one otherwise.
Let there be darkness.
So that I cant see your True Face.

Billions Born.
Millions Die.
Thousands Smile.
Life Goes On and On.

For Someone
whom I can be
The Real Me.
The Search Continues ....

Delayed Response
Always Busy
Low Priority
No Trust.
Move On..

I feel as If

I am a Candle not Lit.
I am a Car not Driven.
I am a Machine not Switched On.
I am a Building without Dwellers.
I am a  Party without Guest.
I am a Game without Spectators.
I am a Conference without Delegates.
And
A Soul with a Body but without a Cause.

When you wanna hear them
They talk Everyday.
When you wanna tell them
They Simply Walk Away

My Special Friend.
Opened my Heart and Soul.
Trusted you and will always Trust You.
Conversations have dwindled.  
Messages hardly being replied.
Confused I am now
Am I the special friend
Or now just a mere acquaintance.  
Tired now of this one sided Relationship.
Time for me to let go
As I cant take this anymore.

Bodies Dance
Minds Write
Souls Pray.

Pleasure follows Pain
Nothing to Gain
Now Going Completely Insane.

End of the Body….
At least you need
Four to carry.

The Blackboard on the Wall.
In the middle of the Hall.
Words written by the White Chalk.
Then I go for my Small Walk.
Come back and Erase All.
The Chalk is White  and the Board is Black.

Every Moment ……
Endless Turmoil ……
Complete Broken ….
Some are won ….
Some are lost ….
Emotions Absent…..
Patience Infinite …..
Rewards Awaited…
Cycle Continues….

Jab Woh Aaati Hai
Tau Yeh Na Kahai Ki
Woh Kyu Aayai Hai.

Jab Woh Aaati Hai
Tau Yeh Dua Karau Ki
Bardaast Karni Ki Himmat Dai.


{ Whenever Hardships Come
Dont Question Why it has Come ?  

When Hardships Come.
Pray that you get the Courage to Face it. }}

Bas itna hi faraaq hai
Pehli **** kau zakhmi kartai
Aab Zehen Kau.

Millions of things could go wrong.
But it did not happen today.
We survived yet another day…..

The Best Part about it ...
No one ....
Wins.

Traffic less Roads
Thoughts Over Speed.
Awesome Weather
Beautiful Music
No Destination