Sitting Ducky
Waiting to be shot
By Destiny

This Garden needs to be watered
    Every Single Day.

Trust Overflows
Insecurity Breach
Desires Unlimited
Lust Infinite
Bares it All

Just as the Sea
Hits the Rocks
To make it Pure
Your Aura hits me too.

Strong Winds
  Heavy Rains
All the Trees Sway
  Except One.
Tired of Being Strong
Wants to Break.

Those Wide Big Eyes
Tell anything but Lies.
The Perfect Blend.
Sadness and Happiness.
Delicate Face Flared
Sorrows you never Shared.
The Whiteness of your Soul
Shines  Bright and Whole.

Keep the Arrows coming
Here and There Everywhere.
My Body will be my Shield.

Total Darkness
Thunder Storms
Thirsty Face
Total Madness
Turn On Infinite
Temporary Silence
Torn Apart
Peace at Last

To converse ...
I Wrote.  
Now I am Broke

Ya Khuda.  Yeh Kaisee Hai Yeh Mauziza.
Barsaat kai woh Paak Khatrai
Yeh Pyaasi Zaameen Par Girtai.
Khuch Talau Mai
Khuch Dariya Mai
Khuch Nadi Mai
Aur Khuch Gutter Mai.
Paani Ki Paakeezaa Mai
Yeah Kaisai Tabdelee Aaati Hai.  
Khuch Paak Rehtai Hai
Aur Khuch Na Paak Hau Jaati Hai.

Its like eating  
  when you are not Hungry.  

Its like sleeping
   when you are not Sleepy.  

Its like working
   when you are so so Lazy.  

Its like loving
   when you are not in Love.

Walking Infinitely
Tired and Exhausted
Came near the River
Beautifully She Flows
Gently Bent Down
Quench his Thirst.
Infinite Happiness and Peace
Roared Loudly
The Journey Continues

And Yet Again
That Time of the Year
When 18 Years back
Came my Bundle of Joy
Time surely Flies By
He was just a Baby
Now as Tall as Me.
He leaves his Nest
All I can now Say
All the Best.

Cant live without her.
Shes mine.
Waiting for the Sign.

Shes in my Mind.
Shes in my Soul
Complete and Whole.

Cant live without her.  
Shes mine.
Waiting for the Sign.

Her Silence is killing me.
Afraid to even ask
For I may loose her for ever.

Cant live  without her.
Shes mine.  
Waiting for the Sign.

For the many Roads
   Trees are Cut.  
At Times Something Else too.

You are so lovely as the Moon.
I am so Bright as the Sun.
Waiting now for the Eclipse.

Hungry Eyes.
Thirsty Lips.
Empty Soul.
I need you now
more than Ever.

Many Roads
And Many More
    Walking on it.
Some Straight
   Some Not So
Some Short
  And Some Long.
Some Low
  And Some  High.
Some with many.
  Some with few.  
Some Gain with Pain.
  Some go Insane.
Destination Remains the Same.

Tehri Woh Muskurahat Kai Liyea
Mai Tadapta Hu.
Tehri Woh Chaan Alfazo Kai Liyea
Mai Tadapta Hu.
Tehri Woh Khuch Lamhi Kai Liyea
Mai Tadapta Hu.

Why Build it
When we will  
not walk on it.

In Search of Water
I have drowned.

Na  Mujhe Maut Sai Darr Lagta Hai
Na Mujhe Junglee Janvaar Sai.
Na Muhje Koi Bimari Sai
Na Mujhe Koi Hadsaa Sai
Lagta Hai Tau Sirf  Insaan Sai.

Stop Making Fun of Me
Whenever I ask you ...

Do I always have to initiate.  
Every Time.  

The Strings of this
One Way Relationship
Has Broken After All.

Confused  and Frustrated
Just like a Traffic Signal
On an Empty Cross Road.

To be loved by them.  
Hate what they Hate.

Your Truth
Nothing but the Truth.
Everything but the Truth.
No Lies but the Truth.
Absolute Truth.
My Truth.

Just like the Car needs Fuel.
   Just like the Road needs the Car.
I need you.

Stop Making Fun of Me
Whenever I ask you ...

Do I always have to initiate.  
Every Time.  

The Strings of this
One Way Relationship
Has Broken After All.

Confused  and Frustrated
Just like a Traffic Signal
On an Empty Cross Road.

Is it too much to ask for
To have Peace.  

Is it too much to ask for
To be loved unconditionally.

Is it too much to ask for
To accept what I am.

Is it too much to ask for
To be Free.

The Small Brush in Hand
Just like a Magical Wand.  
So many Colours to choose.  
Nothing much to loose.
Out he went to Paint the Wall.
Following All the Protocol.
Too bad his efforts were wasted.
As that Wall was already  Painted.

Sab Khuch Tau Woh  He Hai.
Woh Hi Log.
Woh Hi Fikaar.
Woh Hi Jagaah.  
Woh Hi Sauch.
Na Khuch Badla .  
Na Khuch Badlaiga.  

Paani Tau Paani Hi Hai.
Asmaaan Sai Hi Aaati Hai.  
Agar Woh Na Badla.  
Tau Aur Kya Badlaiga.  

Insaan Ka Shareer Tau Woh Hi Hai.
Woh Dau Haat aur Pair.  
Woh Hi Kamzaat Dimaag.  
Agar Woh Na Badla.
Tau Aur Kya Badlaiga.  

Badlaa Tau Hamarai Tareeqai.  
Badlaa Tau Hamarai Havaas.
Badlaa Tau Hamaari Na Farmani.
Badlaa Tau Hamaari Khudkarzi

Aur Khuch Nahi Badlaa
Na Khuch Badlaigaa

Trying Hard to fix the Leak.
Successful in one place.
Leakages in the other .

What Ever I do.
What  ever my Intentions are.
Nothing has changed.
Except for that fact
That I have became more Sad.
Now I may have to accept
That this phase of loneliness
May continue for some more time.
Till then I all I can bid  Good Bye.

The Best Part about it ...
No one ....
Wins.

For Someone
Whom  I can be
The Real Me.

Aaaj Aisa Waqt Aaa Chuka Hai
Mujhe Bai Sabri Sai Intezaar Thaa.

Na Khuch Paanai Ki Chahaat.
Na Khuch Khaunai Ki Chahaat.

All Men  
               were  Boys....

Sadness will last
for some time.
But
So will Happiness.

Alone and Alone.
Far Far Away from Home.
Seeking for Peace.
Truth is what It Seeks.
Running from this Madness.
Avoiding Persistent Sadness.

My Smile
is as genuine
as my Pain.

Thank you for the Sight I see.
Thank you for the Sound I hear.
Thank you for the  Air I breathe.
Thank you for the Hands for work.
Thank you for the Legs to walk.
Thank you for the Shelter  I stay.
Thank you for the Work I do.
Thank you for the Clothes I Wear.
Thank you for the Food I Eat.
Thank You for the Sleep I get.
Thank You for Everything.

And then there are some
Who will never change.
Thinking they have changed.
And will never accept any change.
Will continue to be chained.

Ego acts as a fuel ..
You Burn Eternally...

The Blackboard on the Wall.
In the middle of the Hall.
Words written by the White Chalk.
Then I go for my Small Walk.
Come back and Erase All.
The Chalk is White  and the Board is Black.

The Sun
Bright and Hot.
Radiating Infinite Energy.
Facilitates Life.
Alone.

Soul  > (Mind)
                           > (Heart)
                                             > (Body)
                             Beliefs <
                 Society <
          Earth<
Soul<

Trust and Truth.
Then came the Storm.
Exit was the only choice.
At least you could once tell.
I would have understood.
It would be less Painfull.

Connect
Randomly
Instantly
Disconnect
Unknown Reasons
Hurt Most.
Sadness
Pain.

To those who taught me.
To those who guided me.
To those who believed in me.
To those who laughed at me.
To those who underestimated me.
To those who hated me.
And Above all
To me who always stood by me.

All My Life.
Just Pray for
A Sweet and Peaceful Death.