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Aug 18 · 44
God has called her
Gary Zambrano Aug 18
Today I woke up
to a cloudy and dark sky
I went to my garden
something was wrong
the beautiful flower's
petals were closed
her fragrance and color
also gone, my heart hurts.

She was love and light
to many now,
God has called her
to a higher mission in
Heaven to beautify
the gardens there.

I pulled the rose
from the ground
and put it in a resting place
her soul can now
fly to Heaven
and make God's garden as
beautiful and  lovely as
she made our garden here.....


Author: Gary Zambrano
Apr 2023 · 117
After all
Gary Zambrano Apr 2023
After all was said
and done
they forgot about me
they forgot about my pain
my tears, my
broken dreams
my broken heart, my hurt

was it my strong exterior?, or
maybe they just
didn't care
they left me on the floor
bleeding, ready to end
my days

they forgot that I am a warrior
I healed my wound
and pain
little by little
I stood up and  
started to walk again

I learned to love me and
put myself first, is funny
how surprised they look
they know my
time is here
Aug 2022 · 127
It was you, the one
Gary Zambrano Aug 2022
It was you, the one
who won my heart
the minute
I kissed your lips
and we couldn't
break apart
I took you
home with me
married you and
we started
our new life,
full of love
full of dreams and
endless nights

It was you, the one
with the white
picked fence
we built the home
we never had
that was life,
it felt amazing
for the first time
I felt loved
many years went by
full of love
then one dark day
life took
its shot and
our love cracked
everything was destroyed
what a painful time...

It was you, the one
one morning you left
you found
someone else
and destroyed
what we had
you broke my  
heart in pieces
I never thought you
could hurt me
this bad
that day I lost the
most beautiful dream
I ever had

It was you, the one
years went by,
we met again
What happened?,
Why are you crying?
life didn't go as planned
you are heartbroken
and sad 
I haven't found
real love
I haven't felt what
I felt for you
is weird how life works, but
here we are,
you and me
only God knows
the answer
was it you, the one?
Mar 2022 · 102
You are not
Gary Zambrano Mar 2022
you know how long I waited
for your lips to touch mine
now you here and
I feel weird inside
sadly to say, is not the same

there are not butterflies
my heart rate is normal
last night that amazing feeling
that we used to have, was gone

you look beautiful as always
but you are not her, by far
the woman I felt in love with
she will never come back

all I have are the memories      
they belong inside my heart
next to our broken dreams
please go, let my healing start
Dec 2021 · 86
You are back
Gary Zambrano Dec 2021
After a few years
you are back here
in our favorite spot
you look amazing but
also sad,
what happened?
no ring on your hand

Did his love run out
or you realized that
it was me, all this time
I feel happy,
but also sad

You destroyed my soul
and broke my heart
took my dreams with
you and left me,
for a better life

for me it wasn't easy
but I survived, it didn't
**** me ,but it
destroyed
the most beautiful part

I could never have
the same love or trust
with anyone else, now
I walk away from love  
to protect my heart

It was nice to see you
please don't come back
take your fake love, fake cry
I don't believe
a word you say
with time,
I will love again
but a love like mine
you will never find...
Dec 2021 · 82
My mind and heart
Gary Zambrano Dec 2021
My mind is stuck
between what it was
what it is, and what
I want it to be

My heart is stuck
between the love
that left, the love
that is here, and the
love that he wants

My days go by
thinking about
the love that is not here
smiling to the one that
is here, dreaming
about the one that will
never come back

This daily conflict
between my
mind, my heart,
my reality is eating my
soul away, and I don't
know how to stop it

I don't know how to
live this life of loving
who is not here
holding hands with
who is here, but 
       wishing everything             was like yesterday...
Nov 2021 · 85
All I want it
Gary Zambrano Nov 2021
All I wanted was for
you to be happy
all I saw, were your tears
and heart break

All I want it was to
give you a lovely home
all I saw, was sadness
and your wishes to run

all I want it was to
erase your pain
all I saw, was how
miserable you were

now after all
was said and done
I feel sad, hurt, broken
because, I gave you
my best but, my best
was never enough...
Nov 2021 · 102
Who are you?
Gary Zambrano Nov 2021
Who are you?
Why do you look like her?  
you are nothing like her
she is sweet and caring
and she loves to be with me
she dreams of a life together
with a big house and kids
you don't have her smile
her soft touch or tender kiss

Who are you?
Why do you look like her?
I don't understand, why?
are you taking her stuff
and walking away, why?
you can't be her, because
she wouldn't leave
she wouldn't hurt me
she wouldn't cause me
so much pain, or treat
me the way you do
she wouldn't break
my heart, crushed my dreams or leave me
here broken and alone
Who are you?
What have you done
with her?....
Nov 2021 · 80
A Lie and a Dream
Gary Zambrano Nov 2021
If you could only see
what I see, when
I look at you
you will fall in love
with me, the way
I felt for you

If you could only feel
what I feel when
you are next to me
you would realized
how fast you make
my heart beat

maybe, I should
wake up from this  
beautiful dream
and accept my life
without you
but is so hard, so
I pretend and
I live between a lie
and a dream

some call me crazy
but they do not
understand this is
my way to heal from
my shattered dreams
and my broken heart
Oct 2021 · 282
When I Dream
Gary Zambrano Oct 2021
When I dream, I see
this beautiful world
It has everything
I always dreamt of

I am happy
she is with me
our garden is so colorful
our sky is blue
our stars are bright
I can't believe how
beautiful this
world is...

When I dream, I feel
my heart beating
with love and happiness
my soul feels
no pain there are
no scars my soul
and heart are free

I wish I didn't have
to wake up, I wish
this was not just
a dream, I want
to open my eyes            
and still be here
living in my dream
where there is
not pain or hurt,
not past or broken
dreams...

but my reality is
different and
it hurts like hell
to open my eyes
and to wake up
to my real life,
I don't know
what to do or where
I go from here...
Sep 2021 · 797
I wish I could
Gary Zambrano Sep 2021
I wish I could stop
this feeling inside me
that brings you back
at night before falling asleep

I wish I could stop
this feeling inside me
that reminds me every
morning that you left
and took a part of me

I wish I could stop
this feeling inside me
that doesn't let me enjoy
the sun, moon or beach
because it brings memories
of how beautiful
it used to be

I wish I could stop
this feeling inside me
that keeps on reminding me
that I lost, by not letting
you win, at the end
we both lost
now this love story
is over
between you and me....
Aug 2021 · 209
I Dreamt
Gary Zambrano Aug 2021
I dreamt of your bright eyes
your radiant smile
your long and soft hair
your beautiful face

I dreamt of holding you
hugging you, kissing you
making love to you
it was so magical

I dreamt of singing with you
dancing with you
writing a poem for you
looking at the sunset

I dreamt of the magical day
the beautiful white dress
the white picked fence
the kids running in the yard

I dreamt of forever with you
growing old together still
in love, like the first day
what a beautiful dream

what I didn't dream was
you leaving, walking away
breaking my world in pieces
causing me so much pain

maybe I was so naive
that my dream was all
I want it to see, the truth
what I didn't realize was that
your dream wasn't with me
Aug 2021 · 82
Mom
Gary Zambrano Aug 2021
Mom
It has been ten years
since you gone, time flies
my pain is still the same
my heart is still broken

I miss you like the first day
when you left to be with God
I don't know
what was his rush
I couldn't say good bye,
when I arrived,
you were gone

Time doesn't heal pain
what a lie,
it just push it down
until is time
to resurface again

I been here so many times
with tears all over my face
thinking, dreaming
about what
could it been if
you were here

I know life doesn't go back
doesn't matter how much
you want it, doesn't matter
how much it hurts,
it moves on
and far from yesterday

All I wanted was for you
to be happy, and to heal
your pain, I really hope  
I helped in some way
you did so much for me
I will never forget
Aug 2021 · 66
In my dreams
Gary Zambrano Aug 2021
I see u from afar
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
different emotions, I feel
running thru my body
I can't move
I can only watch

I imagine me, next to you
looking at your eyes
touching your hair
slowly running my
fingers thru your face
it feels so real
at least for me

suddenly, she touches me
and whisper in my ear
love you baby
and I wake up, yes
it was a dream once again

I don't know
how to stop them
I can't tell her
that every night
you come back to me and
fill my dreams with
emotions that only you
can make me feel

It is sad and painful for me
what did you do to my soul
why does it bring you back
every night in my dreams
how do I turn it off?
how do I get rid of it?
Aug 2021 · 74
I never thought
Gary Zambrano Aug 2021
I never thought
I could feel what
I felt for you
I could not describe it
with words,
some called it Love

I never thought
you could cause me
so much pain and hurt
the way you did

I never thought
I could find so much
happiness, thru your smile
so contagious, so alive

I never thought
that one day
your fake smile
will erase the happiness
from my face and heart

I never thought
a woman could change
my world in such a way
we created a paradise

I never thought
that you could destroy
my world, the way you did
there is nothing left

I never thought
that in my
search for love
I will also find
so much hurt
you made me
believe in love
then, you broke
my heart
in pieces, and
walked away
Jul 2021 · 86
Without you
Gary Zambrano Jul 2021
Without you
there is an emptiness
in my heart,
that you left
when you said
goodbye

Without you
there is a missing
star in the sky,
the one that used
to shine when
we lied down on
the grass talking
about anything

Without you
the sunny days
are just days
they don't
feel the same
I don't know if
they will ever
come back to
feel the way
they felt with you

Without you
the roses don't have
the smell you
used to loved
is gone, and
I don't know
how to get it back

Without you
my life has
taken a turn
I was not expecting
I was not prepared for
and it really hurts

Without you
everything changed
I had cried and
looked back
where we went wrong
all I know is that
without you
my life will never be
the same again
Jun 2021 · 86
What were we?
Gary Zambrano Jun 2021
We were two broken souls
that met in the darkest night
forgot about the pain
in their own hearts and
took a chance at love
one more time.

We were two dreamers
that never saw the red flags
we only saw what we wanted
love, happiness and the stars,
we thought we could win
because this was our time
how naive of us

First we laughed at the chaos
we created in our lives
then we walked away
as if, we hated each other
for not being able to bring
love and happiness to our lives.

In the end, nothing changed
we were two broken souls
that met in the darkest night
we gave our best shot at love
but our pain was greater
we truly never had a chance..
Jun 2021 · 466
Where?
Gary Zambrano Jun 2021
Where do we go from here?
now that our hearts
don't beat to the same rhythm
now that our souls
are walking at their
own pace

Where do we go from here?
now that our dreams
of together have died
and our thoughts don't
Include each other anymore

Where do we go from here?
there are no more roses
in our garden of love and
the singing birds do not
sing our love song


Where do we go from here?
most likely to a world
right before we met,
right before the first kiss,
right before we made love

Where do we go from here?
maybe to a healing place
where our hearts could rest
and rebuild for what is next
Jun 2021 · 156
The Day
Gary Zambrano Jun 2021
The day that everything changed for me,
was the day you looked deep into my eyes
saw my soul and my dreams

the day that everything changed for me,
you extended your hands and
pull me out of the  
darkness I lived in,
to a beautiful and
sunny day just for me

the day that everything changed your me,
our lips created an unforgettable kiss like I always wanted to feel

the day that everything changed for me
you destroyed my demons
and set me free, forever
I know they don't understand
what you mean to me

the day that everything
changed for me, was when
you walked into my life
gave me a reason and
didn't let me quit...
May 2021 · 380
I wish you were here
Gary Zambrano May 2021
I wish you
were here
so, you could
see how
beautiful is
this place
the sun light
can touch
the ends of
your soul

I wish you
were here
the sky is filled
with the
brightest of stars,
is like
if they want
the moon
to shine its
brightest night

I wish you
were here
the ocean is
so clear
you can see
the fish
happy swimming
away
leaving heart
shape
bubbles of air..

I wish you
were here
so, we could
experience
this magic
together but,
the universe
is telling us
is not our
time or place
May 2021 · 70
Here I am
Gary Zambrano May 2021
Here I am again
in this place that
I don't recognize
in this quiet room
with an empty bed

Here I am again
seeing my dreams
all so far away
like someone
took them
and run with them

I try to make sense
of all of this,
but my mirror
laughs back at me,
I guess it doesn't
know how much
all of this hurts,
but is OK

I rebound from worst
some left me for dead,
but the fighter in me
won't give up
because he knows, that my
kingdom is not far from here
May 2021 · 87
Happy Mother's Day
Gary Zambrano May 2021
Its been so many years
since you gone, but i still feel the same, I haven't been able to get over it, and time doesn't heal as they said, today another
Mother's day with out you
my memories brings me pain
I try to push them down but,
avoiding them hurts me more
I am trap in between, this feelings of love and hurt for missing you and wanting you here, to hear your voice once
again, touch your face, see your smile, heal my pain
you are in a better place
they say, looking down
smiling, I just want to say
Happy Mother's Day!,
I always keep you
in my heart
until we meet again....
May 2021 · 77
Time
Gary Zambrano May 2021
Time took my deepest love
ripped my heart in half
erased the smile
from my face
took my dreams and
broke me
until it made me cry
like I never cried before
time left me on the ground gasping for air and life
almost ready to take my last breath, almost ready to quit
time did all of this to me

time kept marching on and
little by little, I was able to catch my breath, I stood up
shook myself up and kept waking without knowing where was I going or
what was next

Life has its twist and turns
and time became my friend
I recovered my strength
my smile came back
and with it
my dreams emerged again
time handed me
a second shot
made me a stronger person
made me a better man
now is time for me to create
the world that lives
inside my heart.......
Mar 2021 · 71
Yes, I am a Dreamer
Gary Zambrano Mar 2021
Yes I'm a dreamer
that's the part you never understood from me
that's the most beautiful
part of me, I'm a dreamer
I used to dream about
you and me together
in this beautiful paradise
I used to dream
of kissing you all night
I used to dream of walking
on the beach with you dancing under the rain
  with you, I used to dream
of you and me crossing
the finish line together
you never understood me
you don't know
how to dream
  Yes, I'm a dreamer and
I will never apologize for it because being a dreamer has made me who I am today
I know you no longer here
you said you couldn't be
with someone like me
a dreamer, so you left
I was hurt when you did
but, I survived. know this
I am still a dreamer, with a
heart full of love and
a dream to come to pass
Feb 2021 · 78
Short lived romance
Gary Zambrano Feb 2021
Yesterday someone
asked me for you
at first I didn't know
what to say, but then
beautiful memories
came back to my mind
memories of you and me
from our amazing time

I remembered you and me
dancing in the rain, letting
the drops of water touch
our souls and heart
to the bit of the most
romantic song
that we wish it never stopped
but, it did and
we drifted apart

our romance was short lived
but intense at the same time
who would it though,
life had other plans
for you and me
that we couldn't
change or stop

I wish you are happy
and I hope
he makes you smile, and treats you well, you deserve much more than what
I offered you in
our short lived romance.....
Dec 2020 · 53
Good bye my love
Gary Zambrano Dec 2020
All I wanted was
to make you smile
but instead all I saw
were tears in your eyes

All I wanted was
to create your paradise
but instead, you made me feel like I destroyed
the green
and all your flowers die

All I wanted was
to combine your dreams
and mine in one dream
but, instead you woke up
like you couldn't breathe
or live in one dream

All I wanted was
for you to have what
you always wanted to have
today I know it wasn't me
my smile, my paradise,
my dreams, that were wrong
but, that you were not in love
so you couldn't feel
the beauty in my heart
good bye my love, good bye...
Dec 2020 · 70
A big part of me
Gary Zambrano Dec 2020
A big part of me left with you
and your beautiful smile
that complemented mine
those bright eyes that gave
me light in my darkest nights.

A big part of me left with you
today looking at our pictures
it took me back, to those days
when we had big dreams
for our magical love..

A big part of me left with you
that I will never get back
now they became memories that will live here in my heart.

A big part of me left with you
I pray to God,
to keep you safe
and to help you find what my heart and soul
couldn't give
you will always live here
inside my broken heart.
Oct 2020 · 55
Chapter of love
Gary Zambrano Oct 2020
I remember waking up
with your eyes looking at me
and your smile filling up my day
with love and hope

I remember before leaving
you giving me a hug and a kiss
I remember coming back
you running into my arms
wao, how much I miss
what now is gone

You wrote the most beautiful
chapter of love, in my heart
and forever will be there
to remind me how deep and
strong can a person feel love

thank you, for the part
you played in my life,
today I let you go and I move on
you will live forever as my most beautiful chapter of love
Aug 2020 · 54
I want you to know
Gary Zambrano Aug 2020
I Love you with all my heart
despite my hurt and scars
you are my healer and
the best part of my life

I want you to know
if you ever feel like
I'm drifting away
just look at me and
bring me back
give me a big hug
hold me tight
tell me that you love me
you have this beautiful power
that can turn bad days
into magical nights

I want you to know
that even when I am distant
you are always in my heart
there will be no disagreements
that can break us apart
I have been through so many
dark places and lonely nights
your eyes were my way out
because of you 
 I'm a better man
thank you, for all that you are
May 2020 · 70
I miss you
Gary Zambrano May 2020
I miss you

On those terrifying nights
when I can't sleep or when
I have those crazy dreams
Just to wake up and realize
that my bed is empty
you are not longer here with me

I miss you

when the wake of the new day
approches and the birds start singing
their most beuitiful melody
there is an empty space on my bed
where once your beautiful
smile used to be
the birds continue singing
they don't know
their beauitiful melody
fills my heart
with moments and memories
that now deeply hurt

I miss you

is not the same here
everything looks different
everything looks out of place
I hope you are ok
I don't know what to do
I feel trap in yesterday
I never imagined that love
could cause so much pain
Apr 2020 · 47
We will win
Gary Zambrano Apr 2020
The human race is crying
pain, suffering and death
is trying to break
our will and strength
We will win, there is more good
inside each of us, to get us pass this
we will defeat it, with hope and faith
the invisible enemy, is not match
for the unbreakable human race

They had tested us before
and we didn't give up, we fought
victory is just up ahead
We will win, We will win

To our fallen heroes, God bless
your sacrifice made us stronger
and determine to defeat this
invisible enemy, we will fight
and, We will win again and again
Feb 2020 · 73
WHY
Gary Zambrano Feb 2020
WHY
Why did your eyes stop
reflecting my image
Why did your smile
disappeared from your face
even though you were
in front of me
You were fading away
a little bit at the time
What happened to us?
We were so happy and in love
the night before
making plans, building
dreams that now
will never come to pass,
I don't understand
When did love flew
away from us
How do I tell my heart that you
will not join us tonight,
I don't know
I feel your absence and
it hurts inside
You are my greatest lost
our memories, I will keep them
they will survive the
test of time
always remember you are
my most beautiful
memory of real love and
you will always live
inside my heart
Dec 2019 · 87
A dream of love
Gary Zambrano Dec 2019
I dreamt of you
In my darkest nights
when I felt hopeless and
didn't want to wake up
you extended your hand
you illuminated the way
with the light of your eyes
you took me out of my prison
with a broken heart, not
knowing if there was hope
you didn't give up, and kept
showing up in my dreams
night after night,
some called me crazy
others just laughed, but
today the sun is so bright
I look next to me and here
YOU ARE, the same beautiful smile
the same light in your eyes
which helped me scape
those dark nights
today you are here healing my heart
telling me that there is not walls
that a dream of love
could not break apart
Oct 2019 · 93
A part of me
Gary Zambrano Oct 2019
A part of me left with you
a part of me that time
never brought back
part of my smile, part of my dreams
a part that I can't explain, but
I feel the emptiness inside
the part flowers lack before they die
the part that makes the moon shine
a part of me that I don't know
how to get back
I hope you are happy and full of life
I hope your dreams materialized
I wish the part of me
that left with you
will live forever in your heart
Jun 2019 · 151
To my Father
Gary Zambrano Jun 2019
I dreamed of you last night
I don't know why?
after so many years
you came back to my mind
I want you to know
I forgave you long ago
for all that you did and did not
I have nothing against you
I understood that you did
what you did becuase
it was easier for you
due to your lack of character
and manhood combine
with your full ignorance
you never stopped to realize
how much pain you inflicted
on my mother, my brother and I
God is great, time heals all wounds
without you knowing
without you realizing
you gave me the best gift
I learned at an early age
not to be like you
I am a great father
I care about my son
love him to dead
I always put him first,
I will help him become a great man
is funny how life turns out
I am a better person
a better man, sometimes my son
asks about you
I don't have anything to say, so sad that you were not a real man
Apr 2019 · 121
Today I came back
Gary Zambrano Apr 2019
Today I came back to the place
where I met you, where
we had our first kiss
so many memories here
my heart beats so fast
just thinking about them
I walked to our tree
I don't know if you remember
when we carved
our names inside a forever heart
is still here
I sat under its shadow for a little bit
I could not tell him that
you are not with me, so I just left
you can erase it if you want
whenever you come around here
I walked down the beach
so many memories here
like our names on the sand
I remember when we sat here
waiting for the sunset
who would it thought that years later we wouldn't be here together
thank you for everything
I know these memories
will never be erased
from your heart or from my heart
no matter what, no matter
who comes next to our lives
Mar 2019 · 77
Just another day
Gary Zambrano Mar 2019
Just another day thinking of you
wishing you were here with me
in my mind I have you next to me
we are talking and laughing
then I wake up
my bed is empty, I feel sad
I don't know
how to bring you here with me
I wish your arms
were wrap around my body
I wish I could hug you
kiss you, I keep imagining you
you're beautiful
you're passionate and ****
you want to do so many things
but when I open my eyes
you are not here with me
where are you?, only you know
but if you can hear me
please come here with me
I'm looking for you
I'm waiting for you
I don't know if you will read this
or if anyone will tell you
about it, but if you do, know
I will be standing here
waiting for you
with my heart in my hands
so that you can make it whole
and bring him back to life......
Feb 2019 · 193
February 14th
Gary Zambrano Feb 2019
Another February 14th
another day that you are not here
I just remember the last
Valentine's Day
when you were with me
full of smiles
and dreams when we
had all these goals
to accomplish, how foolish of me
I was in love
I know is February 14th again
I wish I could take all the kisses,
the hugs, the nights when
we made love
give them back to you
I wish, I could take
the part of my heart
that loved you
tear it up and give it
back to you
another February 14th
Cupid looks at me
he's pointing his arrow
to my heart and says
it's time to do it again
I really don't want to
at least not just yet
I know I will love
and trust again
I know I will make
another woman smile
feel happy and full of love
just not today
Jan 2019 · 295
What a beautiful dream
Gary Zambrano Jan 2019
What a beautiful dream
our eyes were locked
into each other's
our hearts were beating
at the same bit
our minds were just thinking
about the past
how glad we were
we could be together
in the same dream
memories of yesterday
the best of all the things we did
we were smiling
I can't even describe what I felt holding your hand
touching your face looking you
in the eyes
talking with no words
reaching your soul and mine
a beautiful dream is stored somewhere in my mind
I will keep it there until I am ready
to say Goodbye....

Author: Gary Zambrano
Dec 2018 · 166
If you leave tomorrow
Gary Zambrano Dec 2018
If you leave tomorrow
leave me your eyes
so that, I can find my way
in the darkness
of the days that are waiting for me
if you leave tomorrow
leave me your smile
that way I can cover
the sad side of mine
if you leave tomorrow
leave me your touch
that way I won't feel
loneliness at night
I will feel that you are
still here with me
if you leave tomorrow
leave me your strength
that way this pain won't feel
as bad as it feels
if you leave tomorrow
just remind me how can
I continue without you
what am I supposed to do
how do I tell my heart
to stop asking for you
If you leave tomorrow
please close the door
to make sure you are
not coming back
take all the memories from
the things we did
if you leave tomorrow
there will be not more pages
to our poetry book
our story ends here
if you leave tomorrow
I wish you the best
don't look back
just forget about yesterday
I will do the same, even if I have to
take my heart out of my chest...
Nov 2018 · 115
I ask myself
Gary Zambrano Nov 2018
Sometimes I ask myself
why did I love you the way I did
why did I care so much for you
why did I wanted to show
you the sunrise, the sunset
the moon we loved so much
is that what love is?
well I don't know
you are not here with me, so maybe
I don't understand what love is
or you don't know how love feels
so you ran away from all this
to avoid getting hurt, but you
forgot how deep you hurt me...
Nov 2018 · 112
You ask me how I feel
Gary Zambrano Nov 2018
You ask me how I feel
I don't know what to say
I don't know how can you
understand if you never
felt this way
I feel like the flower feels
when they are pull from
their own garden
I feel what the night feels
when the moon is absent
I feel what the morning feels
when the sun is not shinning
how can I explain it to you
if you don't understand it
You ask me how I feel, I feel broken like a part of me
has died
I feel like you took the best and  destroy it, I feel sad
You ask me how I feel, I feel
like a fish out of the water
gasping for air before dying
You ask me how I feel
sometimes I feel dead inside
a big part of me left with you
I feel in a way that I could not
describe and I don't think
many people will understand
You ask me how I feel
I feel like yesterday was
all a lie
a dream, all in my head
one thing is true,
I will never love
or trust the same way again  
You ask me how I feel, I don't know because this is
so hard to describe
I feel like I loved and lost, this has left a deep hole
inside my heart...
Nov 2018 · 193
She will come
Gary Zambrano Nov 2018
She will come, I will
look at her eyes
I will touch her face
I will play with her hair
I will make her smile
She will look at me
She will smile back
She will take my hand
put it on her waist, then
We will get lost on this feeling
She will come,
because it's our
destiny to meet,
We have been
looking for each other,
I live inside her heart
She lives inside mine
She will come, before
this love song is over
She will be here wearing her
beautiful dress,
She will look at me
We will dance with our souls
She will come, to cure this
broken heart, She will put
the pieces together,
She will bring
me back to life....
Oct 2018 · 92
Today I leave you behind
Gary Zambrano Oct 2018
Today I leave you behind
with the memories of those
beautiful days and
the wonderful times when
we were so happy and
the days when we had to
walk away from each other
today I leave you behind, I will take with me the smiles
and the good times, I will put them inside my heart
I will also take with me the moments when we cried
today I leave you behind
this wonderful love
this amazing dream, this whole picture that we put
in our minds, the kids that
will never come
today I leave you behind
here are the roses  
you used to love, here are the songs we used to sing and dance
here is the space that was our home
is empty and cold
this house that once was full of love today I leave it behind
I wish you the best, I hope you find what you are looking for
I will keep our memories
and love inside my heart
in that place where beautiful memories live and
nobody can touch them, a place that was reserved for you and me
today I leave you behind
I will never forget the way
we fell in love the first time....
Oct 2018 · 89
I do not fear
Gary Zambrano Oct 2018
I do not fear loneliness
I do not fear silence
they were here before
and I did not fear them
You can not hurt my heart
He has lived in pieces
all this time
You can not take my hopes or
leave with my dreams
because, they have
left already
now you know,
it does not matter
how much do you
want to hurt me
yesterday I suffered
much more
but, it couldn't brake me....
Oct 2018 · 614
I was wrong
Gary Zambrano Oct 2018
I was wrong, when I  looked at you
for the first time and smile at you
taking you out of that
world of resentment
bringing you to my world
I was wrong
when I kissed you, when
I made love to you
I was wrong, in letting you
get into my world
I was wrong about having
dreams that included you
I was wrong telling you all my
secrets and all the things
I wanted to do, I was wrong letting you get inside my heart
letting this feeling grow as it did
I was wrong, now I know
but my heart doesn't want to understand...
Oct 2018 · 113
When I close my eyes
Gary Zambrano Oct 2018
when I close my eyes
I don't go to sleep
I go to this beautiful world
where the sun always shines
where the grass is green
when I close my eyes, I see you
radiant, smiling looking at me
I give you my hand
you give me yours
then we take a walk far from all this
we talk about beautiful things
when I close my eyes
my pain goes away
all my struggles disappear
I see the sunrise, when the light
hits the flowers and they open up
later on, I see the magical sunset
I sit by the ocean with you
when I close my eyes, I am so happy
so alive, I see the world we dream
I wish I didn't have to wake up
I wish I could stay here..
Sep 2018 · 130
You left something
Gary Zambrano Sep 2018
You left something in me
that time has not erased yet
You left many painful memories
I don't know what to do with them
I wish I could bring them to you
so, you can destroy them
You left so many broken dreams
nothing here is the same
I don't think I will ever love or
dream the same way, there is
a hole in my heart, that you left
I don't know what to do,
should I help it heal?, or
should I bring it to you?
so, You can put it to rest....
Sep 2018 · 251
Where are you?
Gary Zambrano Sep 2018
Where are you?
why can't I find you?
I keep on looking for you
everywhere I go, but
I don't seem to find you
I keep dreaming about you
the most beautiful dreams
I see you smiling, I see your eyes glazing looking at me
I see everything so nice and clear
then I wake up my bed is empty
my life is missing something, YOU!
where are you?, please tell me so that I could go find you and bring
you here with me, I don't want to
wait for destiny or that beautiful
day we will meet, I want to
find you now please just tell me
where are you?....
Jul 2018 · 196
Today
Gary Zambrano Jul 2018
Today I saw you in the park
how time passes by
it has been long since
we said good bye
you were with him, you looked happy, you saw me too
you looked at me and for one second our  lives went back
to those days when we thought we were indestructible
when we were happy, and we had the forever in our hearts
for that second our souls touched again and we remembered
the love we left behind
when the second was over
we came back to today
you were with him, he looked at you, kiss you, gave you a hug
and you both walk away
I am happy for you, I hope
he gives you the forever that your heart deserves
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