I'm just an audience
come here to see how people
put their emotions in the paper
those  emotions they don't let anyone see

i work all the day  and in the evening when I'm sitting alone in the balcony  looking at the sunset i miss you.
i miss how hard i fall for you
i miss how i used to play with your hair
i miss  how i used to  bite your fingers
i miss those awful conversations we had
i miss your skinny back which i used to hug
i miss your long hands that i used to hold
i miss the feel of your beard on my naked skin
i miss your deep eyes in which i always drown
i miss you with every sunset </3

you knew it
you knew how broke i was
but you never did anything to fix me
so i fix myself
i took some time and  heal my heart
i took some emotions out of it
Now i don't cry , i don't smile
I'm dead inside but I'm alive