Well just in case it hasn't been said
Maybe love isn't a word
Maybe it's an action
Could it be returned
Maybe just even a fraction?

Maybe if the whole world burned
And all the love and support I ever gave
Would it then at all be returned?
I've given my all
Got spat in my face
Am I getting left behind or
Am I just that easily replaced?

Constantly left wondering if love is a word or is possibly an action
If it did get returned
Would it be in full or simply a fraction?
I am tired of second best
I am tired of being depressed

Maybe, Maybe, Maybe
is all we're left wondering
Might possibly be the thing that drives us all crazy

Because I've given my all
Got spat in my face
Am I getting left behind or
Am I just that easily replaced


-VALKUR

"I am alive inside, ha! April fools."
Said those who've been betrayed,
How sad that the love we had was just a phase,
April fools; I guess the joke was on me
there I stand hurting and you laugh like it's funny,
I am nothing without you and that's the truth,
Disappointing that out love was a lie,
Kiss you is to shoot myself in the face and still I kissed you,

It's over now...

        ...No more me and you.

She came into my life, like a tsunami.
Crashing down on everything around me
Every negative she created a positive

My emptiness, she refilled with flowers.
The shallowness like a bird bowl without water
She made deep again
The grey cloud around my head, vanished.
And there was only a beautiful blue sky.
Her smile like the sun
Growing the flowers that filled my former emptiness.
Her voice like the sound of the birds and angels, singing.

She, nothing like the rest
To me, she was the wishing star
Rare to find and celebrated when found
She, nothing like the rest
To me, there's no greater person of perfection than she.
She, nothing like the rest
To me, was the strongest of all
She, nothing like the rest
To me, was the best of the best.

Free spirited but ambitious in what she stands for and believes in
A girl that is priceless would become even a billionaires actual wealth.
Personality like non-removable roots so she laughs even when there's people throwing shade at her.

Eyes like blue toned gold pearls, priceless.
Movement like the grace of a ballet dancing Angel.
Mind like an indestructible processor.
Heart like no one or nothing on Earth...

                            ...so surely she's not of Earth.

I was blinded
But now I see the truth

You were just dirt in my mind
Dirt in my arms
Dirt on my clothes
Dirt in my bed
Dirt on my heart
Dirt on my soul

Disinfect the memories
Disinfect my clothes
Disinfect my sheets
Disinfect my blood
Disinfect my being
With you it was all promises and never seeing.

Your lips were germs pressed against mine
Your body was a disease held against mine
Your hair was an illness ran through my fingers

Detox my lips
Detox my body
Detox my fingers

For now we're nothing but strangers.

Funny how guys take girls and make use of one out of many of their talents, gifts and uses.
Darling come near I see your hurt let me carry some of your bruises.

I understand you just want love and daddy wasn't there so you're stuck running after the wrong dudes.
Darling come near let me help and have some of your wounds.

Why you catching feelings? He doesn't care if you're breathing, probably doesn't even remember your name.
Darling come near I'll comfort you in your pain.

You and him had *** but to him, you were nothing more than a toy that he could play.
Darling come near I'll do whatever I can to help you make that memory go away.

He treated you to dinner just so he could get your three deserts.
Darling come near let me help remind you not all guys are perverts.

He took you to a movie just so later he could watch you get naked.
Darling come near remember we all make mistakes we've hated.

Addicted he treated you like a cure to his *** addiction, but really your beauty and uniqueness is a drug.
Darling come near I'll hold you or even just give you a hug.

For guys who have mistreated girls, you're all going below earth because you failed to see her worth, girls are all a blessing and you're all a curse, a real man can treat all woman right, whether she is or not Mrs right, don't judge, love and give hugs, stop thinking life's a game of hustle, you don't know their struggle.

He left you in fear.
Darling come near.

We can talk and dry up your tears.
You're all queens, you'll find someone who sees that sooner than the next few years.

He left you in fear.
Darling come near.

He helped you just because he had an alternative motive, rode you're feelings like a wave in the oceans.
Darling come near, I'll listen to you talk about your emotions.

He left you broken at the end.
Darling come near, I can be a good friend.

For he left you in fear.
Darling come near.

Her.

Her voice is angelic
Her eyes are like the stars
Her presence is like that of Gods
She heals my scars

Yet herself has been hurt taken for granted
And treated the worst
She's a blessing feeling like a curse
I adore her,
She sets my soul on fire like lighters to the wood.
She doesn't know it yet but she's changed my life for the good.

She's my religion, my belief and
all that I breath.
She's my want, my desire and all that I need.
She's my motivation, my determination and all that I dream.

She. Is. Everything.

Her voice is angelic
Her eyes are like the stars
Her presence is like that of Gods
She heals my scars

Running from her past
Her hands held out she holds my heart
Her home built in my mind
Not looking behind
Not worried about the future
As long as we stay together.

I wish life was fair.
I wish love was as real as the air.

I wish time worked on our time.
I wish it wasn't death we face at the end of the line.

I wish religion wasn't such a controversy.
I wish we could all believe in ourselves properly.

I wish I had a dad that cared if I went to be hungry or not.
I wish where I am going isn't so hot.

I wish life was a wish granting factory.
I wish there was no hate or discriminate, don't you agree?

I wish we were all kept together by our families.

I wish we could give support to complete strangers.
I wish the world wasn't filled with so many dangers.

I wish money was free.
I wish poverty was for the wealthy.

I wish beauty was really in the eye of the beholder.
I wish I could love again, maybe I should have told her.

I wish hearts could never be broken.
I wish we could find each other's problems and help solve them.

BUT.

But if life were fair would really ever learn?
But if love were real all the time would we know it's not?

But if time worked our way how would we appreciate it?
But if we didn't face death how would we be grateful for life?

But if religion wasn't there how would we know what to believe in or not believe in?
But if we all believed in ourselves properly wouldn't we all be full of pride?

But if I had a dad that cared would I know how to?
But if it isn't so hot how would I appreciate the cool air?

But if life were a wish granting factory would we appreciate what we have?
But if there was no hate or discriminate would we know compassion or kindness?

But if everyone's families were together how would we be different from each other?

But if we gave support to strangers would we not be putting ourselves at risk?
But if there was no danger to face would we appreciate safety?

But if money were free why would we have to work?
But if poverty was for the wealthy would any of us be wealthy?

But if beauty was in the eye of the beholder would we not all find the same people attractive?
But if I told her would I have you now?

But if hearts never broke would we learn, get wiser or grow?
But if we helped everyone with their problems would they not add more problems to our problems?

POINT IS.

Point is to appreciate.
Point is to love.
Point is to respect.
Point is to grow.
Point is to resemble kindness.
Point is to support.
Point is to be grateful so have it worse.
Point is to work hard.
Point is to learn.
Point is live.
Point is to life.

Fighting for you seems easy considering that losing you would be so hard.

Her hearts been broken over and over again and piece by piece, she crumbles, not knowing how to face the future but knowing how to stare into the mirror, questioning herself, downgrading herself even though she's strong able to get better and heal but afraid that never again she'll be able to feel, for her true lover is pain, discouragement her hopes, looking for love she's lost weight jumping through guys ropes.

When truth is, she's the best investment and she's more than worth it, yet still comparing her life to everyone else, she wants success but she is the wealth, she is the treasure and her real dream is a love that will last forever