Marinazinya

Marinazinya Dec 2018

He Is truly something special,He has the calmness of the air and the warmness of summer. His like the songs I listen to in loops, it’s music sinks deep in me but the words remain a mystery. I tried winning him over with my nakedness but his too righteous , he didn’t even notice my sultry soul. When he talks his voice doesn’t touch me it soothes me like an aura That brings light to the shadows within me. So I stripped of my soul for him slowly and delicately, layer after layer so he sees that I have so much to offer. I remember the night we met, I tried poisoning him with sin but he escaped. He said “if you want to keep us safe” , you have to surrender yourself to me.

Marinazinya Dec 2018

Romans 7: 18-20

For I know that in me, that is, in my flesh, there dwells nothing good; for I have the desire to do what is fine but not the ability to carry it out.For I do not do the good that I wish, but the bad that I do not wish is what I practice. If, then, I do what I do not wish, I am no longer the one carrying it out, but it is the sin dwelling in me.

#sin

Marinazinya Jul 2018

R18

My mind is on laying you down ... legs over my shoulders and the ***** exposed to me. Dive in my tongue running through the slit,biting that ****....teasing to go in. Circling your **** with light nibbles. Kiss your inner thighs sticking my ******* in. “I want to hear you mourn and bite your lips” He said. Eventually lay you back and eat you from behind. Grab you from your waist and put that ***** on my face draining that juice from you. Stretch that ***** with my tongue , ride my face until you dripping ***. I don’t want no ordinary love , I want to drown you in passion and devour you every night.

Marinazinya Jun 2018

Master plan

I’ll play along. I’ll ******* you , make you pancakes and *** you 3times a day. I’ll give you a pet name, name you my Cookie Monster . I’ll even spoil you act like it’s your birthday. I’ll be your support system,mentally, emotionally,physically and more sexually until I make you insecure about everything, I’ll isolate you and make you loose your mind. I’ll rip out your heart and eat it while blood flows from my fingers. It’s not your fault, it was never your fault I’m just heartless.

Marinazinya Jun 2018

Hypocrite

She said she loved me but couldn’t commit to me , holding a cigarette with her soft lips and tattoos on her surface . I find her in the mirror sometimes but that’s alright because the world is full of them. I’m tired of listening to what she says and yet she does exactly the opposite so I let her cut herself and whisper “ please Don’t hurt yourself “

Marinazinya Jun 2018

Her

I thought you said you wanted to get to know me, to know the secret behind my smile(My mask of posture). So I let you in, into my mayhem universe where discomfort , heartache,insecurities follow me where ever I go. You see I imagined you to be different but instead you,chained your heart and threw way the keys so that I couldn’t get in at all.... because of HER. Well I’m not Her, I don’t want to be Her, I just want you to break the chains so that I can show you my widest dreams “A New Beginning”.

Marinazinya May 2018

Use Me

Take my hands and put your insecurities in them, I’ll turn them into your fantasies. Let me write poetry on your skin with with my lips,******* lips , let them moisture you , feel the warmth and have eternity, the galaxies and the universe. Peel of my skin and use it as a camouflage to your scars, to the memories that afflict you. Rip out my tongue to lick your wounds. Put your head on My ******* , feel my ribs crack as your thoughts penetrate me to pull the trigger.