Maybe I'm not good enough~

I never seek for an answer
I never dare to ask
Thinking, life wouldn't be that fair
People around me never lasts.

In a crowded place
I found my soul misplaced
In a loudest shout
I saw my mouth that doubt.

I fixed the words
to lie
I must say I'm okay
so that no one will ask me why.

Dear death,

I have met life,
He wants me to fight,
But I'm so weak-
So can we meet?

I'm a blank canvas,
I don't know what kind of art I was,
I tried to paint colorful things for me,
But I guess this emptiness is what I see.

"The sleepless nights"

"The forbidden light"

"Isolated moments"

"Life become his opponent"


"A boy who never cry"

"A smile who always try"

"Cramble words inside his mind"

"Missing thoughts that he always find"


"Empty image around his eyes"

"A joyful boy who always lie"

"The saddest goodbye"

"The sweetest lie"