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blank Jun 2023

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all i want is release and relief
from my feelings

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blank Oct 2023

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what about until its ok

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blank Oct 2023

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just squirming for a life of the least discomfort and its not working

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blank Oct 2023

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quitting therapy is the depths

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blank Oct 2023

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i wont write about
the peace i feel now

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blank Oct 2023

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an insomniac
with an alarm clock

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blank May 2023

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seriously G-d
you expectations are wild

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blank Dec 2023

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Gd really be using me for entertainment at this point

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blank Feb 26

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Kfir, Ariel, Shiri

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blank May 2023

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and by the end of this life
i wonder if i will say no thank you

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blank Jun 2023

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i dont want to feel
i dont want to suffer

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blank Jun 2022

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i’m drowning in the ocean
with boulders on my chest

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blank May 2023

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when youre not drowning
youre floating

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blank Jun 2023

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gd why do you let this happen to me
im not sure you will help me

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blank May 2023

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do i know deep down
or am i delusional

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blank Feb 2023

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the facts of my life
are a weird combination

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blank May 2022

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my emotions keep
throwing me out of whack

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blank Aug 2022

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i don’t trust my reasoning
it’s not reliable

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blank Aug 2023

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the pain is always deeper than the pleasure

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blank Oct 2023

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whats if my sadness all this time
was never up to me

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blank Sep 2023

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yea
life is long

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blank Aug 2022

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oh just please G-d
tell me exactly how to dance

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blank Jun 2023

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therapy is a drop of water
when the whole worlds on fire

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blank Jun 2023

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there is too much to figure out
too much expected of me

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blank Aug 2022

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pushed onto the tightrope of life
continuously plummeting into pain

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blank Jun 2023

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i feel awful
i cant escape

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blank Jun 2023

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gd if i loved someone
i definitely wouldnt make them live this life i have

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blank May 2022

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all this discomfort
and no relief

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blank Aug 2022

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just tell me ill eventually
have clarity on existence

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blank Oct 2022

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the sun is shining through the window
and inside the weight of black thickness

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blank Jun 2022

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when a headache is the least painful thing
i’ve felt today

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blank Oct 2023

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how is it legal to hold up a palestinian flag if it’s illegal to hold up a **** flag?

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blank Oct 2022

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sometimes my bad days
are many rounds around the clock

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blank May 2023

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im not so crazy about joy
if it must come with pain

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blank Oct 2023

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all the wisdom has not been enough i am here in pain

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blank Jun 2023

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gd i wouldnt let someone i love
feel the way i feel

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blank Jun 2023

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life is me trapped inside searching for exits
hopeful for a moment to escape from bolted doors

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blank Dec 2022

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i want to play by the rules
but i do not know them

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blank Aug 2022

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im confused about existence
and everyone’s just going about it

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blank Jun 2023

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i dont like it here
i never wanted this

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blank Feb 2023

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i have loved her in the past
but now she is just my wife

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blank Jan 2023

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i dont get it

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blank Jan 2023

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for now ill pray to G-d
for always ill keep wondering

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blank Jan 2023

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there is no autocheck
on my beliefs

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blank Jan 2023

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what instances do i take things personally
and then ill know all the other times i wont

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blank Feb 2023

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why does your simulation require
stabbings to my gut and a boulder on my chest

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blank Jan 2023

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why is the air
choking my neck

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blank Feb 2022

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i can’t be there for you
because i feel all your pain

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blank Sep 2023

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the flower placed in less sunlight wilted
and so she blamed herself for it

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blank Apr 2023

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when im so sure im right
theres no way to believe im wrong