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blank Jun 2023

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my sadness is as attractive as my poems

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gd if i loved someone
i would make her feel so loved

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gd i wouldnt let someone i love
feel the way i feel

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gd why do you let this happen to me
im not sure you will help me

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imagine having an incessant weight on your chest
and an awful feeling inside
but expecting yourself to be normal

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inside myself feels awful
i hate going about this

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what did i do to deserve this
im trying my best over here

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blank May 2023

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and by the end of this life
i wonder if i will say no thank you

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what do i do with pain
that is clinging to me

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blank May 2023

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im not so crazy about joy
if it must come with pain

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blank May 2023

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he rejected me
it hurts
it wasnt meant to be
this pain is meant to be?
who are you mr meant to be

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blank May 2023

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seriously G-d
you expectations are wild

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blank May 2023

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journey makes it sound like an outdoor adventure
its actually more like hell treck

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blank Feb 2023

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why does your simulation require
stabbings to my gut and a boulder on my chest

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the only hard part
is not knowing how

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blank Jan 2023

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what instances do i take things personally
and then ill know all the other times i wont

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blank Jan 2023

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for now ill pray to G-d
for always ill keep wondering

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blank Jan 2023

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you cant force me
you can manipulate me

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blank Jan 2023

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i dont get it

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blank Jan 2023

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if you fooled me
dont blame me

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blank Dec 2022

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living is
overrated

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blank Dec 2022

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i want to play by the rules
but i do not know them

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blank Dec 2022

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every long day
adds up to a pixel

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blank Nov 2022

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she told me she thought i did a good job
and my brain called her a liar

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blank Nov 2022

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oh just please G-d be more clear
on how exactly you need me to dance

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blank Nov 2022

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im desprate
im taking a gamble on G-d

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blank Oct 2022

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the sun is shining through the window
and inside the weight of black thickness

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blank Sep 2022

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when is it intuition
and when is it fear

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blank Sep 2022

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my life is a relentless series of
a boulder on my chest on and off

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blank Aug 2022

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pushed onto the tightrope of life
continuously plummeting into pain

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blank Aug 2022

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oh just please G-d
tell me exactly how to dance

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blank Aug 2022

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G-d if you exist
how’d you come about

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blank Aug 2022

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G-d you better have good explanations
when i get up there

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blank Aug 2022

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why do I always also get a headache
during emotional turmoil

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blank Aug 2022

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i don’t trust my reasoning
it’s not reliable

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blank Aug 2022

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its either all over eventually or
there was meaning all along

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blank Aug 2022

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either G-d or life
is a hoax

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blank Aug 2022

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I don’t care for the rat race
and if HE exists, HE doesn’t play either way

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blank Aug 2022

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G-d if i knew for sure
you’d be the center for sure

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blank Aug 2022

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when is this over please
(embodiment)

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blank Jun 2022

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when a headache is the least painful thing
i’ve felt today

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blank Jun 2022

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some of you don’t wake up
with a walnut lodged in your throat

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blank May 2022

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all this discomfort
and no relief

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blank May 2022

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and now even sleep
has no rest

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blank May 2022

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Unable to brush my teeth
bec throwing up from stress

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blank May 2022

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my emotions keep
throwing me out of whack

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blank May 2022

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conventional wisdom
is pretty useless dumb

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blank May 2022

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without language
poems would all be sensations

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blank May 2022

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and tonight
we have nothing to say

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blank Apr 2022

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i fall in and out
so i don’t trust love now