Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Fred Peyer Dec 2017
If figuring out who we are
Is giving us sorrow and pain
Maybe we should raise the bar
And fully engage our brain

Ascertain what we have got
To elucidate who we are not!
Fred Peyer Dec 2017
Finding the warmth, comfort and food
It so desperately craved
The baby snuggled up to the breast
Completely at peace, blissfully unaware of
And not caring at all about the world
Making me realize that those moments
Must have been the highlights of my life
Where absolute need met complete fulfillment
Memories now resting dormant and unremembered
Locked away within my deep inner self
Unconscious recognition that made me who I am
Never to be experienced again
Fred Peyer Dec 2017
A landscape as far as the mind could range
Devastated, black, void of color or life
He had walked for days without change
Through a world of conflict and strife

With tired steps he kept moving along
When he passed a large blackened stone
Inside a small crack something seemed to be wrong
Something that stopped him and jarred him to the bone

In the middle of that little crack
Grew a tiny bright yellow flower
A yellow light surrounded by black
An image of unimaginable power

It called out to him ‘do not despair’
Even though it may look bleak
For if you open your heart and honestly care
you will always find what it is you seek
I dedicate this poem to everybody who is down on his luck, or depressed, or lost, or unhappy, or miserable. Remember, when the only way is up, it can only get better! With my heartfelt best wishes to you all, may you too find what it is that you seek!
Fred Peyer Dec 2017
Today I said goodbye
To my sanity
Going to live
According to my
Inner values
Listen to the wolves
In the middle of the desert
The wasteland
Of my own thoughts
The one-way streets
Of my brain
The black holes
Of my consciousness
Listen to the owls
Flying overhead
Their infinite wisdom
Pointing the way

Today I said goodbye
To my former self
Going back to
Virtuous thought
To living in the moment
Hearing sounds
So pure
They transcend
Reality
Seeing colors
With eyes closed
Rainbows of
My mind

Today I said goodbye
To the world
Around me
To the stress
Of everyday life
To the lies
And illusions
To the bears
And the bulls
To the ups
And the downs
To friends
And enemies
To false promises
And hollow pleasures

I am me
I am free
Another one of my 'early' works, but I kind of like it and wanted to share.
Fred Peyer Dec 2017
Your warm soft leg
Brushing mine
Full lips slightly open
Snoring quietly
Black hair fanned
Out across the
Pillow
Face relaxed
Smooth skin
Innocent
******* rising and falling
Rhythmically
******* poking
Against t-shirt
****
Looking at you
Feeling love
Seeing beauty
Taking a snapshot
For my heart
To remember
During hard times
Sometime
In the future
This incredible
Totally awesome
Sleeping beauty
One of the first poems I wrote back in February this year. Wrote it for my wife.
Fred Peyer Nov 2017
Elephants trampling the young corn
With clouds as indifferent bystanders
My tears soaking new growth
That will never reach maturity
While the Universe watches

A double rainbow born of tears
Fades into the mountain
Leaving a vacuum of hopelessness
Over a sea of forgotten promises
While the Universe watches

Rose bushes ****** the children
With thorns made of recycled war heads
And laments float precariously
On anger filled dead rivers
While the Universe watches

Prayers are lost in icy snowstorms
Hope is nestling with long dead dinosaurs
Happiness morphing into empty darkness
With love pulled like **** from the ground
The Universe had finally turned away
Fred Peyer Nov 2017
Trying to find myself
A lifetime of effort
With no beginning
And no End
Going down one-way streets
The wrong way
Ending up in dead-ends
Long times of searching
With nothing to show

I know the ‘what’, but not the ‘who’
The ‘what’ is easy
The ‘who’ unfathomable
The mirror tells the outer story
The dreams maybe the inner
What do my actions and reactions
Tell about who I am?
Are my moods, my happiness, and sadness
Linked to my essence, the ‘who’?

Will I know only for sure
After I die, when I am just soul?
Are the answers in this other dimension
Never to be known in physical life?
Why do I need to know ‘who’ I am?
Is it not enough to know ‘what’ I am?
Would I live my life differently
If I knew ‘who’ I am?
I guess I will never know
Next page