How it feels to leave a city which saw you grow mature. I still remember when i came here 12yrs back I was just a rookie. It was this city which gave new prospects to my life. Gave me friends who will last for my life. Showered me with love and affection.  Gave me sense of maturity. Made me an entrepreneur, saw me rise and fall. Got love which shall be cherished for life tough i lost her. Feeling like I'm leaving something behind. Sense of losing some part of myself has grieved my mind. But I will be back after sometime. I would love to COME back to my home. But for a while I should move on, I'm leaving my soul behind on streets Where i wandered, places i visited, places where i partied all night with friends. I will be back after sometime. Visit my home.

What does it feel when we have a heart filled with joy and happiness.
Can anyone tell me?
Cause I have forgot how it feels being happy.
Mind is stuck at something and divided in two parts.
One is filled with the pressure of Work and deadlines.
Other one is filled with the thoughts of her.
Once work is finished, I left idle and mind goes completely blank.
As if it's shifting from left to right.
And the play of thoughts starts.
I'm getting habitual for this kind shift.
First it use to hurt me a lot heart use to ache.
Now I'm so habitual to it that like it's a drug if i don't take it and feel the highskies i won't get the peace. I have started to enjoy this feeling too.
Hope it would not **** me,
My eyes are wide open all my senses reignited.
I don't need to drink, Or smoke because I'm already high.
So please someone tell how it feels to be happy. And filled with joy.

Im just trying to fall in love with myself
Its better than investing in somebody else
I can make myself happy.
I don’t have, think what someone will think
If I drink,
If I stare at any girl,
If I hangout with friends for long hours.
I don’t have to buy flowers for,
I don’t have to think before eating what im eating,
Now i eat, drink, hangout, sleep, exercise.
Take weekend rides on bike.
No thinking of future.
I have home which is sufficient for me.
Now im thinking to by a new rides in this year,
A foreign trip with some cool destinations.
And Goa will become a second home for me.
I earn enough money so I can  shop daily,
Date a new girl daily,
Make unplanned trips.

I’m just preparing to fall in love with myself.

It’s a deadly feeling when your Lonely
                                ? Is Why one feels lonely
                                       Answer is simple
                            We hold some thing so tightly
                   That it starts consuming us from inside.
               The thoughts of somebody whom we loved,
                 The fight we had with someone we loved,
             The argument we had with someone we love,
  This feeling comes because we are taking the small thought to
             Another level by thinking about it continuously.
To solve this think just do on thing say sorry to the person you
hurt.
               If that person accepts your apology then its ok
       And even if they don’t take it then leave it then and their.
     You now just forget what had happened and enjoy your life,
  Now its their time to feel the grunge that they didn’t accept your
  apology.
                   You  just enjoy your life forget the past,
                                      Just enjoy the life.
And when they come back to you don’t forget to enjoy the
                                         moment.
The law of nature says what you throw to the sea it will be definitely will come back to you.

Today I'm setting her free.
Yes I definitely setting her free.
IF she had something for me,
She will definitely, will comeback to me.
If she doesn't then she was never meant to be.
Yes I'm having tears,
but I'm setting her free. ..................

It's complicated but yet desirable,
It's confusing but sensible,
It's drowning but meditative.
Who ever is in love
Is a blessed,
It's a divine power.
If loves on your side everything what happens is right.
So cherish it for the life,
treasure every moment spend.
Let your hearts flow like a river.
It will be filled with ups and downs,
But hold your hands tight.
And enjoy it and feel it.
It's a once in a lifetime experience.