This wasn't meant for you not this life. You weren't meant to lose yourself this young and see paradise.

But your soul was brave, so in the next life don't you run and hide. This world just couldn't hold something so prue, take it in stride.

You have given us something that this earth could never tear apart, you put one hundred and ten percent into giving us your heart.

But even that wasn't enough to stay ahead, you did all you can and reached your end, and now you are off to bed.

It pains us to see you go on. You've been alone for along time and now you get to rest eternally at home.

But my heart still aches and with every tear drop there's a new break.

I've lost one already and now I say goodnight to another. Sweets to the sweet, farewell my lover.

You've taken more lives than life gives, but even then you still live.

You come at planned and unplanned times, and no matter how much life lies, you promise everything will be just fine.

You've been here for so long, and in our final hour you hold strong. You touch our bodies and carry our souls on.

But do you know that when it's all over, when living stops telling us a lie, you too will die.

They tell us nothing is guaranteed but you, no matter how much we deny it you are the thing made true. But even you have to believe in you.

Because sooner or later you have to end as well, and in the events you commit suicide on oneself.

But you've already accepted it, regardless of how evil people make you seem, even you too was heaven sent. So nothing else matters, and everything become irrelevant.

And that's the reason no one has to ever again cry, because now they know now, even death dies.

How can I say this, you weren't planned, but a blessing none the less, your dad isn't the best, but that doesn't mean for you I won't have that S on my chest.

I'll be the first superhero in your life, understand? Before you fall in love with Thor, Hulk, Super or Spider-Man.

You will be daddy's little girl, even before you breath your first breathe in this world.

But I can't keep you from everything the world will throw your way, I know i have to hear you cry, and deal with a heartbreak.

There will be times I can't protect you, from the pain of boys and friends, telling lies to make them seem true.

Seeing you cry will make me hurt more than I have ever in life, I have to be strong for you too because I know you'll break more than twice.

But there's something you must know, no matter the pain you're heart will hold, you have a super mom and dad waiting at home.

With every breath in my body I will fight, just to see you smile and feel everything will be alright.

So take your time, I'll try to be the greatest father, all things I've said is true, my perfect unborn daughter.

Here I am, at last. It's taken me awhile, but I was afraid of moving too fast.

You once gave me your hand and I turned it down, I tried to come back to you half hearted and you frowned.

You told me I wasn't ready for you. I yelled that I was, but I knew it wasn't true.

So I left and focused on the world around me, but the closer I looked I seen the people drowning.

I tried speak, but you covered my mouth. You told me I still wasn't ready, the more I seen my heart felt heavy.

You said look and learn more about it all, and only then would I come if you called.

So I grew more and understood things in my own right, that you'll always have to hide your shadows the more you step into the light.

And then I knew it as clear as day, I've been wasting my time, when I have a world to change.

So I called to you and you came, you've seen the change, you've already spoken my name. You'll be with me always thru the money and the fame.

And I've made up my mind, I've fell in love with you and I'll give you my life, everything will be fine.

I'm happy to be here, but can't you hear the clock's tick tock, we have to hurry, it's time for us to save hip hop

We've reached our end, you and I. But it's okay, at the end of this is paradise.

Where the people are happy, and you get to smile, but before you cross over, why don't we sit for awhile.

I always thought we'd be forever, that this is something we'd do together, I'd never imagine you leaving.

But I guess every good thing does have an end, and now I'm forced to say goodbye to a mentor and a great friend.

You've gotten to watch me grow over the years and we've been through the laughing, crying and tears. But your next journey nears and I can say this world no longer carries any of my fears.

Because the moment you pass over, will be the moment you take a piece of me with you, and I'll walk away from here without the conflicting issue, that when you leave I'll miss you.

But I can hear them coming for you, and I've accepted this, but this still doesn't seem true. How can I let go of you.?

And now they're hear and I've panicked, to see you smile, hear you laugh, I have to have it.

I spoke so many words yet not the ones that meant a thing to your heart, how can this come and tear us apart.

Who's given them that order and on who's authority, you aren't an expensive good that I can use with a warrenty.

I hate this, I hate the thing that's taken you away from me, this cruel world that's trying to pull a prank on me.

I .. I.. Oh how could I've been so blind, to be so enraged that I didn't realize the time.

How could I not have seen this in the work. All these years, you've body hurt, you tried to keep up but it, but it was no use, you were a ticking time bomb and someone ignited the fuse.

You've been left by your baby sister, brother and mother. How could you bear to lose another.

How could I not see that Uncle Lee's over there waiting on you to kiss you lips and hug your hips and tell you just how much he's missed you.

Maybe I'm I've lost my sight and understanding of all of this. Your presence will be missed.

Dying once is worth more than living twice, so please no more tears, you're on the last train to paradise.