At some point you will be knocked down,
Maybe by bullies,
Maybe by something unknown.
Maybe by something you know is bad,
But you can't push it away because you're scared.

You would think someone would catch you,
Especially the person you love,
But what if they disappear with you in their arms?
What if their spirit turned into a dove?

What if you are neglected when you need their warmth the most?
What if you know they have feelings
But they love someone more?
What do you do if they act you don't exist and pass through you as if you are a ghost?

He was there to catch me when I fell,
That much is a miracle.
But my soul has gone to the Upside Down,
And left there just to dwell.

Safe yourself the pain,
Keep feeling 22 for heck sakes,
You could stay or you could go,
Or you could save yourself the pain.
The most miraculous thing of all,
Would be if you keep your guard up
And look before you fall.

When I say I am missing something,
It may mean I lost something.
It may mean something lost me.
But everything I say is missing is still within reach.

Monsters are after me,
And I don't know why.
A great storm surrounds me
With all of it's might.
It's me,
All alone.
Watching the horror,
Only a sliver of hope and love making a glimmer.
Every time I see his face,
I want to cry and scream.
Who sees her heart ripped out and thrown away?
That is me.

When I say something is missing,
It means my life is something less without it.

Missing

Look at the girl,
She's flawless.
Her inner beauty shines so bright.
You have to try and play keep-away,
Try with all your might.
She is Flawless.

She says she trusts you,
But you know she does not.
She wants to keep him all to herself,
And she has tied you in a knot.
She is not Flawless.

Look at yourself,
You're definitely NOT flawless.
You may have inner beauty but it is dull and unliving,
Your glasses make your eyes seem too big
And your friends are unforgiving.
You are not Flawless.

No one is Flawless,
No one is Perfect,
No one is You,
And you are You in every aspect.

Be Yourself,
No matter how crazy you are.
You may not belong here,
But there is always somewhere afar.
You are flawless in your own way.

Flawless

I exist to change this world.
I exist to change myself.
I exist to show the world
That it is much more than itself.

I exist to find the one,
The one I'll know in an instant.
I exist to make people understand
That pure feeling can still be distant.

I exist to prove to myself that love is real,
That love is not tragical.
I exist to make myself believe
That love is really magical.

I Exist

I watch helplessly,
My heart an abyss.
At my crush giving up,
Feeling hopeless.
He has gone back and forth like a Newton's Cradle,
And to me,
At least,
Giving up is a fable.

Giving Up

Episodes are tragic things,
But are they really flashbacks?
What if you were to have true sight?
Wouldn't that be a knockback?

Everything seems so vivid and real,
The feeling is so much surreal.
Terror tingles up your spine,
It isn't that much fun.
But sometimes you can't say go away.
You just have to run.

Run before you burst into tears.
Run away from your very worst fears.
A fear of something everyone says is not real,
A fear of something you don't even know is here.
Run away from not being loved,
Run away to try and reach the above.
Run and hide,
Hiding is what you do best.
In just very one episode,
Your life becomes a mess.

Episode

Who do you take to the snow ball?
What do you do to avoid the fall?
Do you have anyone to love you at all?

You go to the Snow Ball with someone you like,
Not friends but something more.
There is something special in a person's eyes
That'll drop your jaw to the floor.

When there is a perfect guy you know,
Your mind isn't made up and wrapped in a bow.
This decision could change your view,
Even of you.

The Snow Ball

Why
        is
           a
             word,
                       but
                             also
                                    a
                                      question.
                ­                                     Love
                                                              is­
                                                                ­  a
                                                                ­    word,
                                                       ­                     but also an emotion.                                                         ­         
                                                       ­       
                                                                ­            

Words are much more than words I dare say.
They may seem like nothing,
But they always have a way.
The only time our simple brains find  this out
Is when we descend the stairs and we never come out.

We have to climb the stairs any way we can,
Once we descend we lose sight of our entire life span.
Descending the stairs is risky,
And frightening.
But if you find your way up,
Your heart will glow like lightning.

Descend the stairs,
Take the risk.
Just take your time,
It doesn't have to be brisk.

Descend the Stairs